----chapter 37-----

Sorry for late update.

Sidharth Pov:

I was in my cabin looking to some files regarding the hotels which I'm going to open in few months. Suddenly, I heard my phone ringing. It was Kiara.

"Good morning, doc" I said as soon as I picked up the call.

"You made a mistake, Sid" I heard her voice. What did she mean by that?

"Please Kiara. Make me understand what you are talking about " I said getting up from my seat and walked towards the glass door.

"Let me narrate what you did to your wife" she said and I remained silent. What have I done to Sanj? Then I heard her narrating the story. I didn't even stopped her because I didn't find any words. It's hurting me inside.

"Are you guys happy?" she asked all of a sudden. Are we happy? I didn't find any answer. I'm happy with her but am I making her happy?

"Listen, please make her happy. She is still not active" she said.

"Did you notice any change in her after your marriage?" she asked.

"This Sanjaya is different from the girl I met few years back. I know I hurted her at that time but I never thought she would go into depression" I said and I felt tears in my eyes. Uh..no. Am I crying? Why am I becoming weak for her? You love her, dude. My mind whispered.

"I'll talk to you later, Kiara" I said and disconnected the call. My hands started to shiver and I held the railing tightly. All the past started to flash in front of me.

"Nice to meet you Miss. Stalker" I said in anger.

"Show me your damn face" I shouted and she turned towards me. Her eyes were sparkling with tears. Why is she crying?

"Why?" I asked and she lowered her eyes.

"Answer me damnit" I threatened her holding her by arms.

"Because I LOVE YOU" there she said it with tears running down.

"I'm sorry. I know stalking is a bad thing but I have no other choice. I came to INDIA for visiting my Uncle here and that changed my life"

"I first saw you in your college when you were hugging Twinkle. I came to know that you both were best friends and no one can beat your friendship. That was the reason why I fell for you. I started to stalk you everywhere and I used to send you my favorite flowers. That really made me happy."

"I was even there at the pub when you proposed Aditi. I was behind the bushes. Your words broke me completely and I collapsed there crying like a baby"

"Then I found that she was in love with some one else and seeing you in pain hurted me more. And I decided not to leave your side from then" she said crying.

"I'm sorry" she said again.

"Do you have anything to say?" I asked and she lowered her eyes.

"I love you" she said again and it increased my temper.

"You know me very well, Sanjana and perhaps you might even guess my answer" I said.

"What is it?" she asked.

"No!!"

"Why?" she asked gulping her tears.

"Because I hate love. I'm not a person to be loved. Get that to your head and leave me now. Don't ever follow me and this is the end for everything" I said.

I closed my eyes and I feel tears falling down. I was the reason for her depression. I shouldn't have said those words. I shouldn't have hurted her. I just want the power to reverse the clock to six years back and want to accept her love.

I know the pain of being rejected by someone you loved but what I did. Repeated the same with the person who loved me the most. She didn't want me to go to depression and she was there with me after my heart brake. But no one is there when she is in depression. I felt my heart getting heavy. Why did her mother left her? Why?

I need to see her right now. I wiped my eyes and ran towards her cabin. My secretary was looking at me with her eyes wide open. Let people look but I don't care. I opened the door even without knocking and I saw her laughing with her friend Cami.

She looked at me and then got up from her seat. I looked at Cami and signalled her to leave the place for us.

"What happened? Why are you sweating and why are your eyes red?" she asked me a serious of questions but I didn't hear anything. I ran towards her and crashed into with a tight hug. Her body got stiffened due to my touch and then got relaxed. I felt her arms around my waist.

I digged my head into her neck and pulled her more close to me. I'm sorry Sanj. I'm really sorry. I repeated this words in my mind as I don't have willpower to say these words to her. A lone tear escaped from my eyes.

"Sid, are you crying or what? You're worrying me right now. Please tell me what happened" I heard her words in my ears. God has given a beautiful voice to her which can melt my heart.

Sanjana Pov:

I was talking with Cami and suddenly the door was opened. It was Sid. God!!what happened to him? He looked like a mess. His shirt was untucked. His hair looked messy and most importantly his eyes looked red.

He looked at Cami and she left the room immediately. He crashed me with his arms. My heart suddenly changed its rythm. My body became hot all of a sudden. He tugged his head into my neck and the whole zoo started running in my stomach. Suddenly I left like he is crying. I felt some wetness in my neck.

"Sid, are you crying or what? You're worrying me right now. Please tell me what happened" I asked him in a worried tone.

"I feel terrible,Sanj" I heard his voice. He sounded low. I patted his shoulder and hugged him tightly.

"I don't know why you feel terrible but listen I'm there with you. You're not alone" I said slowly in his ears and he got relaxed. He broke the hug and cupped my face.

"Thank you" he said and I smiled.

"Want to talk?" I asked and he again pulled me into a hug.

"I want to tell you something, Sanj" he started.

"I'm sorry for everything I did to you. I'm the reason for your depression. I never thought that my words will effect your life" he said and I tried to broke the hug but he didn't let me do it. This must be the reason for his terribleness.

"Answer me Sid, did I ever said that you were the reason for my condition? Did I?" I whispered in his ears. There is no reply from him.

"You're not at all the reason, Sid. I went to depression when my mom left me" I said.

"Let's leave this topic and will you please release me from your embrace? I can't breathe properly " I said and he loosened his grip. He broke the hug after few minutes and looked into my eyes.

"What?" I asked.

"I'll never leave you alone. I promise. I'll always be by your side" he said tugging my hair behind my ears and I nodded my head.

"Are you alright? Because I don't think you're all fine" I said.

"Nope. I'm all fine" he said and I rolled my eyes. Why is he acting now?

"By the way, I saw you crying after a long gap. I mean I saw your tears when you lost your love and then again now" I said.

"Who said that I cried? I'm not crying okay" he said and I rolled my eyes. God!! he is... 

"Okay, do you have any work? Can we go home because my mood is not at all good" he said breaking my stream of thoughts.

"I've a lot of work pending,Sid. You please carry on and I'll join you in next two hours" I said looking at the files which I need to complete. If I didn't complete studying these files then it would be a problem again with Reyan.

"How will you come home then?" he asked. I was about to say that I will book a cab but he didn't wait for my response.

"You will ask Reyan to drop you right. Maybe you won't ask but he will force you to take his help. Am I right?" he asked raising his eyebrows. Again, he started. Why he hates him that much? I don't understand. I was about to speak again but he cut me off.

"I don't let anything like that to happen. You will come with me right now and coming to your work. I'm the boss here, even your horny boss should listen to me only, so don't worry" he said and took my bag and put it on my shoulder.

"Let's go, bae" he said and dragged me out. God!! this guy is so unpredictable. Just a few seconds back, I saw him crying and not he is again ordering me. 

Siddarth Pov: 

I took her to the parking lot and opened the door for her. She got in smiling to me. I got to the other side and gave life to the engine. She then switched on the music player and started humming the songs. She looked so lovely. I'll never leave her hand even in hard times. This is the promise I made to myself. I thought and took her hand into mine. She turned her head towards me and raised her eyebrows.

"Thanks for coming into my li.." I was about to say but I felt a small glup in my throat. 

"What?" she asked with sparkling eyes. She looked damn curious to know but I know this is not the right time to say that. 

"Yeah. Thanks for coming out with me" I changed the topic and she nodded her head.  She just smiled again and turned her head towards the window. Suddenly, I heard my phone ringing, it was Jesie. Nihaar's best friend. Why all of a sudden she is calling me? Is everything fine with my cousin? I switched on the blue-tooth and greeted her.

"Sidharth, are you hearing me? Your cousin is in danger. He's in a fight with Vikrant. I'm able to stop them. Please help me" she said and I know she was crying. What the hell is happening? And who is this Vikrant? 

"Just wait. Share your location. I'll be there" I said and hang the call. I got her location in few seconds and I started to drive to that place.

"What happened, Sid?" I heard Sanjana's voice. 

"Nihaar is in trouble. He needs my help now" I said and increased the speed. I reached the spot and I saw my cousin punching Vikrant. Even he is bleeding like hell. I ran towards Nihaar and tried to stop him. He looked at me and pushed me away. 

"What the hell are you doing here, Sid?" he shouted. God!! he looked like an angry hulk. He was trying to speak and Vikrant punched him on his face and Nihaar fell down.

"What the fuck? Why are you punching my cousin?" I shouted and pulled his arms. I twisted it and punched him in stomach. I saw few guys coming towards me. 

"Nihaar, what have you done?" I shouted and he got up spitting some blood. Suddenly, I heard Sanjana's voice. 

"Sid!!" she shouted. I turned my head towards her and she was surrounded by few men. She tried to run but one of the guy held her hair. How dare is he? I ran towards them and kicked one of the guy.

"She is my wife. How dare you to come near her?" I shouted and punched his face. I got few punches for them too. I signaled Sanj to go and stand near Jessie. I recieved a punch from Vikrant and it blocked my mind. My nose started to bleed. I got tripped a bit but didn't gave up. I hit him back. We were fighting and I heard the police siren.

Sanjana Pov:

God!!Sid is bleeding. I don't know how to stop them and I heard the police siren. The cops got down and they stopped to fight. Sid and Nihaar walked towards the cops and explained the situation. Me and Jessie ran towards them to know what exactly is going on.

"You need to come to the station, Mr. Sidharth. What you and your cousin did is wrong" cop said and Sid nodded.

"Sanj, you go home. I'll be back in an hour" Sid said turning towards me. I don't know why but I felt tears in my eyes.

"You're bleeding" I said touching his wound gently and he hissed in pain.

"Don't cry, babe. Nothing happened" he said and hugged me tightly. He bid a bye and left the place.

I looked at Jessie and she was talking to one of the cop.

"Jessie,let's go to my home" I said and she nodded her head. Immediately we took a taxi and went to my home. I took my phone and dialed to my in laws.

"Dad,Sidharth is in trouble" I said controlling my tears.

"I know everything, Sanj. Don't worry. He will be fine. He will come in an hour" he said and that gave me a relief.

"I'll call you back. Take care " he said and hung the call. I turned towards Jessie and she was looking horrified.

"Do you know what happened?" I asked.

"I'm not the right person to answer this,Sanjana. I'll take my leave" she said and got up from her seat. This is something serious, I guess. She bid her bye and left the place.

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It's been an hour but there are no traces of Sid. When are you going to return? I was in my thoughts and I heard a car honk. It must be Sid. I thought. I ran towards the door and I saw him parking his car. I ran towards him and hugged him from back. I was so scared. I felt tears running down my cheeks.

Sidharth Pov:

I parked my car and was about to turn but I felt a strong grip around my waist. My body got stiffened and I heard her sobbing. Immediately, I turned towards her and hugged her tightly.

"What happened? See, I'm all good. I don't like you crying Sanj. Please stop it" I whispered in her ears and she broke the hug.

"Come with me" she said wiping her eyes. She took me to our room and made me to sit on the bed. She went to the cupboard and brought the first aid kit. She slowly cleaned my wounds and tied a bandage. All the time my eyes were on her and her eyes were on my wounds. Her eyes and nose were red but she looked beautiful.

"Go and take a bath, Sid. I'll bring food" she said and got up from her place. She didn't waited for my reply.

I took a quick bath and came out in a towel tied along my waist. I looked at my image in the mirror. My face got some damage and I saw a cut at the edge of my lips. Suddenly, the door got opened and it was Sanj.

She looked at me with her eyes wide open and immediately turned to the other side. A small smile came on my lips looking at her actions.

"I'm sorry. I should have knocked the door. Dress up quickly. Your food is waiting" she said placing the food on the near by table. Why is she getting embarrassed now? She didn't commit any mistake. I walked towards her and hugged her from backwards. My hot naked body touched her cold body giving shivers to her. She tried to wriggle but I held her tight.

"Don't get embarrassed, Sanj. I'm your husband. There's nothing wrong in seeing me like this" I said and kissed her earlobe. I could hear her heartbeat. I licked her earlobe again and she leaned more towards me which made me to loose my control. Immediately, I turned her towards me and pinned her to the wall nearby.

"What are you doing? Food is getting c.." she was speaking but I captured her cute plum lips making her mute.

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