"Hey, I...um.. I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you like that."

I bite my lip, as tears threaten to spill out of my eyes.

He isn't going to care.

But I still hoped he would.

"I'm really sorry, please forgive me. I'll do anything....please call me back."

I place my phone down on the kitchen table and bring my fingers up to my temple, letting out a long sigh.

I'm a terrible best friend.

My gosh I hate myself so much right now. I'm a jerk.

I don't even feel like eating dinner tonight.

Mom wouldn't care either.