I fear that I will lose you
Before I even get to you

I fear to be there and to give myself to you
I fear to leave you and I fear to be cared

I fear the fears of falling in love with a person I do deserve
I fear the feeling of tearing away from the one  I always had

I dance inwardly at every word you say
I admire the beauty of the feeling you make me feel

I wish I could tell how much I longed for you
The tales of my life when you were gone for me

I feel broken and a little shattered
I feel a bit guilty for lying to you

I do want to stay I do want love
I am just scared From the being of my own

I deserve the loneliness, the punishment of love
For I lied to you about everything  you didn't deserve

To you I began and to you I end
To you I belong and to you I am apart

You are the one and only I always cared for
When I didn't knew you, you still were there.

I try not to be cruel with the feelings that I feel
But even though it feels right it isn't right for you.

I am such a failure, I am such a coward
For I am scared to love and to be loved by you.

Hey guys!
This poetry is inspired by my sis. I tried to describe what she felt and i think i did a good job in describing but i don't know if its good enough.
Anyway
Hope you like my poem.

Love Naima