I feel my limbs give away
I feel my life threatening to release

It lingers beneath my skin
It cries with agony; with pain

I stumble on my steps; weak and desperate
I hold on to the ground; pretending to be strong

The voices around me are faint yet they are my weakness
They drain my soul, my power drenched out of me

I never felt like my life would end this way
Yet I sit here and write how desperate I am

No don't do it I cry, I cry like never before
The source of my life takes its last beat for me

I stay limp on my chair; with shallow last breaths
A colourless pen in hand with a black book on my lap...