If it was awkward before then what's happening right now is an understatement of awkwardness. If only the ground would open up and swallow Y/N she would gladly accept it with arms wide open.

Flashback

The moment the doorbell rang they whipped their heads at the direction of the door. Jimin heaved out a sigh and headed on the door without any shirt on. While Y/N watched him until he was out of sight.

Once he reached the door she heard them talking but didn't pay attention to what they were talking about, or who it was. Because her stomach is the only thing she could ever hear after he left. Since she was hungry she started to touch the food on her plate.

She was about to put the food in her mouth when Jimin cleared his throat. Once she looked up to him, her eyes went wide.

Beside Jimin stood a man wearing a grey hoodie, denim pants, and phone in hand. He was uninterested just like her but once he lifted his gaze and met her eyes his own brown orbs went wide, reflecting hers.

"Babe I would like you to meet my best friend Taehyung," Jimin said smiling wide while looking at Y/N. Oblivious to the two people that were having a staring contest.

"Tae this is my girl, Y/N." He spoke once he faced the said male while patting his shoulder.

End of Flashback

Now they were all sitting by the table facing each other. The silence took over once again as Jimin started munching on the food. Y/N, on the other hand, lost her appetite. Okay, she was hungry but can't eat since a certain person was glaring at her.

"Jimin-ah is she the girl you've been talking about?" V or which she came to know of as Taehyung asked his friend while staring at her.

Jimin who was busy eating looked up and nodded at his friend. "Ohh yeah, she is. Isn't she pretty? Do we look good together?" He asked while pulling her near him, gently squeezing their face together.

Taehyung can't help but let out a deep chuckle. "Yes, she is. But wouldn't it look good if you wear a shirt now?" He suggested.

"Ohh right! I'll be right back." Jimin spoke before standing up and giving Y/N a peck on the lips.

"So.. This is the reason you refused my offer? You're my best friend's girlfriend?" Taehyung spoke, his voice was much deeper this time. Sending shivers down her spine while his hand made it's way to her thigh, gently caressing it under the table.

She flinched at the action but her face stayed neutral. "Yes. But frankly, because I'm not interested in whatever your offer is since you're an asshole."

He laughed, he didn't expect her to answer him with pure sarcasm. "Fair enough, but does he know what you do behind closed doors?" He asked.

"Think that doesn't concern you now, Taehyung." She spoke while holding a challenging glare at the man.

"I guess so, Y/N. But I'm excited to know what my best friend will do after knowing who you truly are." He replied as he dragged saying her name.

"Try me. But if you think I'll crawl to you or beg you not to speak a word, then you're wrong." She chuckled as she holds his gaze. Y/N was never to back down to him. The moment he belittled her, she felt like she wants to not just give him another slap but maybe a punch, just to wipe the smug look off his face.

"Is he better than me?" He asked.

"Excuse me?" She raised a brow, surprised at his question.

"I mean.." He inched closer then whispered, "Does he satisfy you? Does he fuck you hard until you blackout?"

"I don't know?" She shrugged, "Why don't you try him to know for yourself?" Then she smiled. Before taking his hands off her thigh.

"I'm back!.." Jimin entered, now wearing a shirt, "..are you two getting acquainted now?" He asked still clueless at the situation.

"Yeah, I guess so. Anyway babe, I need to go now." She said which left Jimin dumbfounded. He never knew she would call him "babe". But why would he complain? He actually liked it.

"Oh okay, I'll take you home.." He suggested.

"No! No need babe. After all your friend here told me that he missed you." She said while winking at Taehyung without Jimin noticing and went back to the room to collect her things.

The reason why the view felt familiar. It was because it was really familiar. It was the view she saw. The view that she found beautiful at the penthouse.

It turns out Jimin and Taehyung aren't just friends, but also neighbors.

What a small world.

Timeskip

It was getting messed up by the minute. Jimin then, Seokjin and now Taehyung. All know her by her real name and it's getting complicated as time goes by.

She groaned in frustration when she heard a notification popped up. It was the same notification for the past weeks. The school sent her an invitation regarding the upcoming reunion.

It was a high school reunion and she wasn't really in the mood to socialize with them. Especially since he might be there.

At first, she liked the idea to come since her best friend might be the one to accompany her. But since the little incident they had. She was doubting if he would come with her.

Attending things like this wasn't really her cup of tea. Since she wasn't able to finish her studies, she felt embarrassed to talk to them. Her classmates would surely be having flourishing careers and lives by now, while she would just be her, a failure.

She was worried she might be the talk of the town.

Y/N didn't finish her studies.

What could be her work?

She even got a son without a father.

Who could be the father?

Questions that were floating in her head was all she could ever think of. Her phone went off again but this time it was a text from someone unexpected.

Hobi: Hi! Are you coming? At the reunion?

Y/N: Ohh hi? Actually, I don't know?

Hobi: Hope you could make up your mind. It's this Saturday already. If you need someone to accompany you I'm here okay?

Y/N looked up to the calendar beside the clock. It's already Thursday and she needs to make up her mind fast.

Y/N: You're not gonna pick a date?

Hobi: Not really sure, maybe not. So just beep me okay?

Y/N: Yeah thanks.

Hobi: Hey Y/N?

Y/N: Yes?

Hobi: We're okay right?

Y/N: Of course :)

What a lie

Of course, she wasn't okay! How would she be when the moment he texted her, her heartbeat increased in an instant. Flashes of memories flooded her mind. She still hasn't moved on. If's and but's were still swimming in her mind or maybe even in her heart.

How foolish

After sending the message she plopped back to the couch. Her life wasn't like before, it changed drastically. She misses Hoseok but deep down she knew they both needed it, to move on from each other.

Then again her phone rang earning a few muttered string of cuss from her. Once she looked up, she was quickly washed with relief when she saw the name.

Y/N: Hi Dr. Kim! How may I help you?

Seokjin: No need to be so formal Y/N, anyway I called to inform you that we'll be changing therapist for the following sessions. I hope you don't mind?

Y/N: It's fine. But what happened though?

Seokjin: Well the last therapist was reassigned, so I looked for other therapists. But the one I found was a male. I hope you don't mind?

Y/N: It's okay I guess? I'll ask my parents first. Is that okay? What kind of therapist is this by the way?

Seokjin: It will be your mom's Speech Therapist if ever.

Y/N: Ohh okay. How often does mom need this?

Seokjin: Improvements are impressive with her this past sessions, so it would only be needed twice a week.

Y/N: Really? That's great news to hear. How's my mom by the way?

Seokjin: Y/N what's happening? I haven't seen you in a while.

Y/N: Everything's fine Jin, don't worry.

Seokjin: Y/N I don't want to sound nosy but your dad told me that you rarely visit them. He also spoke about a guy named Hoseok once. Was he the reason?

Y/N: No Jin, don't worry. I'm okay.

Seokjin: Y/N, please? I'm your friend now. Are you free? I wanna visit you.

Y/N: Jin..

Seokjin: I won't take no for an answer. Remember you still owe me a favor.

Y/N: Ugh! Fine!

Seokjin: Great! I'll be at your doorstep by lunch.

She groaned before putting her phone down. Guess she has to clean the house before he arrives.

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Y/N cleaned the house before taking a warm bath. She wasn't sure what the doctor's plan was but just to be sure she cleaned the house in case he came inside.

Surely it would look bad if a man comes to her house and saw her mess. As she finished combing her hair the doorbell rang.

She went out of her room to open the door. Only to be greeted by a tall broad-shouldered man holding take out food and pizza.

"Hi Y/N!" He greeted her with much enthusiasm.

"Hi Jin," She replied with a normal tone, in contrast to his.

Seokjin wore a black hat, pink hoodie, backpack hanging by his side and black ripped jeans, with a large cut by the knees. He doesn't look like a professional doctor. But just a normal guy which sports pink flawlessly.

"What's with all this Jin?" She asked with a bored tone. As she moved to let him inside.

"This.." He gestured with his free hands, "..is for our date!" He smiled widely.

"Date?" She questioned while suppressing her curiosity. They moved to the kitchen, to place the food.

"Yeah, why? Is there a problem?" He asked.

"We can't date Jin you know that!" She informed him with a straight face.

"I don't see a reason why not? You're single, I'm beautifully single so what's the problem?" He told her while getting the plates to settle the food.

She chuckled at that, "Oh my gosh Jin! I can't believe you're so full of yourself."

"I know right? Me too, I can't believe I'm so handsome!" He proudly said.

By this time Y/N was laughing so hard while holding her stomach. Seokjin joined her in her laughter.

It took them a few minutes to calm down. Both had tears in their eyes for laughing so hard.

"Oh, Jin! That was too much." She said while wiping a tear away.

He didn't reply. He just looked at her with warmth in his eyes. Once she saw how he looked she raised her eyebrows and asked him.

"Why? You're looking weird." She asked as she took the Coke that he brought.

She was drinking the beverage when Jin blurted out, "Be my girlfriend Y/N?"

She choked on her drink while some liquid came out of her nose. After wiping herself, she glared at the man and asked, "What? Where's the punchline Jin?"

"I'm serious Y/N." By this time the man looked sincerely in her eyes.

She turned to look at her side then huffed, "And I'm serious too Jin. It's not funny."

He just sighed and gave up on the topic, then dragged her to the couch. "You know what? Come on, let's eat the food before it gets cold."

They silently ate side by side while occasionally glancing at each other. The TV was on, but it was just white noise. They didn't care about their surroundings.

Y/N can't quite fathom what's the doctor's intention is. She knew he was a joker. But joking about relationships isn't fun at all. She can't put the word 'relationship' and 'fun' together. After all, it is a serious matter to her.

Seokjin knew he was entering dangerous water. He doesn't know what lies ahead. But one thing is for sure. He wants to care for the woman beside him. He wants to make her feel that she's special. He would try anything. Even stupid things, just for her to break away from her comfort zone. From the hostility and guard that she automatically puts up every time.

"Let's have an open relationship." He blurted out.

"Huh? What do you mean?" Y/N confusedly looked at him.

"I mean we could be together, and still see other people too." He said searching her eyes for approval.

"That would be emotionally draining." She mused then took a bite at the pizza.

"We could give it a try." He suggested while stuffing his mouth with noodles.

"I'd rather not.." She replied as she drank the Coke.

"Please Y/N.." He spoke while his mouth was full.

"Jin I.." She started but was cut off.

He huffed, "Just say yes. This is my request."

"You could've requested something else Jin." She tried to reason out at the chipmunk looking man.

"I know but this is my request Y/N." He firmly said. He knew she would resist, so his last option was to blackmail her.

"It's a lot to take in.. I'm just someone insignificant who you shouldn't give too much attention to." She told him as she looked at him with puppy eyes.

He exhaled, he had no other choice but to hit her weak spot. "Do you want to study again Y/N?"

At that, she fully turned her attention to the other man.

"Whatever you want I can give it to you" Seokjin sincerely offered.

"Jin that's too much." She said still resisting.

Of course, who wouldn't want to finish their studies. She may look a little bit old than others, but she didn't care. If she would be given a chance she would study again.

But given the circumstances, and her life right now that would be selfish of her. If she pursued it, who would pay the bills? Who would help her sister's studies? Who would take care of her son? Who would pay for her mom's therapy?

Those are real-life questions she needed to answer. Studying would be another chapter of her life. Maybe in her next life or in the future but certainly not now.

Her family needs her more than she needs her dreams.

"I don't care. You need every love and support you could get Y/N, it's okay if you find someone you could see your future with, that you'll spend your whole life with, then by that time I'm letting you go." Seokjin straightfowardly told her, while looking with warmth in his eyes.

At this point, Y/N didn't notice Seokjin was so close to her. She didn't notice that tears were falling on their own. The tears were traveling down her white cheeks down to her shirt.

Seokjin reached and wiped his thumbs between her face before hugging her. It was the first time someone not so close to her saw her vulnerability. She hated the feeling but she had no strength to fight it. Seokjin stroke a chord which she tried her best to hide.

"Y/N-ah don't worry I'm here to protect you. I'm sorry if I made you cry." He pouts his lips while touching her hair.

"I hate you." She mumbled under his shirt.

He loudly fake gasped, "Y/N how could you!"

She just shrugged her shoulders while burying her face more between his big arms and shirt. She missed the feeling of cuddling. The warmth that a person can give, she missed it all.

Before, Hoseok used to spend the night with them until she falls asleep in his arms. But everything has changed now.

This is Seokjin, not Hoseok

The man before her wasn't the sunshine she knew, but a broad-shouldered man who had long crooked fingers caressing her hair now.

It was silent. A comfortable silence to be exact, before she decided to break it.

"Jin?" She shortly said.

"Hmm?" He hummed in acknowledgment.

"I'll accept your offer." She breathed out.

"Really princess?" He asked, at the pet name her insides churned. It was the first time the doctor had this effect on her. His voice was soft and low. It felt demanding and caring at the same time.

She felt her cheeks heat up. It was like she was back at high school, being a stupid kid confessing to her crush.

"Is my little Y/N nervous?" He teased.

"No.." She drawled.

"Y/N look at me." He ordered.

Once she looked up Seokjin was inches away from her face. He closed the gap and kissed her sweetly.

At first, she was surprised but soon melted into the elder's touch. The food was long forgotten.

Seokjin let his hands roam around her body. After making sure he'd paid attention to her lips he moved to kiss her neck, slightly nibbling on her collarbone.

"Mhm Jin-ahh.." She moaned.

"What do you call me princess?" He growled lowly. It was like a switch was flipped. She understood and replied obediently.

"Daddy please.." She said then bit her lip.

"Please what?" He asked, Fuck! She was running out of words. Her mind was now relishing what happened between them before. She was sure as hell not to let it happen again this time.

"Ruin me. Fuck me hard. Make me yours daddy.." She spoke each word breathlessly, looking into his hooded eyes.

"Will gladly do princess." He smirked before pushing himself up. He stood up and went to his backpack. Y/N watched as she lost the other's warmth.

Once he came back in front of her, her eyes went wide. He was now holding a whip, cuffs, and a mouth gag.

"Princess let's have a little fun first." He spoke dangerously low while smirking at her.

(A/N: Okay so I have many ideas popping in my head since last night but because wp decided to sabotage it I wasn't able to publish. Also, this is the start of some BDSM shizz. So just a warning beforehand. Can you take it? What do you say about Y/N's and Jin's relationship? Are you against it? Or do you ship them? Jin is like a switch he has a sweet and dominant side in him. Do you think Y/N can take both? Read more to find out. Anyways I love you guys 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜)