The whole night went by painfully slow. He was anxious to the point that he wasn't able to focus on his work.

Ever since she went to the event he never heard any news from her again. It wasn't that he didn't trust her, he was just genuinely worried since he wasn't able to accompany her.

Yes, the guilt ate him the whole night. It was the first time she requested and he wasn't able to help her. After all, he was the one who convinced her to go.

So he took the initiative and prepared what she wore and promised that he would call her every minute. At least, virtually he was present.

But what irked him more was since she arrived, he never heard from her anymore.

Was she having fun?

Did she forget to inform him since she was now busy with her friends?

Yes, he was a bit jealous but he put his feelings aside to understand her. After all he promised to understand her whatever happens.

But could he really keep his promise?

》Timeskip《

Seokjin was furiously tapping on the steering wheel. He went to Y/N's house but there was no sign that she came home.

He came to her parents' house in excuse that he wanted to see his patient, but in reality he just wanted to check if she had gone to them. Sadly she also wasn't there.

So where could she be?

He wanted to look for her but he doesn't know where she could go, since she don't have any other friends, other than Hoseok that he knows of.

So he decided to do the best possible thing to do, go home and call her again nonstop.

As Seokjin was walking towards his house he felt really nervous for an unknown reason. Once he entered the key and went inside, the anxiousness doubled.

Maybe they got robbed?

As he closed the door he saw shoes that didn't belong to him, his friend's Windsor Velvet Loafers and a pair of Round Toe Super High Heel Platform Stiletto, that looked oddly familiar.

But he decided to shrug it off, maybe his friend went home with a girl, and certainly he's not his mom to check up on who was that. So he walked to the couch and left his bag to the side.

As he plopped his tired body, he took out his phone and dialed her number once again. But this time he also felt something vibrate beside him.

He looked to his right and saw the brown square pillow that comes with the couch, something was vibrating underneath.

With trembling hands he slowly moved the pillow. Once the pillow was fully lifted, he saw a grey clutch which was very familiar to him.

Y/N's clutch bag, the one he picked for the reunion.

Seokjin slowly stood up. With his wobbly legs and ragged breathing, he made his way to his friend's room.

Min Yoongi

He gripped the doorknob tightly, until his knuckles turned white and swung the door open.

There lying on the bed, Y/N and Yoongi. He was spooning her from the back while her head laid on his arms. He was hugging her.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?" Seokjin screeched.

At that moment Y/N's eyes opened wide as she jumped from the bed, while Yoongi groaned and slowly sat.

"Jin?" Y/N asked, horrified as she saw her boyfriend standing by the side of the bed. At that same time she shuffled and quickly went down to approach him.

But his voice made he froze.

"What are you doing in Yoongi's bed? I was worried for you the whole night, while you're here fucking my friend?" He spat as he eyed her madly.

Y/N violently shook her head, "No Jin! It wasn't like that! Please let me explain!" Her voice cracked as her heart rammed her chest.

"Explain what? That I can't fucking trust you? That I just turned away for a second and you're out there jumping any other guy that you see? Is that it Y/N?" Seokjin's voice was laced with venom as his face was red while looking at her.

"Wait? You knew each other hyung?" Yoongi asked, oblivious to the tension between the two. Seokjin faced him with mad eyes while Y/N looked at him, violently shaking her head. Silently pleading, for him to not interfere.

"Knew each other?" Seokjin mocked and let out a chuckle, "I'm her boyfriend Yoongi, and what the hell are you doing with my girlfriend?"

Yoongi stared at them, back and forth before letting out an amused chuckle.

"I'm sorry hyung, but Y/N and I needed to catch up." Yoongi smugly stated as Y/N stared at him wide eyed.

Seokjin narrowed his eyebrows and looked at his friend intently, "What do you mean.. Catch up?" He asked.

As his friend opened his mouth to speak Y/N held Seokjin's arm and turned him abruptly.

"It's nothing Jin, nothing happened. Don't listen to him. Please-," As she was talking Yoongi cut her off.

"Catching up as old lovers, you won't mind right? After all my son needs me too." He spoke coolly as he watched his friend's face morphed into something indescribable.

Seokjin looked at Y/N and asked her weakly, "He's the father?"

Y/N slowly nodded.

"But why didn't you tell me?" His voice was laced with disappointment. His feet was starting to give out on him, but he needs to know the reason first.

"Because I thought it wasn't that important." She explained. Yes they were just starting their relationship so things like this still wasn't in the picture.

"Important? Do you know what's still important? I'm your boyfriend, but why did you end up on his bed? My friend or not you shouldn't have done this! I've been calling you since last night! What were you thinking Y/N?" Seokjin spoke as his brows furrowed and scolded Y/N like a little kid.

"But nothing happened Jin! He promised me that we're just gonna talk and that's exactly what happened. Please believe me Jin!" Y/N's eyes were getting glossy as she tried to hold onto her boyfriend.

"And you!" Seokjin pointed at his friend.

"What have I told you about this? Respect her! What was your intention here? I told you to talk to her decently! Is this decent to you? Getting to her underwear is decent enough? What if she was married? You wanna get sued?" He scolded his friend.

Seokjin knew that Yoongi left someone but he didn't knew that it was Y/N, more importantly he didn't knew that Yoongi left while the woman was pregnant.

All he knew was Yoongi left his girlfriend, because he thought that he wasn't deserving enough of her.

Seokjin turned to her once again, "Y/N.." He paused as he tried to massage the headache and heartache that's about to come.

"I'm disappointed, I told you to be honest. Was this honest? If it weren't Yoongi then I wouldn't know? Will you still do it? Or will you ever tell me? Or just look straight in my eyes like nothing happened? I told you all I want was honesty. Is this honesty?" His question raised so many answers that she herself didn't know the outcome.

"I'm so sorry I fell asleep and the next thing-," She tried to explain but he cut her off.

"The next thing you knew it was comfortable so you didn't bother to just look around your surroundings?" He continued, it pains him to say those words but he knew that must be the reason.

"Just please stop," He whispered.

"Get out," Seokjin was about to burst. He needed her away from him. This was what he dreaded of, the pain of betrayal.

"Please Jin," Y/N croaked.

"GET OUT!" He lost it, he shouted at her while his eyes were getting red with all the pent up anger that he's trying to suppress.

With that Y/N gathered all her belongings and looked at Seokjin who was staring at nothing, then at Yoongi who had his tongue on his cheek. But once he saw Y/N looking at him, he let a sad smile appear on his lips.

"Asshole," She spoke under her breath. She didn't care if it was to console her or mock her. All she knew was he created another mess to make her life miserable.

>>Timeskip<<

She looked like a mad woman. Disheveled hair, crumpled clothes and a smudged makeup. She didn't even bother to put on her shoes as she scurried out.

What was she thinking?

She left Hoseok at the event to talk to Yoongi which turned into a make-out session. Seokjin was worried while they were eating each others faces out.

Yes, she missed him. But it was in the past, but why does her stupid heart have to beat fast when they held each other? He left her, for crying out loud!

But then he also had his reasons and now he's back and promised to make it up.

Even so, it was still wrong. She was in a relationship with Seokjin who doesn't deserve any of this.

"I'm disappointed, I told you to be honest. Was this honest? If it weren't Yoongi then I wouldn't know? Will you still do it? Or will you ever tell me? Or just look straight in my eyes like nothing happened? I told you all I want was honesty. Is this honesty?"

His words echoed in her head. He was right. Will she tell him if ever he didn't caught them red-handed? Maybe or maybe not?

Guilt was eating her. Her stomach grumbled but she didn't cared. The rough and hot cement touched her feet but she felt numb.

People were giving her weird glances but she didn't take notice of it. The only face that was on her mind was the disappointed look that her boyfriend gave her.

She was pathetic.

As she was walking, the phone that was in her hand vibrated. She unlocked it and looked at the screen.

Seokjin: I'm sorry Y/N if I shouted. Or if I hurt your feelings but just so you know I was also hurt. I was worried for you, but you didn't care. I'm trying my best to understand you, but I hoped you also gave me the benefit of the doubt.

Then the guilt ate her more, it was unbearable as she felt her chest tightened. But just as painful as it was, another notification popped up.

Seokjin: I need time to think. I need space, maybe we should just think about this over. Maybe we should part ways for a while.

Fuck this shit! Y/N was now a crying mess. Yoongi left her without a word and now Seokjin broke up with her through text. Was she that really insignificant?

Can't they be a man and tell her face to face?

Y/N: Are you breaking up with me?

She doesn't want the use of Seokjin's words but it gave her the reason to add salt to the wound. She sent the message even if she knew the answer.

Seokjin: I'm actually confused too. I don't want to end us, but I need time to process this all, and I don't want to leave you hanging. So yes, as of now let's break up, but I hope it won't last. Maybe we need this as a trial Y/N, to know if we really can make it. If you decide to give Yoongi a chance, I won't be mad, I'll try my best to understand. After all he's still Cyril's real father. I'm sorry if this is through this, but I can't afford to see you right now or I'll might forgive you right away. I love you Y/N.. Goodbye for now.

By this time she really looked stupid. She suddenly screamed and people turned and looked at her like she was crazy.

She needed to get away.

She ran, ran as fast as she could to wherever her feet took her.

She needed to remove the pain. She needed to be numb. One thing was on her mind and she was willing to do it. Even for a short period of time.

The pain was unbearable. She always try to project to everyone that she was okay. That she never needed help, that she was strong.

But it wasn't true, she was just really good at faking it. Sadly her faking skills had limits and now is one of those.

She slowed down and was about to send a greeting to her friend when she accidentally stepped on a puddle.

Great! Just great!

As she was about to step out, a car was driving fast and passed on the same puddle that she was in.

To her luck the mud water sprayed all over her dress and face. Her mouth was agape, so she was able to taste the earth and water combined, and it certainly doesn't taste good.

Flabbergasted was an understatement of what she was feeling right now. If she was jinxed then this day is the proof of it.

Maybe even the universe despised her?

As she was about to throw hands to the irresponsible driver that carelessly ran over the water just like her, a deep voice called her name. She furrowed her eyebrows then wiped her eyes from the water.

There stood the man she disliked for his sinful mouth that could do wonders and cut her feelings like a knife at the same time.

"Y/N?" He spoke in an amused tone.

"Taehyung," She said as she bit the insides of her cheek. It was a bad day already and it's just getting worse as time pass by.

"Oh well I thought it was somebody special, but it just turned out to be you." He spoke as he turned her back to her.

"Leave my sister alone." Y/N growled lowly.

Taehyung let out an amused chuckle, "Why? Are you jealous? It's a good thing I met her, she's more fun than you," He mocked.

"Please Tae, she's too innocent for your games. It doesn't mean that because I didn't agree, you should pester my family." Once again she tried to persuade the beauty infront of her.

Taehyung shook his head and let out a laugh, "Y/N don't be too full of yourself. It was my choice to approach her. She's not like her sister, who tries to be someone she's not."

Y/N was surprised, he didn't knew her that much, but the way he spoke makes it look like he can read her like an open book. Was she that obvious?

"Tae please, I'll do anything just please let her be." This time Y/N's face was serious, but she was begging. Tears were threatening to fall. She was letting her guard down.

Taehyung heaved out a sigh, before grabbing her hands and dragging her to his car. This time she didn't protest.

"Where are we going?" She softly asked.

It has been an hour that she's sitting in his car. He stopped by different shops, and left her inside the car only to come back after a few minutes.

By now they were heading to a familiar place, but she still asked just for the sake of asking.

Her clothes were now dry and she was able to clean her face because of the wet wipes that he gave her.

"We are going back to my place." He answered.

As they parked the car and went down, Taehyung held her hand while his other hand was holding the bags that he bought.

They were about to enter the elevator when a voice stopped their tracks.

"Y/N?"

(A/N: Hi guys!!! How are you? I really missed you guys! It took a little bit long to write again and I hope that this update will suffice hehehe 😅 Y/N really is sometimes a little bit I don't know? Confused? What are your thoughts about this whole chapter? Don't forget to voice out your thoughts okay? Always wear masks 😷 take care and love lots you 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜)