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It was nearly 7 in the evening,

Karan and aarush reached preeta's house and knocked.Preeta instantly opened the door as she was waiting for them.

"Mumma dekho,badi mom aur bade papa ne mujhe ye dilaya"aarush went towards her and showed her the big car he excitedly.

Preeta smiled at him and looked at karan.He smiled faintly and looked at aarush who was removing the cover of the car.

"Aaru bye"karan said waving at him with slight smile.

Preeta gulped and looked at him.She stood silent not knowing what to say.She wanted to call him inside but she didn't have enough courage to call him.

"Papa aap hamare saath yahi raho Aaj"aarush got up and came towards him sadly.

"No baby!meine apse kaha tha na,toh nahi aa sakta,you are a good boy right..mamma ko tang kare bina so Jana okay!"Karan bent to his level and informed him.

"Nahi aap raho yahi"he again insisted on making a crybaby face.

"Agar aaj rahunga toh,kal aapse nahi mil sakta..Is it okay for you?"karan asked him.Aarush's face fell listening to him and he looked at preeta plucking his lower lip.

"Mumma papa se kaho ki yahi rahe"Aarush held her hand and asked her.

Preeta looked at him then at karan nervously.She didn't know what to say,how to stop him.

"Aaru nahi,agar aap mujhe nahi Jane denge toh mein kal nahi aaunga"karan again informed him sadly.

"Tum aaj ruk sakte ho yahi.. aarush ke liye"preeta spoke lowly and looked down to face aarush.

Karan chuckled sadly and looked up to her.

"Mein tumhare saath tabhi rahunga,jab tum mujhe apni zindagi mein ane ko kahogi,otherwise I won't disturb you..not anymore"karan replied to her gloomily.

Whereas preeta looked away from him "it's the 10th day tomorrow,I think tumhe apna promise yaad hoga..it's good agar tum aarush ke saath rahoge" She said what she wanted to say.

Karan shook his head in no and smiled faintly.

"I know,and the decision is all yours, mein Aarush ke saath ye do din nahi saari zindagi rehna chahta hu"karan stated and turned to go.

Preeta didn't reply and picked aarush in her arms.

"Papa ruk jao"aarush called him but karan went without looking back and wiped his lone tear that rolled till his cheek.

"Aaru,woh kal aa jayenge now come tum thak gaye honge"preeta said to him and took him inside closing the door.

She wanted to stop him but it would have worsened and the motive she kept would have ruined.

She didn't want to get attached to him more.It would destroy her once again.She was not ready to go to him to face that again,what all she went through years ago.

She wasn't ready to take that away from her mind.She had decided that she will let him go tommorow and everything will be like before.

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The 10th day,

As usual karan picked up aarush and mishti from his school and took him to their house.

He was mingled with them happily as sherlyn also loved him much and pampered him like Mishti.

"Bhabhi agar preeta nahi mani toh"karan asked with a fear in his heart.

"Woh manegi karan,she loves you..she will come to you tum apna efforts Karo,aur baki uspe chod do.Tum tension mat lo sab thik hoga..just have hope in yourself"sherlyn suggested him with slight smile.

Karan nodded sadly and looked at aarush who was playing with mishti laughing at something.

If she didn't agree,he would never see that smile of his again, his little sweet voice which soothes his heart.His childish gestures,his little arms that held him with love, everything about him was pure bliss and that happiness being with him was at another level.

He was not ready to leave him.It was hurting him since morning.His Heart beat was at an extreme level in fear thinking whether she will come with him or not.He was so tensed and worried.

"Mein chalta hu,agar usne kuch tang kiya toh call kijiye"karan informed.

"Ok fine,tum jao preeta aati hogi abb"sherlyn informed him and karan nodded.

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Preeta received the message from karan as she stepped out of the school.

"Aarush mere saath hai,Please come here for one last time,location send Kiya hai..will be waiting for you"She read the message and took a deep breath reading 'one last time'.She raised her brows seeing the location as it was a hotel.

It pained her so much,but she couldn't help.She sighed and saw the location.Hiring an auto she informed the address and sat thinking about karan.

Reaching the location,she paid and got down looking around.It was like a little hill region.Just slightly coz It was the only hotel she could find around.Not even any house was there.

The place was calm and cool.She had never come to this area so she felt a little nervous.But knowing karan would be there she calmed herself and went inside.

"Welcome mam"the person standing in front of her welcomed her.

She looked around and nodded.It wasn't crowded much.She started looking for karan.

"Name please mam"the manager of the hotel asked her.

"Preeta"she answered and felt odd by the way they were treating her.

"Mam this way! Please..sir is waiting for you upstairs"he instructed her and she got to know that they were talking about karan.

She nodded and followed the person who took her upstairs.Her steps were slow and she was damn nervous!The atmosphere itself made her feel like one.

As she was at the last step she was welcomed by the fairy lights all around and she gasped looking at the atmosphere around her.

There was no one around,Her breath hitched looking at the decoration around with fairy lights and all.It wasn't bound with walls.It was an open place,a terrace. she could see the whole city shining in lights as it was late evening.There was a table arranged in the middle.She was just amazed with his gesture.

She took steps forward to see karan standing there with a slight smile on his face looking handsome like always.

If they were like before she would have ran towards him and jumped on his arms without any hesitation.But nothing was like before she saw him nervously and took a step forward.

He moved towards her and she was awestruck to see him alone.

"Aarush"was the first word that came out of her mouth in a panic.

"You don't need to worry about him,he is at Rishab's home "karan informed her.

"Kyu?"preeta asked him.

"Kyu ka kya Matlab hai!Tum mere saath aati nahi,so mein kaha ki aarush mere sath hai.will you please talk to me now?"karan asked her meekly.

Preeta looked away from him not knowing what to say.Karan chucked sadly and lifted his hand to hold her hand.

"Ye sab meine tumhare liye kiya hai preeta.Isliye nahi ki tum mujhe maaf karo.Just to spend my evening with you.so will you give me permission to hold your hands?"karan asked looking at her like a gentleman.

Preeta sucked in a breath and stood still listening to him.

"Mein tumhari ye Khamoshi ko haa samjhu ya na samjhu?"karan asked her sweetly.Preeta looked at him with moist eyes.

"Please..please don't cry! Aaj mein tumhare saath koi argument nahi karna chahta preeta!Ya tumhe kisike liye force karunga.please I want you to give you some hours to me"karan told her emotionally.

How much he was controlling himself but still it wasn't that easy to behave normal.

Tears gathered in her eyes listening to him Karan shook his head in dismay.

"No,please..Please rona mat..jo sach hai woh sach hai.Mein chahata hu aaj tum mere sath pehele ki tarah raho.just for some hours.Please."karan asked with puppy eyes and forwarded his hand in front of her.

"would you like to dance with me?" Karan asked and chuckled painfully.

Preeta saw him with tears and nodded giving her hand in his.The pain in his eyes and words melted her heart.She too wanted to spend her every sec with him.

"Thankyou"he whispered with smile and took her in the middle.Picking the remote from the table he played the music and kept it back.

He looked at preeta who was staring at him blankly.He gave his dimple smile to her and entwined his fingers with her.

Placing his other hand on her waist,he looked at her who took a sharp breath lowering her gaze.

A bright smile broke his lips noting her expressions.He started moving to the rythm holding her protectively.

Preeta looked into his eyes and smiled at him with moist eyes.She surrounded her other hand around his neck drowning in his eyes.

"Tumhe Aaj bhi farak padta hai right"karana asked her with a smrink on his face.

"Kis se?"preeta questioned him confusingly.

"mere pass hone se,tumhari dhadkanein teez ho jati hai" Karan said to her with a winning smile and left her waist and turned her then again pulled her back.

Preeta widens her eyes and glares at him.

"Aisa kisne kaha,kuch feel nahi karti mein mr.flirt luthra"she whispered back flaring her nose.

She too was drowning in the moment and thought to be with him being her old self.May be it will heal her broken heart a little talking with him like before.

"Jhooti ho tum!I can feel it ms.arora"karan replied and twirled her.

"Mein bhi feel kar sakti hu ki tumhari dhadkanein teez ho rahi hai mere paas aakar"she argued and again karan took her in his embrace making her fall in his arms.

"Woh toh hai!I agree"karan answered and preeta pouted in return.

Karan smiled and turned her making her back hit his chest and held her.

"Tum sunna chahogi?"karan asked her in a low voice leaning towards her ear.

A shiver ran through her body feeling him around her and listening to his voice which created tickles.

"Ji nahi"preeta replied with a frown.

"Sirf tumhare liye hi dhadakta hai"karan spoke and nuzzled in her hair while backhugging her.

Her eyes shut within seconds and held his hands which were around her waist.

"I fell for you the moment I saw you,You are the one for me babydoll"karan kissed below her ear and held her tightly.

"Karan"preeta called him and turned facing him by hearing his words.

He immediately held her arms and pulled her to him.Her palms reached his chest and she looked into his eyes with ache in her heart which started beating rapidly.

"Sach hi toh hai babydoll,I know mere galti ka koi maafi nahi hai,But I still want to repent and I am repenting aur shayad zindagi bhar karta rahunga.Lekin mein tumhe kehna chahta hu ye yakeen dilana chahta hu ki Mera pyaar kabhi jhoota nahi tha.I always loved you and will love you forever.Hamare bich jo bhi hua woh mere wajeh se hua I know.But.."

"Karan tum.."she interrupt him but karan stopped her by keeping his finger on her lips.

"Don't..Just listen to me today!please"he says emotionally looking deep into her eyes.

Whereas preeta sucked in a deep breath and gulped her saliva gripping his shirt in her fists.

"Tum woh ladki ho jo mere zindagi ko aur bhi khubsurat banayi,tum woh ho jo mein har roz dekhna chahunga,tumhe apne pas rakhna chahunga har subhe jab meri ankh khulegi toh sirf tumhara chehra dekhna chahunga,mere saare happy moments ko tumhare saath spend karna chahunga,tumhe woh pyaar dunga Jo tum deserve karti ho,Jo tum chahti ho.Tumhare saare dard ko mitana chahta hu.tumhari woh smile dekhna chahta hu..zindagi bhar ke liye"karan Whispered and cupped her face.

Preeta looked at him with tears being numb.She knew he loved her but still whatever he did didn't justify his words.

"Kya tum mere zindagi mein ana chahogi?Mein ye nahi kahunga ga ki sab bhul jao..tumhe jitna time chahiye tum le sakti ho.Mujhe bas tumhare saath chahiye..tum chahiye hamesha keliye,mere sath ,mere pass bas tum chahiye preeta.I promise to make our life more beautiful than you have ever thought.I want you to be happy with me"he took her hand and again looked into her eyes.

"bolo preeta kya apna haath hamesha keliye mere haath mein dogi? zindagi bhar keliye mere saath rehna chahogi? mujhse shaadi karogi? will you marry me?"karan asked her with tears in his eyes as fear aroused in his heart.

Whereas her eyebrows furrowed in shock.She couldn't digest the words left his mouth.

Did he just ask me to marry him?

She blinked her eyes in surprise as her heartbeat rose to an extent and she felt her heart would come out of her ribcage anytime.

She inhaled a sharp breath looking into his desperate eyes which were waiting for her answer.The tears filled in her eyes without her permission.

She saw him emotionally as thousands of emotions ran through her.The day she was waiting for,this is what she had destined for them before.She had dreamt of marrying him,to live with him happily ever after.

But her mind reminded her that all her hopes and dreams were shattered years ago.They were no more and she had come so far leaving everything behind.She cannot forget what he did,she cannot erase those painful and Harsh memories of her life which taught her a lesson that not to depend on someone so much, that one day they break you completely living in nothing taking every hopes from your life.

That is what happened with her.she thought he will be with her she doesn't need to worry about anything.But what happened was beyond her expectations and imaginations.Even in her childhood she had went through many difficulties without her parents and even now she didn't get any happiness in her life so that she can live peacefully.

Her every hope in a happy and peaceful life was gone long before and she even accepted the harsh reality that it's not in her fate.Not everyone is blessed to have a family in their life.

"Please babydoll..will you marry me?"karan again asked seeing the tears in her eyes.

Preeta came out of her thoughts and looked at her hand which he held.She looked at him with tears shaking her head in no.

Karan's face was expressions,he too shook his head in no and looked at her with requesting eyes saying her to say yes.

Preeta again shook her head negatively and took her hand back from him.Tear drop rolled down karan's cheek seeing her hand as she took a step back from him.

"Ple..please"karan mouths in tears.

Preeta again shakes her head in 'no' with the same pain he was going through.

"Me..mein nahi..I can't"she stammered and wiped her tears.

"Kyu nahi?Mein tumse kuch nahi maag raha..tum mujhe maaf mat karo..tum jaisa chahogi waise mere saath reh sakti ho.But don't leave me preeta..I can't bear this anymore,Please"karan requested her  while sobbing.

"Mein nahi bhul sakti hu karan,kuch bhi nahi bhul sakti..I cannot do this.Mein tumhare saath nahi reh sakti"she whispered being shattered.

"Mei..mein karunga na,tum bul jaogi trust me.Mein Tumhari sab buri yaadein bhula dunga babydoll.Meine hi Kiya hai toh mujhe hi usse mitane ka mouka toh do"karan again pleaded her emotionally.

"Mein nahi bhul sakti..kuch bhi nahi..tum kuch nahi jante.I have suffered alot mein aise hi jeena chahti hu.abb kuch nahi chahiye mujhe,jab hona tha tab kuch hua nahi toh abb mujhe kuch nahi chahiye karan"she yelled bursting in tears.

"Tum aise na..nahi kar sakti babydoll.Muj..mujhe ek mouka bhi nahi dogi kuch karne ka?I promise mein sa..sab thik kar dunga.Tum aa..aarush ke bare mein toh socho.he needs me too"karan's voice cracked and he nods in not looking at her.

"Usse mein samjha dungi!ag..agar tumhe milna hai toh tu..tum kabhi ka..kabhi aa sakte ho..le..lekin me..mein nahi aa sa.. sakti tum.. tumhare saath"she closed her mouth with her palms and started sobbing as her heart started aching with pain.

She was feeling so helpless to say anything.Even though her heart wants him but her mind was reminding her of her hard phase and her pain which she beared alone.

"Tu..tum galat soch rahi ho..ple.. please try to trust Me aga..again.Mein usse todne se pehle ma..marna pasand ka.. karunga.Please be..believe me"karan fell on his knees and pleased infornt her.

Preeta moved towards him and sat in front of him meekly.She looked at him while controlling her tears but it wasn't of any use.They were spilling without their consent.

"Tu..tum hamesha mere dil mein the,ho aur hamesha rahoge karan.It may be in my good books and bad books both.Tum woh insan ho jisko mein har roz dekhna cha..chahti thi jaisa tum abb chahte ho,meine woh sapna bohot saalo pehle hi sa..sajake rakhe the,sirf tumhare pass rehna chahti thi,tumse milna chahti thi.Lekin sab sa..sapne bikhar gaye aur apne saath mu..mujhe bhi leke.Me..mein kuch nahi hu karan..abb kuch bhi nahi bacha hai mere iss dil mein"Her voice cracked as she spoke.while karan was just listening to her being numb.

"I am so shattered and broken.Tum mujhe heal nahi kar sakte Ya fir ye kahu ki mein khud nahi chahti.Meine sirf tumse pyaar kiya,tumse apni wafa nibhayi,aur tumhe apna sab kuch man liya..lekin badle mein mujhe kuch nahi mila.I am just left with a broken heart jo aab kuch feel nahi karta"karan shaked his head in no while sobbing not able to take her words.

"Sa..sab thik ho..hoga.Tum me..mere pa..pass aake to..toh de..dekho"karan cupped her face and pleaded with her.

Preeta smiled in tears and looked at him"  Me..mein nahi ana chahti Karan.Mein ye nahi kar sakti.Mein sab sapne dekhna band ka..kardiya hai..abb bohot Darr lagta ha..hai Bohot.I have already made a mistake..aab kuch bhi karne ki himmat hi nahi hai mujhme.Bohot mushkil se mein aab yaha tak aayi hu.mein fir se uss phase mein nahi ana chahti..nahi ana chahti"she muttered bitterly and held his hands which were on her face.

"Tumhare ye decision bilkul thik nahi hai..tum hum dono ko dard de rahi ho..I know tu..tumhe bhi utna hi dard ho raha hai.. please come to me babydoll..mein nahi reh sakta tumhara Bina"karan pleaded her with tears.

"Tu..tum reh loge karan.."karan shook his head in not looking at her feeling crushed.

Preeta closed her eyes and held his hands in between them staring their hands emotionally.

"Please bas ye samjh lo ki,mein abb aage ke bare mein sochna hi chod diya hai,sab ummeed chod di hai,I don't even think about my tomorrow.Toh tum apni zindagi mere saath bitane ka kaise soch sakte ho karan.Tum ek cricketer ho.. tumhare piche toh ladkiyon ki line lag jayegi"preeta chuckled while sobbing and looked at him being hurt.

"Mu..mujhe koi mere aage ya piche nahi chahiye.Mujhe bas tum chahiye mere saath,mere pass,karan ko har kadam par apni preeta ka saath chahiye"he whispered holding her through shoulders trying to make her understand.

"Nahi karan..mein nahi reh sakti tum.. tumhare saath.It is my fi..final decision"she wiped her tears and stood up taking a long breath.

Karan stood up properly followed by her and saw her being bruised and crushed.His heart wrenched knowing her rejection.She doesn't want to come with him!

"Me..mein vapas nahi aaunga preeta!"he whispered meekly.

Preeta nods her head in yes and turned facing her back to him.She was about to go that her eyes shut in pain as a result tears rolled down her cheeks feeling him behind her as he came and backhugged her.

She clutched her dress in her fists while sobbing feeling him.Whereas karan rested his face on her shoulder and requested her to stay.

"Do..don't go..please.. don't leave me"karan whispered lowly and surrounded his hands around her tightly.

Preeta felt the urge to hug him tightly but she controlled herself not to fall weak in the moment going with the flow.She kept her hands on his hands and tried to loosen his grip on her waist.

"Kar..karan leave"she said a little sternly controlling her emotions.

"Nahi..I won't leave you..tum nahi ja sakti mujhe chod kar"karan replied while rubbing his tears on her shoulder.

"Tumhe chodna hoga..meri kasam"karan's heart dropped listening to her,he lifted his head in shock and his hands around her loosened in secs.

Preeta bit her lips controlling her sob.There was no option left to her.

Karan made her face him turning her.Whereas preeta lowered her gaze not meeting his eyes with tears gathered in her eyes without pause.

"Ya..yahi chahti ho na!to..toh thik hai!Tum akele rehna chahti ho?Mujhe bhi tumhari Khushi hi chahiye..Agar tumhe lagata hai ki tum aise hi khush ho toh yahi sahi.I wo..won't interrupt you from now.agar tumhe mere saath rehna se utna dukh hota hai..tum khush nahi rahogi toh yahi thik hai"karan breathed heavily and stopped.

Preeta remains quiet and moves back from him.

"aaj hamare 10 dis khatam hue and I couldn't win you back.Tumhare Dil mein fir se jagah nahi bana paya mein..shayad mein hi galat tha aur abb bhi hu.Mein kal vaps ja raha hu..aur kabhi tumhari zindagi mein dakal nahi dunga"karan said to her seriously even though his heart was breaking into pieces while saying.

"Tha..thankyou so much for everything"karan muttered and saw her wiping his fresh tears.

Preeta looked up to him and took her steps back.Turning her back to him she went from there hurriedly.

"Preeta"karan followed her quickly.

"wait"he held her hand as she was walking outside the hotel towards the main road.

Preeta halted but didn't turn.

"Me..mein drop kar dunga..it's night"karan said to her.she nodded slightly lowering her lashes.

Reaching his car karan opened the door for her.She silently seated and he closed the door.

After sitting on the driver seat.He started the car and looked straight.

Preeta looked outside the window while weeping.Karan saw her through the mirror and his heart pierced in pain seeing he rin pain.

This was her decision!.He signed concentrating on the road with moist eyes.

There was complete silence throughout the way.They both didn't dared to face each other.Karan was driving and preeta was gazing outside.

Karan stopped the car in front of Rishab's house and took off his seatbelt.

"Me..mein aarush ko leke aata hu"he said meekly.He could have called her inside but knowing she doesn't want to be a part of his life anymore.He jerked his thoughts of calling her inside and went.

Preeta saw him going and silently sat thinking deeply.

"Tum nahi samjh sakte karan.I cannot come with you.Mein aur ek bar wahi galti nahi kar sakti..nahi kar sakti"she muttered while sobbing.

Her thoughts broke when she heard aarush's voice.

"Mumma kholo"aarush shouted from outside.Karan came to his side and opened the door from outside before she could open.

Aarush stepped inside and smiled at her.

"Hi mamma!..aapko pata hai mein aur mishi didu ne kitna khela Aaj..aur badi mom ke saath bhi"aarush said to her excitedly facing her.

Karan saw her faintly and started the car.

Preeta nodded to him in return with a fake smile.It was night so aarush couldn't see her tear stained face clearly.Otherwise he would have panicked and worried for her.

"Aap papa ke saath kaha gaye the?"Aarush asked and looked at karan.

"Badi mamma ne kaha..ki mein aur aap kal se papa ke saath rahenge!"aarush said to her with a bright smile on his face.

But preeta's and karan's face fell listening to him.It was their heartbeat which explained everything to each other without any words what and how they were feeling.

"Mumma papa batao na..sach mein hum aapke ke saath rahenge?"aarush asked them again to see them silently.

"Nahi aaru,aap mere saath nahi aa sakte"karan replied to him.

Preeta lowered her eyes sadly.she felt she was doing a wrong by separating karan and aarush.But she felt it is good for his future not to keep him in high Hopes.

"kyu?mumma kyu?"aarush asked her grumpily.

Preeta looked away from him ignoring his question with a stern face.Aarush saw her sadly then at karan who was driving silently.

"Papa batao kyu nahi rahenge ham?mere sare friends apni mom dad ke saath rehte hai"aarush asked him gloomily.

"Uska answer aapko apni mamma degi aaru...get down ghar agaya" Karan stopped the car in front of their apartment and himself got down removing the seat belt.

Preeta opened the door and came outside.Aarush went towards karan and pulled his hand.

"Papa"he called and karan kneeled down to his level seeing him emotionally.

"Bas ye yaad rakhna ki.aap mere saath raho ya na raho..Mein apse hamesha bohot pyaar karta rahunga..I promised"karan cupped his face and whispered to him with moist eyes.

"I know tumhe mein jo bhi keh raha hu..pura toh smajhme nahi aayega..but I want to tell you.You are my best boy,my champ.aap hamesha aise hi smile karte rehna aur mumma ko bhi hasate rehna.I am sorry for not finding you before.Mein bohot bura hu aaru..I don't deserve your love"aarush shook his head in no and wiped his tears sadly.

"No papa aap bohot aache ho"he said wiping his tears with his little hands.

Preeta turned away from them not able to bear her pain and leaned to the car sobbing silently.

She didn't feel selfish for her actions.Because she thought she took the right decision.But seeing them both like this broke her heart once again.

"Nahi baby!I am so bad.Mumma ko bohot hurt Kiya hai Meine.I don't deserve you both.Mein aapke saath nahi reh sakta.mujhe jana hoga aaru..aap please mere bare mein mamma se kuch mat puchna"karan explained him and kissed his forehead.

"Nahi aap kahi mat jao..mein aur mamma fir se akele ho jayenge.Please papa"aarush requested him sadly.

He just knew his father was going away from him.But his little mind didn't know anything other than that even it couldn't understand any matter between them.

"I have to go aaru" Karan said to him and kissed his whole face with tears.

He was not able to digest the fact that he has to live without them from now.It was impossible for him.but it wasn't in his hands now.His heart was pounding with pain and fear.

He smiled weakly lastly noticing his son's every feature and that handsome face he would miss till his last breath.He again kissed his both cheeks and hugged him with tears.

"I love you so much aaru..tum jab bade hoge na plea..please mujhse nafrat mat karna.. please don't hate me"karan sobbed in his arms and held him tightly.

Preeta closed her eyes and pressed her lips together seeing him broken.If she stays some more time it will be difficult for her to leave him.She didn't want her heart to fall weak.

She moved towards them and held aarush.Karan saw her and shaked his head in no emotionally.Preeta didn't look at him and separated them controlling her tears.

"Aaru ch..chalo"she spoke lowly and held his hand.

Karan looked at her as his heart started to beat with the fear of losing them.

"Mamma papa "aarush asked her to look at karan with moist eyes.

"Woh ja rahe hai aaru..aao"preeta said to him and was about to pick him that karan held aarush's other hand stopping her.

"Please don't do this"he pleaded he again through his eyes which showed her many emotions.

Preeta didn't listen to him and picked aarush in her arms and went from there holding him tightly.

"Papa"aarush called him and wriggled in her arms.But she didn't stop and went on while crying controlling the every pain of her heart.

Whereas karan saw her being numb.His heart was shattered and left with no emotions in them.He never knew one day he will find her like this,meet her that too with his son.Creating some memories with them and then at last leaving them like before.

It was not his opinion it was the need.She wanted it to happen and there was no option for him to say or do.

He took a sharp breath as she went out of his sight.He sat there blank for another 10 mins reminiscing about the moments with them which made his sore life better.The smile of aarush ,her anger,her pain,her tears everything was badly affecting him.

He got up with the support of his car.What was he supposed to do?He had promised her that he will go after 10 days if she doesn't come with him.

And even at last she didn't agree to come with him.He knew she too was in pain but she had become so strong with her emotions and let him go easily.But he was getting weak and the pain he was feeling was unbearable.

But he was not ready to forget anything.Everthing was coming to his mind like a circle.He was not ready to live without her.His heart was piercing  with so much pain remembering her reactions.

"Tu..tum mujhe chod ke nahi reh sakti baby...doll.Mein bhi nahi reh sakta please wapas aajao.I cannot live without you and aaru.Its paining a lot"he pointed to his heart looking at her window while sobbing.

"Aaru...mujhe bula raha tha,Muj..mujhe uske saath rehna hai.Please tum..aise nahi kar sakti"He gripped the handle of the car and whispered weakly feeling low.

"Mei..tumhe hurt karne ke baad..khud maar chuka tha..abb fir se tum uske wajeh se mere paas nahi aayi toh mein zinda nahi rahunga..I cannot live anymore in that guilt of breaking your heart..I cannot be..bear this pain..isse aacha hai..mei..mein ma..maar hi jau.Sha..shayad yahi meri ga..galti ki sa..saza h.."he was about to open the door that his head started spinning and his hands reached his head holding it.

"Me..yaha..nahi.."his words dried as he got to know that he would faint anytime knowing the result of his pain.He didn't want to fall here.

"Pre.."he tried to call her but everything went in vain when he couldn't even open his mouth properly.

He started crying in pain not able to bear  anymore.His breaths got short but he tried to take deep breaths calming himself.

He reached the ground as his legs gave up on him and leaned to his car fisting his hair.He again tried to take deep breaths like his doctor had suggested to him before.But nothing worked when his mind and heart was in an emotional and broken State which was dangerous for his mental health.

His eyes felt weak to open and everything around him was blurry.He blinked his eyes to get the clear view.He wanted to scream and call her but nothing came out from his mouth due to lack of energy.

Even though he had went through this many times but now he felt like it was going to be his last.He had lost the interest of living and his health was supporting him now.

He felt like dying in her arms atleast.To tell her to forgive him and let him die peacefully looking at her face.He was not ready to die without seeing her one last time.

"P.."he tried to take her name breathing heavily but it seemed like he was failing and his mind was giving up on him.

At last he fell on the ground still looking for her, waiting for her to come to him.Everything started to revolve in his mind.

His life,his parents,his brother,his college,the first time he saw her angelic face and fell for her.her confession,their moments,the day he left her,the pain they went through,again when he met her and the best gift he got was his son.His preety soul which longed for his love and today that at last she left him.

Every important face of his life came across his mind and reminded him of them and their memories like it were his last minutes of life but he felt this end of his life was not justified without earning her forgiveness.But it wasn't in his hands and his eyes got closed loosing every hopes on him when his subconscious mind reminded him that he was near to end.
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Hamari Adhuri Kahani...

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I am not crying 🥺.

Have you ever expected this is going to be their end💔 karan...

What do you want to say about him?

And preeta🥺? aarush? will she get to know about him or will it be too late for that?

I know I am making you all emotional but can't help because of the storyline 🙃

We are near the end and only 2-3 chapters are left!

Will soon meet you in the Next chapter..bye bye..

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