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Sidharth pov:

What's the heck is wrong with me? Why the hell am I feeling like this? I pulled my hair with frustration and sat on the edge of the mattress. I took deep breathes to relax my mind. 

Something is really wrong with me. Why did I felt restless of her? Why did I tried calling her in the first place? Why did I got worried of her? Why did I felt bad when she is with her so called friend? Why? Why?

Her words were still echoing in my ears. 

"I was with Reyan" 

I clutched my fist and hit the bed. Then it struck me what I was actually doing? God!! why the hell am I feeling frustrated? Why the hell am I getting angry on that guy who I haven't seen yet? 

What's going on with you, Sid? You are crossing your boundaries. Why are you interfering in her life? This is a namesake relationship. You cannot decide her way of living. It's her choice to be with anyone. You should not care about her. I thought and decided to ignore her. 

I will neither call her nor ignore her completely. I laid on the bed and decided to sleep. I closed my eyes but I couldn't sleep. 

"That is your room. I'll tell the maid to arrange your stuff there. Bye" my words started ringing continuously in my ears. I was rude to her. I banged the door on her face. Sid, leave it. You are not going to think about her. I thought and cleared my head.

 I don't know why but I couldn't sleep. I decided to get some fresh air. So I got up from my bed and went out. I started taking steps towards the stairs. My eyes fell on her room. I had a strong urge to open and see her. I controlled myself and decided to go down. I climbed half of the stairs but I don't know what happened to me. I went back to her room and opened it slowly. 

I sneaked into her room but I did not find her on the bed. Where is she? I walked towards the washroom to check but she was not there too. Where did she went? I went downstairs and I checked the kitchen. She was not there too.  

Then again I started feeling restless. Sidharth, why the fuck are you feeling like this? I clutched my fist, gritted my teeth. I rushed back to upstairs and then to the balcony. I stood there and closed my eyes. I took a deep breathe and I saw her in the lawn. She sat there alone. What is she doing there? A part of me wants to go there and talk to her but the other doesn't want to go. 

I was looking at her and suddenly she turned towards. Shit! she must have noticed me. I hid myself next to the wall. After some time, she stood and started walking inside. It's time for me to go back to my room. I thought and went back to my room.  I laid back on my bed and closed my eyes.

Sanjana Pov:

What's wrong with him? Why can't he give me a chance to explain? I don't want to be there with Reyan but there was no choice for me. Cami and Alex went on a date and there was anyone with Reyan. 

I did a mistake by not attending his calls but I didn't ignore him intentionally. It just happened. He banged the door on my face. Why? I went to the room and sat on the bed. Why is he angry with me? Is he thinking wrong about me? I should explain him at any cost. He should know that I haven't made any mistake. I took a quick shower and decided to sleep. I laid on my bed but I couldn't sleep. What should I do ? How should I explain him? 

I got up from my bed and decided to go out. I went down and I saw a lady in the kitchen. She was cleaning the kitchen floor.

"Hello!!" I said and she turned towards me.

"Hello!! You are Mrs. Sidharth right?" she asked with a smile. God!! this sounds strange and weird. I'm his wife now. 

"Yeah. Who are you?" I asked clearing my thoughts.

"I'm Cathlen, mam. I'm your new house maid" she said with a bright smile.

"Ohh Cathlen, nice to meet you and please don't call me mam. You are elder and I will respect you. So please. Don't call me mam. You can call me Sanj" I said and she smiled again. She has a great smile like my mom. 

"Okay Sanj. Just wait for a minute. I'll serve you food" she said and started cleaning the remaining things in kitchen.

"No need, Cat. I'm not in a mood to eat. I just came for water" I said walking towards the refrigerator.

"Why? You cannot skip your food. Even Mr. Sidharth skipped his dinner. What happened in between you two?" she asked and I remained silent. He skipped his food because of me. I'm reason. 

"These kind of things are common. Don't worry. Try to explain him" she said.

"Actually, I heard your conversation. You were with Reyan right?" she asked.

"Yeah, he is my friend and he is in hospital. There's no one to take care of him. So I stayed there" I said in a low voice. 

"Hey, you need to explain this to your husband. Do you know how much worried he was? He was restless" she said shocking me. Worried? Did he?

"Really?" I asked and she nodded her head in yes. I don't know why but it brought a smile on my face. Why was he worried? Does he cares? Suddenly, his face flashed in front of me. 

"Cat, can I get a cup of coffee please?" I asked and she nodded in yes. I went to the lawn and sat there. I don't know why but I'm really happy. The thing is, Cathlen words made me happy. 

Sid, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry for making you worried. I'll definitely make this right. I thought and soon Cat brought my coffee. It was so cold out but I don't want to sleep now. My sleep was lost. So, I decided to stay here for some more time. 

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I was deep in some thoughts and then I felt like someone was looking at me from the balcony. Immediately, I turned back and I saw Sidharth. He hid himself behind a wall. It was Sid for sure. I'm not hallucinating. He was there for sure. But why is he standing there? Why?

He might be looking for you... my inner voice said.

What? He might have lost his sleep my other self said. I cleared my head and decided to ignore this. I stayed there for another few minutes and then I decided to sleep. I went back to the room and laid on the bed. 

I'm will apologize you, Sid. I thought and soon my sleep consumed me.

Nextday, I woke up and did my morning chores. I went down to make some coffee for myself and for Sid too. I saw Cat making coffee. 

"Good Morning, Cat" I said walking towards her.

"Good Morning, Give me few minutes. I'll make coffee" she said.

"Nope. I'll make coffee today. For all of us" I said as I wanted to make coffee for Sid. She tried to protest but I convinced her. I prepared coffee for three of us and served them into the cups. 

"I'll take this to Sid's room" I said to her and she smiled. Then I got an idea. I took a paper and wrote a note for him. I attached the note to the cup and I took it to his room. I don't know why but my heart started beating fast. God!! I don't want him to get angry on me. I knocked his door and there is no reply from him. What is he doing inside? 

What should I do now? I decided to enter his room. I opened the door but I didn't find him anywhere. Then I heard water sounds from the washroom. He must be in shower. I thought. I don't want to get embarrassed now. What if he comes out in a towel? God!! I don't want that to happen so I decided to leave as soon as possible. I kept the cup on the table and left the room. 

"So are you forgiven?" Cat asked giving me my cup.

"Don't know. But I hope he will give me a chance to explain myself" I said sipping my coffee. I really want this misunderstanding to end between us. I don't want him to be angry with me. I was in my thoughts then I heard a voice.

"Miss. Cathlen!!" It was Sid. I turned towards him and I saw anger in his eyes. God!! What happened to him now?

"Sir??" she said taking steps towards him.

"You are the maid of this house right?" he asked in cold tone. My legs started trembling. Why is he angry with her?

"Yes sir" she said in a low voice.

"Then why the hell are you allowing her to do your work? It's your work to make food or coffee for me. You should prepare food for me. Not her. Do you understand me? Do you? If you again repeat this then I'll find another maid" he said threatening her. And his words hurted me. What is he talking? Don't I have a right to prepare food for him? Between, why the hell is he shouting on her? It was me who committed a mistake then why her?

"Why are you shouting on her now?" I asked standing in front of him. He took few steps towards me and looked straight into my eyes. God!! this is a dangerous step. I don't want to look into those dark orbs. 

"What is this?" he asked showing me a note. His voice was as cold as ice. 

"An apologizing note" I said without showing my fears. Why should I get scared of him? 

"You will never change right. You are still doing that note writing business.. same as before. " he said.

"What do you get by writing these stupid notes?  Will I forgive you? huh? Tell me . Will I?" he asked.

"I hate these kind of useless notes. By the way, why are you seeking for my forgiveness? What do you want to explain?" he asked sliding his fingers into his pockets. His words are hurting me. Are my notes really useless? I thought that my every note gave happiness to him. 

"I asked you something" I heard his voice. 

"Nothing is there to explain, Sidharth. You will never get it. Have a wonderful day ahead" I said and turned towards the stairs. My eyes were filled with tears. My past started to flash in front of me. 

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