15.Kiss of pain

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"mamma"preeta heard aarush's voice from the bedroom.she decreased the flame of the gas and moved outside the kitchen.

"Haa aa rahi hu"she said knowing he was up.But she got surprised as he woke up half an hour earlier than his usual timing.

As she entered inside,she saw him sitting on the bed rubbing his eyes cutely.A smile spread on her lips looking at her sunny boy.

"Mammaa"his voice was low.He saw her sadly looking around the room still in his sleepy mood.

"Aw!what happened to my honey"she stood at the edge of the bed forwarding her hands to pick him up.

Aarush shook his head in no and lowered his face.Preeta saw him confusingly and picked him up.

"Why is my baby sad early in the morning?kya hua haan?"she asked and cupped his cheek.

"Papa"he spoke lowly looking around as she moved towards the kitchen passing the living room.

Her heart skipped a beat listening to him.She thought he wouldn't remember but his morning had started with him and she feared knowing he wouldn't stop till he saw him.

"papa kaha hai?"he asked again to gain her attention.

Preeta gulped her saliva and looked at him not knowing what to say.

What should she tell him?

"woh,unhone kaha tha na ki matches hai toh gaye hai.Now leave that aaru see I have prepared your favourite breakfast..'alu parota'"she tried to change the topic and showed him.

Aarush shook his head and looked away grumpily.Preeta looked at him and signed thinking what to tell him.

"Papa"he muttered again trying to get down from her.Preeta left him and he got down standing in front of her.

"Papa kab Gaye?"He asked to pull her hand.Preeta looked at him a bit disappointed and held his hand taking him inside the bedroom.

"Aaru stop it,Kaha na woh matches ke liye gaye hai..woh aa jayenge khatam hone ke baad.Now go and brush your teeth,Mein aati hu"she said a little angrily.

She cannot let him act like this just after some days.How can he impact on aarush this much.She was actually more than shocked.

"Noo! Mamma woh nahi aayenge! aap unhe bulao"aarush spoke sadly holding her hand dragging her.

"Aaru,Meine kaha na jao,get ready,you will be late"she raised her voice and saw him firmly.

Aarush looked down plucking his lower lip out and went inside the bathroom with moist eyes listening to her rude voice.

She didn't see his moist eyes as he turned.She felt helpless.She cannot make fake promises to him saying he would come.

"I will not let this go like this,you can't Play with me Karan"She whispered Angrily and went inside the kitchen to pack their boxes.

As she came back she saw aarush standing on the bed and was wearing his uniform.She Raised her eyebrows in surprise and went towards him.

"Wow!Honey..what is this?My good boy"she said standing in front of him.

"Aaj apne khud bath Kiya and even uniform"she said picking his shirt to wear him.

Aarush didn't look at her and took his shirt from her hands.Whereas preeta made a pout realising he was angry on her.

"Mamma se gussa ho?"she asked in a baby voice trying to look at his face that he was hiding from her lowering his face.

"Honey!"she again called holding his chin seeing his cute little angry face.

He looked away from her cutely and took a step back.

"Toh baat nahi karoge maama se?"she asked, holding his hands.

Aarush nodded his head in 'yes' and wore his shirt.preeta pressed her lips together and instantly started tickling him.

"Haha mamma no"aarush started laughing struggling in her arms.

Whereas she giggled and continued laughing with him.

"Ma...mma stop"he again spoke in between his laugh.

Preeta stopped and held him caging in between her arms.meanwhile aarush pouted at her angrily.

"Sorry baby"she said kissing his pout and hugged him.

Aarush kissed her cheek and gave his dimple smile melting in her love.preeta smiled and brushed her nose with his.

Aarush giggled surrounding his hands around her neck.

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On the other side karan was shown getting ready for his practice sessions..as they had their match the next day.

He was busy for two days and thought to meet them tomorrow after his match.

"Sorry,baby..aaj apse nahi mil paunga..lekin pakka kal match khatam hote hi apke pass hi aaunga.. promise"karan thought wearing his jersey.

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At night,

"Mamma pappa kab aayenge hamse milne?"aarush asked his mom while writing his homework.

She was busy correcting the papers and didn't hear him properly.While aarush frowned at her and took the pen from her hand.

"Kya hai aaru?"she asked annoyingly.

"Papa?"he asked with a pout.

Preeta shook her head and showed her lower lip saying him she didn't know.

"Aaa batao"he dragged while acting to cry holding her hand.

"Aaru Mujhe kya pata kab aayenge..kaha tha na matches hai"she explained to him.

"Night mein bhi papa khelte hai?"Aarush asked her sadly.

"Haan aaru"preeta replied concentrating on her papers.

Soon her phone beeped with an incoming call.She looked at the caller ID and smiled picking the phone.

"Hii swara"preeta smiled eying aarush.who was listening to her.

"What are you doing?"swara asked from the other side.

"Nothing!papers check kar rahi thi"preeta answered her.

"Ok! What is my sweetheart doing?"swara asked about aarush.

"Homework..tum?"preeta asked her back.

"Mein bhi kuch nahi,bas tum dono ko Miss kar rahi thi toh call Kiya"preeta smiled listening to her and hummed.

"karan fir aya tha kya?"swara asked about karan.As preeta had called her the next day and had informed her about everything.

"Hmm..ab toh ata hi rahega"preeta said dryly.

"Kyu..tumne toh kaha tha ki tum uske pass nahi jana chahti?"she heard swara's voice and thought to tell her Everything that happened two days ago.

She told her about his confession, asking for a chance and everything he had told her.

"Oh god! Itna sab hua"swara signed listening to her.

"Hmm"preeta nodded lowly and went inside the bedroom so that aarush should not take anything in his mind.

"Aaru aap HW complete Karo..mein aati hu"preeta instructed him while going.

Meanwhile Aarush saw her and Shook his head laying on the floor and kept his pencil aside.

"Toh kya socha hai tumne?He is very guilty,abb mujhe bhi lagta hai kuch missunderstanding hi Hui hogi"swara suggested after knowing about karan.

"Usse missunderstanding nahi kehte swara..you cannot imagine my state..tum bhi sab kuch janti ho..I cannot forgive him"preeta spoke getting angry.

"I know..lekin abb woh tum dono ke saath rehna chahta hai toh kya problem hai..you know aarush needs a father..aur tum apna time le sakti ho..nahi toh you can at least stay with him for the sake of aarush"swara tried to explain her.

"Jaisa tum keh rahi ho..it's not that easy..I cannot trust him swara..I cannot forget that easily.. It's Just.."preeta sttammered with tears while saying and stopped.

"It's okay..mein sab janti hu..But jo bhi decision logi I will be with you and i know you will decide wisely"swara composed her not wanting to hurt her more talking about that matter.

"Hmm"preeta wiped her tears and nodded.

"Abb tum rote mat baithna..uske bare soch kar..just forget it for now"swara said.

Preeta again nodded and hummed to her.

"Okay, leave that..how was your day"swara asked Changing the topic and they started talking about some other random stuff.

It's been more than half an hour.preeta came out after talking with swara.Her eyes went on Aarush sleeping on the couch.she saw the time and it was 9'O clock.

She doesn't know why.Somewhere it pained her seeing him.She went towards him and kneeled down in front of him.

"Mamma pappa kab aayenge hamse milne?"

She remembered him asking about karan and closed her eyes signing sadly.He wanted to see him ,meet him.But she couldn't do that for him,she felt guilty and sad.

"Tumse milna chahta tha subhe se,he was asking about you,Lekin tumhe hamari bilkul yaad nahi aati..abb aise hi so gaya"she ran her fingers though his hair feeling her heart heavy.

"Tum samne hote ho toh bhi problem hai,nahi hue toh bhi problem hai...tumne mujhe kya bana diya hai Karan..I am nothing..Kuch bacha hi nahi mere Zindagi mein"she whispered staring aarush's face.

She was thinking and saying her heart out laying her head beside aarush sitting on the floor that again her phone rang.

She came out from her thoughts and took the phone.she felt anxious seeing his caller id.

Was he that busy to call before an hour.my baby was waiting for you and slept waiting for you.she thought furiously and cut the call.

"Don't you dare to call back"she whispered staring at the screen.

"I don't want to talk to you. Tumne usse bhi hurt kiya..he was crying for you"she whispered staring at the incoming call again.

"Hey"she heard his voice while picking his call.

"Why did you call now?"she asked Angrily.

"kyu? nahi karna chahiye tha,I wanted to talk to my babydoll and my babyboy"he spoke sweetly but her anger rose listening to him.

"Ha nahi karna chahiye tha..mat karna..kyu ki jo tumse milna chahta tha, baat karna chahta tha..woh so Gaya hai..so please byee"she informed him and hung up the call without listening to him.

He was busy in his practice and she didn't even let him explain anything.He signed sadly staring at his screen where their picture was on display.

"I am sorry"he whispered lowly staring at the ceiling.

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Third day..

It was evening when preeta stepped out of her school.She came out of the gate and was about to search for an auto that she was surprised to see Karan standing leaning against his car.

After his match he directly came to aarush's school and picked him from there.He called preeta and informed her about that.But preeta thought he would bring him back home in the evening.she was shocked to see him waiting for her here.

Aarush peeked through the car and waved at her.She widened her eyes and went towards them dejected.

"Hii babydoll"karan greeted her with a smile.

While she ignored him and looked at aarush who was smiling widely.

"Mamma mein aur papa dono ghoomi-ghoomi kar rahe the"he said excitedly.

Preeta eyed at karan then advertised her gaze to aarush.She opened the door and held aarush's hand.

"Aaru chalo Ghar chalte hai"she called him.Karan widened his eyes and held her hand.

"Ye kya hai..mein tumhe pick karne aya hu aur tum Jane ki baat kar rahi ho?"karan frowned at her.

"Mumma mujhe nahi ana..papa ke saath chalo"aarush said moving back inside.

"Aaru chalo ye Hamara car nahi hai..come on"she said Calling him ignoring their words.

Karan held her arm and pulled her facing him.preeta saw him and looked around as he stood very close against her.

"Haath chodo Mera"she said firmly.

"Kyu and I don't care about others! moreover ye kisi ka nahi hai,It's his car..jo mera hai woh uska hai..so if you don't mind ghar chale?"karan said stretching each word making her understand and leaving her hand.

Preeta gulped and looked at him blankly.She didn't say anything more and was about to sit behind but karan stopped her.

"Aaru,apni mamma se kaho ki mein driver nahi hu"karan said while sitting in the driver seat.

Preeta frowned at him and went to sit beside him.karan smiled at her and started the car.

He stopped the car after sometime and came outside.while Preeta saw him confusingly and looked around as he parked the car.

"Yaha kyu roka tumne?"she asked sternly.

"Woh kya hai na, aarush ko kuch khana hai toh usse leke chalenge kyu?"karan intentionally took his name knowing she wouldn't come with him if he would have asked her directly.

"Nahi he isn't Hungry!ham Ghar Jake kuch kha lenge tum Ghar leke chalo..that's enough"she said to him and looked away.

"Aaru apko kya khana hai?"karan opened the back door and asked him.

"Mujhe ice-cream chahiye papa"aarush said excitedly earning a glare from preeta.

"come on..my baby"he picked him up and made him stand on the road.

"Abb tumhe toh ana hi padega.. sorry"karan smirked at her.preeta saw him unbelievably and came outside annoyingly.

Karan held her hand but she jerked and took it back.He chuckled at her and held aarush's hand.

"Chalo"karan said moving forward moving towards the restaurant and preeta followed them with a frown.

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"He is sleeping"karan said looking at aarush who was sleeping sitting on her lap.Preeta nodded and rested his head on her shoulder.

It was night and they had roamed for hours.After eating,karan took them to the mall when aarush pointed there and he didn't say no to anything he asked or pointed at.

Preeta was feeling little hesitation.But she couldn't say anything as she had already promised him that she won't restrict him from doing anything for them and he reminded her always whenever she argued with him.

Karan was happy to spend time with them, taking them outside, eating with him, spending money for them, walking beside them,he just Loved being around them.

"Bohot tang karta hai right"karan asked concentrating on the road.

"Tumhe itne dinome pata chal gaya hoga.. shayad"she answered him back looking outside the window.

"Haa woh toh pata hai, lekin jab ham saath rahenge toh isse handle kar sakte hai"karan chuckled and looked at her.

Preeta smiled faintly listening to him and didn't dare to face him.

"I can do that alone.Itne saalonse uske saath hu..it's nothing new..Rather I love everything that he does even though it may be troubling"she said ignoring his words.

"I love him..the way I love you more than anything in this world"karan stated and stopped the car.

Preeta looked around and signed knowing they had reached.

"Wait mein kholta hu"karan said coming out of the car and going to the other side.

He opened the door for her.As she stepped outside he forwarded his hand to pick aarush from her.

"Give him"he asked and preeta shook her head.

"You did much,it's not needed..I can handle him"she said firmly and started to walk.

"See,tumne kaha tha mujhe chance dogi and you can't do this..give him I will drop him"karan asked following her.

Preeta looked at him and stood.karan took aarush in his arms and went with her till they reached their home.

Preeta opened the lock and entered inside.karan took out aarush's slippers and went inside.

"Usse sula do"preeta said and kept her bag on the table.

Karan nodded and went inside.He made him lay on the bed and covered him with the blanket.Kissing his forehead he smiled looking at his sleeping figure and came outside.

"Preeta"he called her and saw her in the kitchen drinking a glass of water.

He went inside and stood in front of her.She saw him confusingly and kept the glass on the slab.

"Tum gaye nahi?"she asked raising her eyebrows.

"Tum chahti ho mein jau?"he asked her back and signed.

Preeta looked away from him annoyingly.

"Han mein chaht.."he stopped her keeping his finger on her lips and shook his head in no.

"Tum ye nahi chahti babydoll..don't lie"he whispered decreasing the distance between them.

Preeta moved back and held the salb from behind.

"Mein kuch nahi chahti tumse"she spoke rudely ignoring his presence and jerked his finger away.

"Sach mein?"he asked and kept his both hands either side of hers caging her.

Preeta nodded slightly and lowered her lashes feeling angry.

"Say it!"he whispered staring at her.

Preeta looked at him and looked away not knowing what to say.She just shut her eyes feeling a mixture of emotions running through her body.

He saw her innocent yet nervous face and lifted his hand to reach her face.He slightly brushed his fingers on her face placing her hair strands behind her ear.

Preeta opened her eyes to meet his staring ones.She took a sharp breath and looked at him emotionally.

I cannot feel weak due to his touch or closeness.her inner concise reminded her.

His hand reached her chin and he placed his finger below her chin making her look at him directly.

"Say it, You don't love me, you don't want me"he asked looking into her eyes sadly.

She broke their eye contact and jerked his hand away breathing heavily.

"I don't love you"she answered firmly not meeting his eyes.

Karan chuckled and went near her crushing his body against her.

"Just look into my eyes and say..I will believe"he whispered below her ear and blew there sensually..slightly peeking her earlobe.

She Shivered feeling the spark of his touch rushing inside her nerves.She tried to move back, if it was possible.

"Do..don't touch me"she tried to say something avoiding her gaze with his feeling weak under his touch.

"It's only my right to touch you, To love you"he held her hands and leaned towards her.

She wriggled realising his breath on her neck and closed her eyes annoyingly as she was unable to push him away.Her heart was craving for him.To be in his arms.But her mind was opposing her.

"Karan"she called him as his lips reached below her ear and her hands involuntarily reached his shirt.

"I love you babydoll...I love you so much" he said in a husky voice and kissed her cheek..pulling her more towards him.

She squirmed under his touch and didn't dare to open her eyes.She was feeling helpless and weak in front of him feeling him this close.

Soon she felt his hot breath near her lips racing her heartbeat to an extent.She fisted her hands when his lips caught hers without any warning and he started kissing her cherishing her lips.He smiled in the kiss feeling her after ages and his hands slid to her waist pressing her to his chest.

She shut her eyes more tightly not knowing what to do and gave it all to him melting in the moment.He sucked her lips feeling her all and again marking her as his, kissing those soft lips like there was no tomorrow which he was craving for years.

Years!!

She tilted back feeling him dominating her and he deepened the kiss drowning in her.He knew she wasn't responding to his kiss.But he wanted to feel her like before.He just felt like doing that,to realise his presence,his love,his wait,his pain,his guilty...just to make her feel everything he wanted to tell...which words couldn't express.

"I..I missed you so much"he whispered breathing against her as a tear drop rolled down their eyes in unison.

He chuckled and wiped her tear drops and joined his forehead with hers.She fisted his shirt crying and rubbed her forehead against his anxiously.

She missed him too.But she was bounded and doesn't want to confess it out.She can't do that.There will be no weightage for these words if he again breaks her heart and goes away from her without caring about her like before.

They breathed against each other in a complete silence hearing each other's rapid heartbeat.

Their lips were again mere Inches apart.Both weren't ready to pull apart from each other.Karan decreased the little distance between their lips and again sealed her lips with his.

This time she kissed him back responding to the kiss tasting his lips with tears flowing down her eyes.Her heart was pounding with heartbreak and the pain he gave to her.But still it longed for him to be the medicine for that pain.

A smile adorned his lips as she responded and he kissed her lovingly as if they were petals.She stopped after sometime and he dominated her turning it into a smooth kiss.

The kisses they shared were uncountable and were filled with love and passion.Tears well up in her eyes reminiscing their moments.The days when they kissed each other without reason,not caring about their surroundings, people around.Now their kiss felt like a painful one..with longing for each other..their hearts beating for eachother but with a lot unanswered questions.she knew their life was incomplete without him.But still it pained her much because of what he did with her.

Were his actions justified?They can't be..he broke a pure soul who loved and believed..that was her future with her whole heart and soul.

This was a painful kiss!

She parted her lips not able to control anymore and burst in tears while fisting his shirt with her both hands.

"Tu..Tum bohot bure ho karan,Sab kharab kar diya tumne,sab..Hamara pyaar..hamari yaadein..sab kuch.Kuch bhi nahi bacha hai hamare bich..sab khtam ho gaya hai..sab kuch"she hiccupped looking at him with tears rolling down her eyes.

Karan shook his head in no with moist eyes and wiped her face properly.He took her in his embrace and hugged her tightly hiding her face in his chest.

"Kuch khatam nahi hua hai,aur ho bhi nahi sakta hamare bich.Abb mein kuch nahi hone dunga..I promise"he whispered caressing her back as she was crying continuously.

"Tu..tum sab jh..jhoot bolte ho,Tum fir se mujhe chod doge,You will leave me ag..again..tab mein fir se Akeli ho jaungi..agar aise hua toh mein maar jaungi Karan..sach mein..abb toh aarush bhi hai"she bursted in tears digging her nails in his arms.

"Shh!"he kept his finger on her lips and stopped her.

"Aisa kuch nahi hoga..I can never do that again..Mein tumhe chod kar kahi nahi jaunga.. babydoll.. please trust me"he pleaded holding her tightly.

"I don't trust you..I don't trust you"she whispered sadly and pushed him coming out of his embrace.

His eyes became moist knowing her rejection and lowered his gaze.

"Aaj se nahi kahunga..agar tumhe kabhi laga ki kar sakti ho toh..I will wait"he said sadly and looked at her emotionally.

Preeta gulped down her throat and went from there feeling angry at herself.

"Ple..please don't...don't touch me again,I don't want to become weak listening to your lie.Jo tum kehte rehte ho.."she turned and warned him sternly.

Karan chuckled and went towards her.She moved back and glared at him.

"Kyu tumhe daar hai ki tum kahi fir se mere pyaar mein pad jaogi pehle ki tarah..I know abb bhi karti ho..lekin keh nahi pa rahi"karan said with a slight smile listening to her warning.

"Tum fir se galat hi samjhte ho,I don't want you anymore..tumhare liye kuch feel nahi karti hu mein"she spoke furiously.

"Dekhte hai,It's the 3rd day..another 7 days to go..tum mere paas aaogi babydoll"he held her face and stated staring into her eyes.

Preeta looked away from him and jerked his hand away.

"In your dreams..I won't come back to you.. never"she replied curtly with moist eyes again.

"I believe in our love..you will come to me"saying he moved towards the door and opened it.

Preeta looked at him and lowered her eyes.He looked back at her and smiled slightly.

"Good night"she heard his soft voice and looked up to him downheartedly.

She immediately turned and closed her eyes as her heart ached.Karan closed the door behind him and went from there wiping a lone tear that was about to fall from his eye.

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To be continued.

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Well..Do you all like the chapter? Don't forget to tell me in the comment section..I will be waiting ❤️.

Aarush wants his papa to be with him always 🤌..The way he was asking to preeta about karan was love❤️..He is such a cutie 😙..

Preeran moments✨🤧.I am already in love with them...any others who want to join with me to fall in love with them all over again 🥺💔.Ok it hurts 🥲.

Coming back to story 👉.. Nothing Just have to wait for some more days..will she forgive him or not 👀.I am sacred now🙃.

Ok bye lovelies 💕

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