My lifeless laughter is all that I hear
My meaningless actions are all that I fear

My lustful eyes are all that I hate
My bitter full tongue is all but a weight

My broken promises are all behind me
My unforgivable deeds are all covering me

The darkness of my being is now being penetrated
The light fullness of my soul is now fading away

The burden of my evilness is failing my moves
The virtuous part if my being is struggling against it

The condemnation of my character is all that is left
The miserability of mankind is now pleading to give up......