----chapter 41-------

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Sidharth Pov:

"Sanjana, listen it's not what you think. Please let me explain" I tried walking towards her but she showed her hand to stop.

"I don't want to hear any explanation from your side. I don't even want to see your face from now on. You've fooled me. And this time you broke me completely. I thought you loved me for real but hell I was wrong. You just used me. I hate you" she said wiping her tears.

"You faked your love well Mr. Malhotra. And I signed your fucking contract. As 8 months are already gone just you need to wait for 4 more months. This will be over and you can marry a girl of your choice" she said and walked towards the stairs.

What the heck happened now? Her words started ringing in my head and my heart stopped to beat and I collapsed on the floor. Is this true? I looked at the prenuptial papers and I saw her signature. No no! This can't happen. How can she take decision without giving me a chance to explain. I can't loose her this time. I can't. I got up and rushed upstairs. I went to my room and I didn't find her.

I felt weak all of a sudden. Where did she went? She can't do this. Sanj, just give me a chance to explain. I thought and went to her room. Her room was locked. She must be inside. I thought.

I started knocking the door.

"Sanj, listen to me once. Give me a chance to explain. Please, I beg you. I did a mistake, I admit it. Please give me chance" I said and I felt tears rolling down my eyes. How can I make you understand Sanj?

There is no response from her end and I started to get panic. What is she doing inside? Is she fine right?

"Sanj, open the door. Open" I shouted from my end. Why is she not opening? I didn't any sounds from her side.

"Sanj, please. Don't make this hard for me. Don't " I started crying. God!! Am I this weak?

"Listen, if you don't open the door. I'll break it, Kitten. You know me right. I can break this for sure" I said hitting it with my fist. I know my fist will bleed for sure.

Sanjana Pov:

I'm lifeless now. I don't know why I'm alive. I was in my room sitting at a corner thinking about my fucking life. Why the heck I trusted his love? Why the heck did I fall for him again? Why? He is shouting from the other side telling me to open the door but I don't want to face that cheap rogue.

"Listen, if you don't open the door. I'll break it, Kitten. You know me right. I can break this for sure" I heard him saying. Kitten? He still calls me that. Fuck you, Sid. Why you faked everything? I just hate you. I hate myself for falling in your love again. I fucking hate myself. Even if you break the door. I don't care. I don't want to see you. I closed my eyes and fresh tears started falling down.

Suddenly, I heard a loud sound. I opened my eyes with a jerk and there I saw him standing infront of me. His hand was bleeding and again my heart started to feel bad. Why should I care for the person who played with my emotions? I lowered my eyes and looked into my hands. He ran towards me and collapsed infront of me.

"Sanj!!" he called me but I don't want to answer him.

"Sanj, listen to me" he said and cupped my face. I can feel his blood on my cheeks now. I want to jerk his hands but I don't know why I failed.

"Please look into my eyes once. I beg you. Give me a chance to explain, Sanj" he said in a crooked voice. Wait!! Is he crying? I lifted my head a little so that I can meet his eyes. His eyes were red and showing some pain. Why is he acting now? I already gave what he is wanted. Then why? What's running in your brain, Sid? Do you want to break me more? Well, there is nothing left. I'm already lifeless.

"Yes, I prepared that contract. I admit it. But this all happened before our marriage. I thought of making you sign it that time but later Nihaar told me that I'm making a mistake" he started saying.

"Later, I realized my mistake because it's not only my life, your life will also get affected by this so I decided to give a chance to our marriage and I didn't give this papers to you" he said. Is this true? Maybe he is playing another game?

"I'm really sorry for what I have done at that time. But it's not true, Kitten. Pl... " he was speaking but I cut him off.

"Don't call me that. I'm not your Kitten. Not anymore. And I don't want to trust you again. So stop your lies. I neither want to see your face nor hear your lies. Now that the contract is signed, don't bother me anymore. I did what you want" I said in a low voice and he moved away from me.

"What did you just say? Huh? Do you think I'm lying? Seriously?" I didn't gave him a reply and stayed silent. He wiped his tears and got up from his place.

"Think as you like,Kitten. But what I said is true. And I love you and will love you no matter what happens. I won't stop loving you even if you break my heart with your words" he said and left me alone.

Lol.. he is the one who broke my heart. I thought and wiped my eyes. I got up from my place and went to the washroom. I looked myself in the mirror. My hair was all messy, eyes turned red and blood marks on my face. I traced my fingers on my cheek and closed my eyes. I took a deep breathe and washed my face.

I walked out and sat on the bed. I feel so weak and my tears are drained out. I have no more tears.

Sidharth Pov :

Her words break my heart. Why is she thinking that I lied? Can't she see in my eyes. I love her for God's sake and why is she not able to notice that in my eyes. I punched the wall again and my hand started to bleed. Fuck this pain. My heart is hurting more. J need her by my side

I have to do something. I took a deep breath and decided to get her to my room. I can't afford to loose you, Jhaan. I thought and went to the other room. I saw her sitting on the bed. Her smile got vanished and she looked lifeless. I went to her and cleared my throat. She lifted her head and gave me a puzzled look.

"What now?" she asked getting up.

"Are you going to stay here in this room?" I asked.

"Yes. This is my room" she said.

"Nah. Don't yell now. Come to our room. Give it some time and everything gets to it's place" I said walking towards her.

"What the hell? I'll better stay in the balcony rather than staying with you. Don't you understand what I said I hate you " she said.How many times she will say that she hates me? I know she is good at arguing. I walked towards her and picked her up in bridal style.

"But I love you, Kitten. Now stop arguing and stay put" I said.

"What the heck? Get me down" she shouted but I didn't respond. I placed her in our room and closed the door.

"Now listen Kitten, did you read the contract? Huh? You're my wife till one year and you need to stay with your husband only. After one year, the contract will be ended so you can do whatever you want. Now stay calm and obey my words" I said and she gave me death glaring.

"You are so mean" she said

Sorry Kitten. I don't have any other option. I can't leave you in that state. And I can't sleep without you beside me. I know you will start arguing so I decided to use that contract and make you stay here in our room.

"Fine" she said and walked towards the bed. Yes!! My plan got succeeded. I thought. She laid on the bed and turned her back towards me.

I released a breath and decided to get freshen up. I took a shower and cleaned my wound slowly. I got dressed up and I saw her still in the same position. Is she sleeping or not?

I went to the cupboard and took the first aid kit. I need to put a bandaid on my wound. I walked towards the bed and sat on it. I opened the box and took an ointment. But I'm not able to do my work with one hand. I looked at her decided to ask her help.

Sanjana Pov :

He is a jerk. How can he use that contract to make me come to his room? I hate you, Sid. I really do. Do you? Asked my brain but I ignored it. I laid on the bed and closed my eyes. I want to sleep but I couldn't.

"Are you still awake?" I heard his voice but I didn't respond. What is his problem now?

"I know you are still awake" he said.

"Yes. I'm awake. Now what's your problem? Why can't you let me sleep?" I shouted getting up. I saw the first aid kit next to him. He is trying to treat his wounded hand.

"Please help me with the bandaid. I'm not able to do it " he said and I looked at his hand. Why the heck he always hurts himself? Without arguing I moved a little towards him and took his hand into mine.

I treated his wound and all the while I can feel his stare on me. Why is he making me uncomfortable? I completed my job and lifted my head.

I didn't speak anything. I took the first aid box and placed on the nightstand. I moved towards my place and rested on the bed.

"Thank you, love" I heard him saying but I ignored. Soon, he turned the lifts off and I closed my eyes. I want to forget this day.

Suddenly, I felt his hand on my waist. He pulled me towards him. I was about to question him but he cut me off.

"Husband and wife sleep like this right? And I love to have my wife in my arms while sleeping " he said and I don't know what to speak. I don't know why even after this fight. I feel comfortable in his arms. I know I can sleep peacefully now.

"I love you, Sanj. I know it's hard to trust me but please give me a chance. I'll mend everything between us because I can't afford to lose you. You're mine forever" I heard his voice. I turned towards him. Moonlight is falling on his face and I saw tears in his eyes.

"Give me a hug now. I'm feeling low" he said and snuggled into my neck. I don't have any other option but to give in.

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