You live in a world

That doesn't exist

Anywhere but on the computer

I've known you for 3 years

And only 2% of what you have

Ever told me was the truth

You are fake

A fraud

Tricky

Farce

You took advantage of me

When I was at my weakest

Why?

So you could seem important

And you called yourself my friend

Bullshit!

You're living in a make believe world

But I have seen the light

I cleanse myself of liars

Like you

Nothing in your life is real

Do you have a sister from Tibet?

Does your wife, fiancée, girlfriend exist?

Who are you even?

Just a sad old kid

In his mid-20s that has no life

But prefers to mess with others

A pathological negative

I never trusted you

I'm sure you are wondering why

Because trust is earned

Just like respect

It's not given out like candy

I did believe you

Gave you the benefit of the doubt

Like with everyone else

And what did you do with that?

Every single thing was a lie

Killing a person because he hurt your "sister"

But was talking to me on the computer

Like nothing happened

Who does that?

Nothing you ever said

Was true

Or was done

When someone called you out

Instead of apologizing

You launched into some story

About being suicidal

And seeing a therapist

So we wouldn't see past the crap

And feel bad for you

I wasn't born yesterday

Therefore I had to

I cleanse myself of liars

When two friends have a falling out

You jump into the middle and

Call one of them toxic to the other

Did you ever think that

They would talk about it

People do share notes

So instead of losing one friend

You lost two

Just from that alone

Not to mention everyone else

Who was already fed up

And was just waiting for someone

To let the air out of the balloon

That someone is always me

Because no matter how much

At peace I may be feeling

If someone fucks with me

Or people I care about

I will always be balls to the wall

Wrong person to mess with

I would have thought you would

Have figured that out by now

I'm no saint and we all have

A limit on patience

There are so many things

You've lied about

Writing them all out

Is a story in and of itself

And frankly

Between this poem

And the letter I wrote you

Saying goodbye

I've wasted enough air on you

I have gotten it off my chest

I've forgiven you

I did it for me

Not for you

I wished you well

And I still do

Always will

But now it's over

I cleanse myself of liars

And now I'm totally

Cleansed of you

Go in peace and with G-d