i don't care if you leave me
when im like this.
and i wont care until i'm not like this
which is gonna take a while.

but when you leave me,
it's gonna break me.
fully,
completely.
and thats on you.

maybe its on me.
maybe its on us.
for not being strong enough,
or maybe thats on you for not being strong enough.

but i don't care.
right now.