She's Not A Saint (One-shot)

"You don't even know her yet!" He screamed at me with his deep voice, and I had to squint a little because it hurt not only my ear, but also my heart. It was the very first time he screamed to me that loud, and it pained me because it had to be about Chelsea.

"Yes, I do." I whispered because I was afraid he'll scream again. My voice sounded like a puppy, because for the very first time, I was afraid of him. "Of course she's going to tell you it's not true. She's a liar."

He ran his fingers through his hair showing how irritated and annoyed he was, and so was I, but I didn't show it. I didn't get him. What did that girl made him eat for him not to trust and believe me anymore? "She's nice, Bianca. Maybe you just don't see it because you're being jealous." He told me, this time in his normal voice.

I glared at him. "Of course, I'm jealous. Which girlfriend in their right mind would not get jealous when her boyfriend decided to trust another girl instead of her?!" I was the one who screamed this time, and he looked like he was taken a back. Good.

He's my boyfriend. He was supposed to be the one who will be there for me and protect me from the people who hurts me. But instead, he was the one who chose to hurt me, so I got nobody to protect me anymore. I was alone again.

He looked like he'd been punched in the gut. "Bianca, of course I don't trust her the way I trust you." He said, trying to hold my face, but I backed away.

"You're right. You don't trust her the way you trust me because you trust her so much and you don't trust me at all." I said, hugging myself, because that moment, I only got me to lean on.

His eyes got soft. "That's not true." He said, but even he himself wasn't sure.

"Yes it is!" I spat. "What's wrong with you?! Why are being oblivious? Can't you see? She's not a saint. She's a devil in disguise!" I said, with my eyes started to burn. And not long after that, I cried. He tried to hug me, but I pushed him away. "It's over, Jake. I can't be with you if you're going to trust her more than you trust me."

What's the point of a relationship without any trust? It's like waiting for a bus in the middle of the forest. Trust was supposed to be the most powerful weapon in a relationship, and because Jake didn't have that power anymore, we're powerless and weak, which would easily break the relationship.

He froze at my words, and I knew that I hurt him. "Bianca, you can't do this. You can't end this." He said with his voice shaking, and I stopped myself before I felt pity for him.

I shook my head. "In a relationship, trust is important, and it seems like you don't have that." I said and turned back at him. I walked away and I could hear him calling my name.

Whenever he called my name, I usually turn to him immediately because his voice was the greatest sound I ever heard. Him saying my name makes it special in a way that nobody else can do.

But this time, when he called my name, I didn't look back.

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PsychoBitchX I used your name 😂

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