I..... I am waiting. Waiting to be rescued from this old boring cottage. I know it sounds dramatic but, seriously, I am WAITING FOR HIM.  His smile ☺, his voice, his jokes, his pranks, his innocent look and all just makes me to melt for him almost every day by day passing...

He gave me his phone number and I'm waiting to call him. Or he call me. But sometimes I wonder when we both would have guts to speak face to face with each other. Sometimes, it feels so stupid of me when I wanted to call or initiate to start a conversation in the call but there comes my idiotic or should i say my alter ego talking to me. It always says ' Why don't he call me first if he really loves me?'.

But this question always irritate me... Does he ♥ me? Does he think me as a fool who craves for love and attention? I seriously don't know. He might think me as a loser for some reason as I show it off infront of most that Me, craving for attention.

Although I'm really kinda of a teacher's pet because teachers trust me a lot with some works of theirs. I am really a good student (i guess), active in drama class, interested but bored sometimes in English class, confused 😕 over the chemistry formulas, bored of Physics and average in Biology. Overly complicated over Maths calculations and formulas. Average during PE classes and hate History & Geography classes and average in swimming 🏊.

Although these are my qualities and rank over the subjects in school 🏫, I still have my hidden talents, half known, half kept inside of me and to unleash it when the right time comes. I really love to sing (shower singer) and dance (not a pro), acting is one of my favourite (known as drama 👑 by my bff). Writing stories is a part of my hobby and always wanted to produce and direct films  (working on it)  and act in it the same time.  I always have a wish to learn guitar and rock it off on stage and always wanted to take photos as if I'm a Pro-photographer. So many talents and wishes hidden inside me as a typical girl would have.

I have so much talents inside of me and he, he didn't see none of it? What a stupid guy. This question always come up to me too, why did I, I, Annika Suzanne Reynolds Mehra, falled for this stupid jerk, Shivaay Anthony Christopher Oberoi at the first place itself! Fine, I won't scold him because it's not entirely his fault for not falling for me. ARGGHHH... Here comes my generous side of forgiving him for not loving....

Who did even created LOVE in the first place? Why must it be so complicated? If you fall on love, that too having a crush, you're either gonna get; a positive or a green signal from your crush on he approving that he too loves you or the negative and the red signal from your crush, crushing your dreams into the deepest of your ♥ and soul.

Wait, this is not me! This is really not me. I wasn't the girl who desperately wanted someone to love me or gain attentioner nor a sympathy seeker. I didn't looked how I looked before.... I didn't care of how others think of me, usually I ignore but now, it's the totally opposite. It's as if I'm overly blind on someone, will love me someday not knowing the harsh reality. I trust people too quickly and getting hurt easily and be called as a fool. Maybe I should minimize the amount of reading love stories on Wattpad and stop listening to love songs...

Maybe destiny wanted me to change over time passing by... Gone the shy, timid girl who gets easily bullied and taunted or insulted for not knowing specific things and here I am all brave, motivated over life, 😎 and mistakenly fallen in love. No one ever told me not to fall in love. I didnt know it would hurt me so much.

Oh,but what can I do? My mind alaways goes on the past, present and the future, the harsh reality, the negative thoughts and so on. But my ♥, it has feelings and emotions being opened out. Unknown feelings I have for my crush, my mysterious boy of the school. But he will be leaving the school soon, in another 3 months, finishing his IGCSE's exams & of course I have to let that uncompleted dreams, full of love, go. It took me approximately almost 2 years to forget my 1st crush who is still studying in my class and move on and all of a sudden.... This guy? WHY? yes, it's true, I have noticed him around, during lunch or break time, waiting in the line to get the food with his best friends. Oh, how handsome he looks.... It's also true that I have not talked to him at all, never once in my life. It's also true that I got his number from my best friend's boyfriend, who is a really good friend of my crush.

  Yes, it's true, that I am stuck in a little cottage, which is my home and I really wanna go and see what the outside world really looks like and means.... Not to mention that I have never stepped out of my house, but wanna explore it with my bestfriends, have my own phone and more... I really want freedom... But I'm just a girl, wishing and hoping for everything i wish, everything i hope to come true when deep in me and I know some can't come true but remains as dreams....

So what does Destiny keep in store for Annika Suzanne Reynolds Mehra as she falls for one of the Year 11 student? The students in Year 11 are pretty much lifeless due to hectic exams and more and they are not too socialized, how would he, her crush gets to know about her feelings for him? Join in this wonderful teenage love saga where a girl's life is explored, the struggles she goes through, her emotions and feelings being discovered by herself for her Mr.Crush. How does Mr.Crush handles this love of Mrs.Love ? Find out in the upcoming episodes!

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