----Chapter 3---

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Sanjana pov:

No matters what happens, life goes on. Making you to meet new people and leaving some behind.  Everything happens as a part of living. It's a human phenomenon to forget people. But I don't know why this can't work with me. All I want is to forget him. 

I got dressed up in a black crop top and a grey colored knee length skirt. I applied a minimal amount of make up to add extra charm to my face.

Maybe, the time has came for me to find someone who is worth and the time has came for me to leave some worth less people behind and to give a fresh start.

Ting tong. I heard the door bell. It must be Reyan. I thought and went downstairs. I took a deep breath and opened the door.

"Hey!!" I said and he gave his cute smile. He looked dashing in his attire. This was the first time, I saw him in something different other than suits.

"Look you.... Gorgeous" he said breaking my thoughts. He was looking at me from top to toe and that made me a little uncomfortable.

"Thanks for the compliment and you look good too" I said bringing him back from his wonderland. I invited him in and declined it.

"Let's go. I have something planned for you" he said and took my hand. I nodded and locked the house. He took me towards his car and opened the door for me. Oh!! gentle men. I thought.

I hopped in and he went to the other side. He got into the car and started driving. I was looking at the passing roads thinking about Reyan and this date. I don't know whether it's a good idea or not but it will help me to start a new life.

"So you decided to be silent?" he asked to which I looked at him raising my eyebrows.

"What?" I asked.

"Talk something. Do you want me to switch on the music player? Even if you want, I'm not going to do that because the only thing I want is to hear your voice" he said smiling. Aww!! He has a great smile with dimples. I just smiled as I don't know what to talk.

"So what's our next project?" I asked casually.

"We have a lot of things to do, Sanjana. Actually, I'm going to London soon and we have set a new hotel there" he said to which I nodded.

"Maybe I will need your help. You should take care of the interior designs" he said smiling again. Why is he looking different today?

"Sure" I said and he halted the car.

"Mind if you give me two minutes? I'll just come" he said and got down from the car. Where is he going? I looked out and he is going to a bouquet shop. He came with a bouquet in his hand. He walked towards my side and opened the door.

"Here, this is for you, Gorgeous" he said giving me the bouquet.

"Thanks Reyan but there is no need for this" I said and my eyes fell on the bouquet. It's a bouquet of Daisies. He got into the car and again started driving.

"Do you love Daisies? Actually they are my favorite" he said breaking my deep thoughts. Everything started to flash again. God!! Why is my past haunting me like this?

"They are my favorite too" I whispered with a fake smile. He took me to a restaurant near the beach. The place was so beautiful with flowers and candles. He took to the top floor through the elevator. I looked at the sea which is silent with moon and stars in the sky.

"Are you okay?" he asked pulling the chair for me.

"Yeah" I said trying to forget the past incident. 

"So you like this place?" he asked taking his chair.

"I do. This is beautiful" I said looking the sea. Help me God!! I want to move on. Please help me to forget my past.

"So what do want to have?" he asked breaking my stream of thoughts.

"Anything" I said with a fake smile. Something is happening inside me. My heart is crying, I guess. All the want is to be alone. He ordered something which I didn't even bothered to hear.

"So what about your family, Sanjana?" I heard Reyan's voice.

"Um.. My parents got divorced. And I live with my father. I think you know about him" I answered his question.

"Yeah of course. He is a great man. He lives in London right? Then why are you staying here far away from him?" he asked and our food arrived. Because I'm scared of that place. I told him in my mind.

"I love to be like this. Alone" I said without looking at him. I started having my food looking at the sea.

"Did you experienced love?" he asked shocking me.

"Excuse me!!" I said looking straight into his eyes. Enough, I can't take it any more. My eyes are ready to shed tears.

"Oh, Sorry. Don't have any filter to my mouth" he said in a pleading way. I took a deep breathe to control my tears. It took sometime for me to be normal again.

"And the answer is YES" I said and he looked at me with a shock. What's that for?

"That's great. So what happened? Who is that guy?" he asked a series of questions. Nahh.. I'm not going to share my past with Reyan. Moreover, I don't want to think about Siddarth.

"Leave about him. I just don't feel anything for him now" I said. Really? You still don't feel for him right? my brain mocked me.

"What about you?" I asked after a second.

"Yeah, I'm experiencing it right now" he said smiling. What is he talking ? I gave him a confused look and he took my hand into his.

"Because of you, I got to know what love is. Thanks to you" he said. God!! he is really interested in me. I took my hand back and gave a small smile. We completed our dinner and walked towards his car.

"Where shall we go now?" he asked.

"I want to go home, Reyan. Please drop me at my place" I said and he nodded. I decided not to talk to him. I don't know what to do actually.

"I know what you are thinking, Sanjana" he said looking at me.

"I think it's time for you to move on" he added talking my hand into his.

"He is a big idiot to leave you but everyone is not like that. You can trust me" he said squeezing my hand gently. Soon, We reached my home and I got down. He walked towards me and stood in front me.

"I'm sorry" I bluttered out.

"For what?" he asked smiling.

"For whatever.. I don't know. But I'm extremely sorry" I said as I feel guilty for rejecting him.

"I need time, Reyan. That's all I can say" I said and he hugged me.

"Okay. But remember one thing that you will be always loved.... by me" he whispered in my ears and I felt all good after a long time.

"You are my friend and I want you to be more than that. That's all" he said breaking the hug.

"By the way, thanks for accepting my invitation and coming out with me" he said and I smiled.

"Thanks to you,too. Bye" I said smiling. He bid bye and took his leave. I went to my room and changed into pj's. I got into the bed and started thinking about Reyan. His words are still echoing in my ears. You will be loved always. Is that true? Suddenly, I heard a beep sound. I looked at my phone and it was a message from Reyan.

"Reached home"

"Okay, Good night Reyan" I typed back.

"Good night, Gorgeous. I'll meet you in the office" I got his text. I kept my phone aside and tried to sleep. Insomnia is so dangerous. I took my tablets and drifted into sleep.

Next day, I got up and went down. I saw Cami talking over phone. She looked at me and smiled. I went back to my room and got ready for work.

"Shall we leave?" I asked taking the keys.

"We need to talk, Sanj" she said and I nodded. I know what she is going to ask.

"How are you feeling now?" she asked.

"Confused" I stated walking to the car. I clearly don't know what's happening with me.

"What's your problem dear?" she asked hopping into the car.

"The problem is.. Reyan is truly interested in me and I don't know what to do now" I said driving to office.

"What do you want to do?" she asked and I remained silent.

"I need time, Cami. I'm trying okay. I just need to figure out what I want. I just need to know whether I can forget him or not" I bluttered out. Yeah, I feel like I can't forget him but I at least want to give a try.

"So you are not over Sid?" she asked and I remained silent again. Sometimes I feel like I'm alright without him but at times I feel like he is controlling me. I stopped the car as we reached the office.

"See you in the evening" I said and down from the car.

"Hey look, I know what you are going through but as a friend I need to tell this. Reyan loves you and this is not a one day love or something. He had fallen for you a long back but he never mentioned his feelings. And Sanjana, all I want is your happiness. I'll there by your side no matter what happens" she said hugging me.

When this all happened? I cleared my thoughts and went to my cabin. I started to concentrate on my designs. Suddenly, I heard my phone ringing. It was from London.

Who is calling me?

"Hello!!" I said picking up the call.

"Hello mam!! I'm Edwinspeaking. Your dad's secretary" he said and I can feel the panic in his voice. What's going on there?

"Yeah Edwin. What happened? Everything okay?" I asked getting tensed.

"Your dad... Mr. Joshi got heartache. He is admitted in the hospital. I hope you will come soon. You should be here with him" Edwinsaid shocking me. Everything started to blur in front of me. I held the table tightly to control myself.

"I'm coming" I said and hung the call. Nothing should happen to Papa. He is the only family I have. Why is this happening to me? I called Cami and she rushed into my cabin.

"I need to go. Papa is dying over there. I need to see him" I said crying my heart out.

"Shhh.. Shh.. Let's go. Uncle will be fine. Don't worry" she said wiping my tears. We both went back to home and I packed my stuff. Cami booked a ticket for me.

"Are you sure Sanj? I will come with you. You are not okay" she said with concern.

"Cami, I can handle it. Moreover, we have lot of work in the office. Inform Reyan that I'm leaving" I said and she nodded. She dropped me at the airport and I boarded my flight. Tears are rolling down my cheeks. God!! save him, please. I prayed. Nothing should happen to him. He is my everything.  I don't know what will happen there. Yeah, I'm scared of that place but I have to go there for papa. But I hope I will not meet my heart breaker there.

"I'm coming, Papa. I'm coming to London for YOU" I whispered and wiped my tears.

How is the chapter? I hope you enjoyed it. Finally, she is going back to London. Let's see what destiny planned for her.

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