Donghyuck's Pov........

I woke up at 12 again to feed the twins, their fever went down, still mine was high. I returned his card, placed it on his bed side table. Well he still had Taeyong hyungs pictures, his wedding ring on his left arm. What caught my sight was that every picture had me there. So I cut off myself from every single picture. I need to know my place, I wasnt his wife or the mother of his children.

My work was stressful, Mark hyung visited often yet I chose to ignore him most of the time. I know he's having a hard time after hyung died. I understand, It took me years to over come my trauma for my parents death.

"Stop crying Minhae. Hush now." I rocked the bigger twin as I was wiping tables. His brother was snuggled into Renjun busy taking his afternoon nap.

"Gooo~~ GAhhhhhh!!" He kept wailing out. I sighed as I pointed at Mark finally.

"Look theres Dada!! Wave." I shook his tiny arm, Hae sniffled concentrating on his little fingers then Mark who was looking at us quite shocked. "Say Dada, Da.....Da." I slowly taught him and Marks thin lips pulled into a smile for the first time after Hyung had died.

"Dhad....Dhad. Dhadha!!" Hae clapped his hands giggling, Mark took up from his conference table as he walked towards us, reaching out at the baby since it was quite shocking for a baby so small to talk.

"Hyuck! I need to go to the bathroom. I'll be back soon." Renjun quickly gave me Min and ran off making me chuckled a little.

"Tell him to say it again." Mark whispered, talking to me for the first time in forever.

"He's your son Hyung. Try telling him." I smiled give Hae to him.

"S-Say Dada again." Marks voice was so soft it felt like Hae was captivated. So he giggled again twitching as he squealed.

"Dhadha!!!" He shouted happily making Marks eyes brim with tears.

"They look just like him. Beautiful." Mark kissed Hae on the cheek.

"D-Donghyuck?" A voice made me stop smiling and my skin grow pale.

"J-Jeno." I turned around, the smiling angel looked so happy he was about to crash onto me when he saw the baby that was sleeping on my chest and the handsome man carrying its identical twin.

"Dhadha booo~~" Hae happily bounced on Marks hands trying to reach out to me.

"O-Oh so this is why you stopped texting? Y-You were p-pregnant? W-Woah and I thought you loved me? I should have never trusted you!!" Jeno slashed out, It bore holes in my heart. Why? Of course I loved him. I still do. But these children have no mother. I had to keep Hyungs promise. They were mine. My responsibility.

"Yes. I was pregnant so I avoided you. Can you leave now? My baby us afraid of you." I lied, I hurt him. I shouldnt have but he chose the wrong words to fight.

"Disgusting!" Jeno snapped running off to god knows where.

"Hyuck? Is he your boyfriend?" Mark hyung asked me.

"Was. My shift ends now. I think I should take your children home." I reached for Hae who happily clung onto me.

"I'm done. Umm lets go together." Hyung offered. I only nodded this whole thing making me tired. I wanted cry out so loudly. I couldnt though. I was usless and had nothing in this world to call mine.

Inside the car the twins were on my lap. Hae looking out the glass as his little brother started sucking my nipple in his sleep. I bit my lip a blush creeping on my cheeks when I saw hyung stare at the action.

"Hae careful baby." Held the baby when he tried to hit his head on the window.

"Burrrrr." He fluttered his tiny lips at me, Hae's face softly bumping on mine.

"Ma..." Hae wiggled and plopped on my lap going to do what his brother was busy sucking at.

"They are only a month old right?" Mark questioned me.

"Yes." I nodded looking out the window.

"They are talking already?" He frowned.

"Those are litteraly since they seem to be in a very busy place with lot of people speaking. They hear alot right." I explained, having done some research the night before. He nodded.

He locked himself up, I rocked Hae and Min to sleep. I was having mild fever as I ate my left over dinner. I missed Jeno. I missed Hyung. I missed myself. I missed studying. I wasnt a wife. But I was a babysitter. Theyd one day hate me when they find out the truth.

"Hyuck!!!!!!" I heard Renjuns voice scream from outside. Runnjng towards the door I looked out worriedly.

"Uhh my son is missing. Can you help me find him please?" Renjun cried with his arms clasped together.

"You have a son?" I gasped at him, "Sure let me get my coat." I snatched the coat on the sofa and followed him.

"W-We had him in highschool. He's three. Our parents know. H-He's Chenle. My only son. I hasnt come home from school yet. Hyuckie what do I do? Jaemins going crazy." Renjun was a mess, he wasnt lying. That was obvious. We ran around, looking in places where his son would often go. It was raining heavily and we were soaking. Jaemin joined after a few hours, Renjun was loosing his mind. He was crying as if he had lost a part of his heart. We went to the park one last time, praying that he'd be found. I sure did. Under a big box was a little Chinese looking boy with golden hair hiding.

"Chenle!!!" Jaemin screamed when I lifted the box as I carefuly carried the shivering baby.

"Daddy!!!" The little boy jumped towards the golden haired man.

"Where were you? What happened?" Jaemin hugged him tightly.

"J-Jisung hyung tried to hit me. I scard. So I hide in box." Chenle pouted reaching for the crying Renjun. "Lele sorry Mommy!" He kissed Renjuns cheeks as Jaemin hugged me so tight.

"You brought us back our life Hyuck. Thank you so much." Jaemin cried. I only smiled as we seperated ways to get home.

Upon reaching home, I was sick but happy I helped my new friends.