----Chapter 33----

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Sanjana Pov:

"I don't agree with you, Sanaja. I know what I'm doing and I don't need your advice or suggestion. Why the hell do you care him? huh? He is your boss I understand but I'm your husband. I don't like when you support Reyaan. I know though he is your boss but I hate when you support him" he said. How rude? I don't know what's his problem. He can accept the truth that he is jealous of Reyaan.

"Why?" I asked to irritate him more. I'm not going to leave you, Sid. I want to know why you are feeling like that.

"I don't need to say you the reason" he said making a frown. Great!! Why are you so stubborn?

"Then you don't have any right to say what I need to do. I will do things which I love and Reyaan is my friend and I'll surely support him" I said harshly. I know I have hurted him. His eyes are showing some feelings. I'm damn sure that I hurted him. Sorry Sid, but I have to do this to make you realize your feelings.

He didn't say a word and left the place. I continued my work and I don't know when I slept.

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I opened my eyes when a ray of sunlight fell on my face. I heard the chirping sound and that made me to feel the peace. I looked at my surroundings and I was in the bed. As far I remember I was in the study room last night, I slept there itself. How come I woke up here? A smile came on my face thinking who brought me here. Sid!!

I slowly got up from my bed and made my ways to the balcony. I didn't find Sid in his room. He might be in the gym. I thought and slowly walked to the gym. I peeped into the room and I saw him dripping in sweat. His tee-shirt was fulling drenched in sweat and got sticky. He was looking hot though. His eyes are showing some emotions. He was hitting the punching bag so hardly. What's wrong with him? I was dreaming about him and suddenly, I heard his voice. Damn!! I'm done. I was about to run away but he opened the door.

"Stop!!" he said and I don't know why my steps got frozen. God!! What's wrong with me? He pulled me with sudden force and pinned me to the wall. He gripped my hands so tightly and I started wriggling to get out of his strong grip. He came close to me and looked straight into my eyes. My heart started beating so fast in my rib cage. I lowered my eyes as I can't look into those deep dark orbs. Suddenly, I felt his fingers on my cheeks sending shivers down my spine. Do something, Sanj. Get out of his grip.

"Whaaa-t ar-e yo--u do--i-n---g?" I asked trying to sound strong but I miserably failed. A lump formed at the back of my throat. I'm damn sure that he is enjoying my situation.

"I didn't get you, Mrs. Sanjana Sidharth Malhotra" he said adding his name at the end of my name. I felt all good when he called me like that. I lifted my head and looked into his eyes. His eyes were red and dark.

"Please move aside. I need to go" I said trying to get of his grip but he held me tightly. My hands must have turned red by now.

"You look stinky" I said giving him a angry look. He raised his eyebrows and then smiled. God!! Why did you gave him that super smile? Anyone can get lost with that one smile. He removed his tee shirt in one go and then pressed himself against me making me shiver with his acts. I'm going to die for sure. What is he doing? I looked at his perfect muscles and sweat was dripping out. Please give me space. Are you going to kill me or what? I want to ask him but I can't even look into his eyes.

"You look beautiful" he said looking at my lips. I can feel his breathe on my face. God!! the environment turned hot. Please do something. He then removed the strands of my hairs and tugged them behind my ear. I only thing which I can do is to close my eyes tightly. I don't know what he will do next. I was thinking how to get out of his grips. Suddenly, I felt his lips on my cheeks. Wait!! Did he just kissed me? I opened my eyes in shock and he was smiling. He gave a kiss on my another cheek and I'm damn sure that my face might have turned red like a tomato. What is he doing?

"Sid, please let me go" I said finally controlling my stupid heart beat and he shacked his head in no.

"You have a hottest husband like me then why do you support Reyaan?" he whispered in my ears. What the hell? He did all this because he thinks he is hotter than Reyaan. Yes, of course he is hotter but what's the need to bring Reyaan into this topic. I don't know why but I felt tears in my eyes. Immediately, I pushed him with a lot of force and ran out of the room. I hate you, Sid. I just hate you. I thought and wiped my tears. I locked myself in my room and tried to clear my thoughts.

All I could feel his scent around me. I could still feel his lips on my cheeks. I rushed to the washroom and washed my face. I cursed myself for going to the gym in first place. He kissed me to show that I belong to him not Reyaan. Yes, I belong to him because I'm his wife but he embarrassed me like hell. I took a deep breathe and decided to leave this topic. I will teach you a lesson, Sid. I thought.

Sidharth Pov:

I don't know what got into my mind. I did what my heart wanted. I want her in my arms. That's it. I felt like I was in heaven when she was close to me. I don't know why but I have a strong urge to kiss her lips. I want to taste her plump lips badly but I knew that was not the right time. So I brushed my lips on her soft cheeks. She looked hela cute today. Her eyes popped out due to my actions. Even I was shocked because I had never been so close to her.

"Sid, please let me go" her words brought me back to the present. I want to show her that she belongs to me only me. I hate her being close with any other men, even her best friend or boss. She has to support only me. So, I decided to add a final touch before leaving her.

"You have a hottest husband like me then why do you support Reyaan?" I whispered in her ears. I must say that her words broke my heart yesterday. I couldn't sleep last night. I went to the study room after sometime and I saw sleeping there itself. I felt a sharp pain seeing her face. She looked so tired. I carried her to the room and made her sleep on the bed. All the night, I kept on thinking how to convince her. How can I make her understand that he is not good for her? How can I make her understand that I feel jealous when she talks so sweetly with him?

I was waiting for her reply. The only thing I saw is tears in her eyes. Why is she crying now? i was about to ask but she pushed me away and ran from there. Did my words hurted her? Did I messed up again? I want to talk to her but this is not the right time. I decided to give her some time to think.

I went to my room and decided to get ready for the office. I got ready in formals and went down. I saw Cat preparing breakfast in the kitchen.

"Good Morning Cat!" I greeted her and she turned towards with a smile on her face.

"Good Morning Sir!! I will serve the breakfast" she said and resumed her work.

"Where is Sanj?" I asked.

"She is still in her room" Cat said. I decided to go and call her. I don't know how she will react now. I went upstairs and knocked her door. She didn't open the door. I knocked again and this time she opened. Her face was red stating that she cried. She wore a red color v shaped shirt paired with a white jean. She looked beautiful.

"I'm not hungry" she said breaking my stream of thoughts. I didn't even asked her the question but her answer is ready. She was about to close the door but I held the knob. I pushed a little and entered her room.

"What the hell do you think?" she yelled. God!! my wife is angry now. I need to be careful. I thought.

"I think of you only, Mrs. Sanjana Sidharth" I said and she rolled her eyes. I walked towards her and made her sit on the bed. I knelt before taking her hands into mine. She tried to take away but I didn't let her.

"Tell me one thing, are you angry with my behaviour or my last words? huh?" I asked caressing her knuckles. I'm damn sure she is not angry with my behaviour. Though,her body shivered under my touch. She liked it. Her heart beat is enough to prove that. If she felt uncomfortable, she would have pushed the second when I kissed her but she didn't. This shows that she loves my touch. Great Sid!! I thought.

"I don't need to explain you, Sidharth. All I want is to stay away from you so please go away" she said. Is that true? I took a deep breathe and left her knuckles. I stood up and went straight to the hall. I took my phone and called the driver. I waited for him to come inside.

"Sir, breakfast?" I heard Cat's voice.

"I'm not hungry" I said and I saw Sanj coming down. Meanwhile, the driver came.

"James, please pick up madam and drop her at the office. I have some work. I need to go immediately" I said and he nodded. I looked at Sanj and she averted her gaze. If you want me to stay far away from you then I will definitely, Sanj. I thought. I got into my car and drove to office. I miss her during the ride. I cleared my thoughts from her and went straight into my cabin. I opened the door and I saw Nihaar reading a magazine.

"What a surprise?" I said keeping my things on the desk. He rushed towards me and hugged tightly.

"I have missed you, bhai" he said smiling and I smiled back. I called my assistant and asked her to bring two cups of coffee for both of us.

"So now tell me what's wrong with you?" I asked taking my seat.

"Nothing bhai. I'm all good" he said. God!! He is lying on my face.

"Arrey idiot, I'm your brother for god sake. Please don't lie to me. What's the matter? Spit it out" I said and he smiled.

"Where's babhi? I want to see her. It's been a long time" he asked about Sanj.

"You can talk to her later. Now will you tell me what happened to you last week. Why are you so upset?" I asked bringing him back.

"Sid, I don't know why I can't hide things from you. Love happened" he said shocking me. What did he say?

"Don't look at me like that. I know you don't want me to love anyone but it's out of control now. It's pulling me deep into it. I can't live without her, Sid and I'm damn serious" he said blowing my mind. I never heard him saying these kinds of serious words. I looked at his eyes and they are showing pain and at the same time love for someone . I want to find out that girl.

"Who is she, Nihaar?" I asked out of my curiosity.

"Niara" he said and his face started flushing instantly. Niara, what have you done to my brother? Then he started narrating what happened in the past few days, how restless he was looking at Naira's condition. Damn!! she must have some magic in her. I saw tears in Nihaar's eyes for a girl. He is in love with her soul, I guess. I don't know what to say now. I want to be happy for him but at the same time it scares me too. What if he lost his first love like me?

And all the past memories started flashing in front of my eyes. I have struggled at lot. I don't want my brother to go through those horrible things.

"What are you thinking, bhai?" I heard his voice breaking my train of thoughts.

"Don't waste your time, Nihaar. Go and propose her" I said trying to be strong and praying for his success.

"Okay, now let's go and meet my babhi" he said taking my hand into his.

"You go and meet her. I have some work" I posed a lame excuse. I don't want to meet her right now.

"No chance" he said and dragged me towards her cabin. He knocked the door and I heard her sweet voice.

"Sanj!!" Nihaar shouted. God!! why is he so excited to meet her? She raised her head and got up from her seat.

"Hey Nihaar!!" she said getting up from her chair. He walked towards her and gave her a hug.

"What's up? What's going on with you, buddy?" she asked as they both sat on the couch. Hello!! I'm here. Please do recognize me. I thought. I decided to leave them.

"Sid, where are you going? Come and sit here" I heard Nihaar's voice. I walked towards them and there is no single chair left for me. So, I sat next to Sanj. She looked at me but I ignored her gaze. They both were talking and my eyes were on my wife. She was looking so happy seeing Nihaar. We have decided to go out for sometime.

"Bhai, I'll come on my car. I don't want to disturb your privacy" he said and I punched him lightly in his stomach.

"I'll send you the location. Come there" he said and left. I looked at Sanj and she was playing with her bracelet.

Sanjana Pov:

"You're an idiot, Sid" I want to shout out of my lungs. How can he leave me alone? I know my words are harsh. But how can he do that?

Why the hell are you shouting on Sid? He just fulfilled your wish. You yourself asked him to stay away from you and he started implementing it. My inner voice said. I went to the office and submitted my designs to Reyaan. I was really surprised to see Nihaar today. He became one of my close friend. He said that he is in love with Niara and I'm really happy for them. All the time, Sid was ignoring me. It hurts.

"I'll send you the location. Come there" Nihaar said and left the place.

"Ahem!!" I heard him clearing his throat. I lifted my head and he took his phone. What is he doing? He called the driver and asked him to pick me up. What the hell? I want to hit him on his head. Idiot!! I thought. I took my things and went out side. I saw the driver waiting for me. And I saw Sid going to his car.

"James, thanks for coming. I'll go with Sid" I told to James and ran towards Sid's car. I got into the car silently and acted like I was looking into my phone. Why Sid? Why are you doing this? Sid gave me a strange look and got into the driver seat. Thank God!! he didn't asked me to get down. He looked at me and smiled. I turned my head and ignored him. We all went to the cafe and enjoyed our drinks and meal. All the time, Sid was ignoring me.

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We decided to head home so I bid good bye to Nihaar and told him to come this weekend. I got into Sid's car and he started the ride. The entire ride was in silence. I want to start the conversation but I'm scared of his reaction. He took me to home and I went to my room. I got freshen up and had my dinner. I saw him watching TV. Stop ignoring me,Sid. I want to shout.

I went to my room and switched on the air conditioner. What happened to it now? It's not working. Why is this happening to me? The room is so hot to sleep. I can't sleep here. I decided to go to the guest room.

Sidharth Pov:

I ignored her completely. This is what she wants right. The thing what she did with James was funny, in fact I loved it. She wants to be with me then why did she said like that? I was watching TV and I saw her going upstairs. After sometime, I went up and I saw her going to guest room.

"What are you doing there?" I asked and she got scared a bit.

"I want to sleep in the guest room" she said composing herself.

"You're not the guest, I think. You're not supposed to go there" I said and she gave me a mean look.

"Fine then, I'll sleep on the couch" she said getting a pillow and blanket for herself. I smiled looking at her face. I know that the air conditioner is not working in her room. This morning, I got a call from the Cat saying that the air conditioner in her room stopped working. I can call the maintenance team to fix it but I don't want to do that. Why? Because I want to get her into my room. That's it.

"Good night then" I said and she got settled on the couch. She closed her eyes and I walked towards her. Immediately, I picked her up in bridal style.

"God!! What are you doing? Get me down" she said wriggling.

"I'm doing what my heart says. I don't want you to get hurt okay. You will sleep in my room with me" I said taking her to my room.

"Whatttt?" she asked and her eyes popped out.

"What what? There is nothing wrong in it. You are my wife for god sake" I said placing her down. She was about to go out but I stopped her by holding her hand.

"I won't do anything okay. You can trust me. I want to be with you please" I asked cupping her face. She looked straight into my eyes and I don't know why but I pecked her forehead. She was shocked by my action. She didn't say anything for a second.

"What are you thinking?" I asked but she didn't reply anything. She walked towards the bed and laid on it. A happy smile came on my face as she accepted my wish. I walked towards the other side and slept on it.

"Good night, Sanj" I said and switched off the light.

"Sid, why did you ignored me?" she asked.

"You wanted me to do so. But you know it was hell difficult for me to ignore you" I said turning towards her side. Now her back was facing me.

"I was angry with you that's why I said like that. Please don't ignore me,Sid" she said and that brought a smile on my face.

"Never ever. I'm sorry" I said and pulled her towards me. Her body got stiffened by my touch.

"Trust me" I whispered in her ears and she got relaxed. The only thing I can hear is our raising heart beats.

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