Sometimes love stories like Haechan were so painful you could barely concentrate on anything. Haechan took care of Miley and Coco, along with Nana as they kept the male company. You couldn't say Haechan was happy behind that wide spread smile of his, for he pretended he was. No he wasn't made at his husband. How can he be mad when he ever had done is made him smile like he was happiest in the whole wide world?

"Grandma? Where Milly grandpa?" Miley trotted behind her grandma who took a walk through the park.

"I don't know darling." Haechan sighed, was it worth the wait? Would Mark come back in a coffin? With all due respect of be just forgotten as time passed.

The red head feared growing old, he didn't want to forget Marks face nor his smile. As he sang and taught the children the music he loved, he missed the man who made him fall in love with singing more. Marks guitar still sat at the sweet corner where they built their first pillow fort with fairy lights and love.

"Come here." Mark gestured the beauty to stop folding and come closer to him.

"What is it?" Haechan pouted waddling as he crawled into Marks legs.

"Sing with me."

"I'm shy." The red head blushed as Mark chuckled and started playing.

"Mrs Lee? Why do you wait every valentine's but not the whole year?" A girl asked her lecturer. Haechan smiled nostalgically.

"All of us have that one day that your heart makes as special. I've had all my special moments on Feb 14, I physically go to the airport on the said day and wait mentally for the rest of the year." Haechan took his books from the girl.

"I wish he does Mrs Lee because you are one in a million." She giggled running off, it made Haechan smile but at the same time sigh, his husband's wedding ring hung around his neck, in thick sterling silver length but it seemed to weigh him down with fear that his Mark would be dead.

"Mommy!!!" Nana came running with his baby bump and Haechan had to freak out to stop him from falling.

"What is it?" The red head caressed his soft cheeks with concern.

"S-Someone W-Who met Daddy when he was injured called. They said they wanted to talk to you. He's a citizen of Canada but married to a Thai man and lives in Busan." The pregnant boy drew in a harsh breath.

"I'm not coming." Haechan got into the car.

"W-What why?" Nana looked confused at the males reaction. "Don't tell me you lost hope?!" The boy snapped.

"I haven't but I don't want you guys suffering with me. Let me wait and......" Haechan trailed off.

"Mommy let's go." Nana took his mother in law by the hand and they left.

Michael rocked Miley to sleep, he knew his wife had taken his mother to Busan to meet Johnny Sue. He claimed of knowing his mother and Michael wished they found out something about his father. Haechan crashed into Johnny's arms, the older boy hugged him as if they had been best buddies all their lives.

"I thought he made it home." Johnny made the red head sit as Ten came out and they hugged again. Nana smiled taking the single chair, it was hard to sit in the big one.

"It's been like 26 years right? Honey don't tell me you were waiting for long for Mark?" Ten looked so worried. "You must be Jaemin's son right? Such a beauty. Would you like to lie down dear? You look exhausted, I'll call you once I make dinner." Ten guided the pregnant boy upstairs as Haechan stared at Johnny, the one hyung he loved so much when he was a boy.

"When I met him he was so wounded he could barely breath. A fall from a plane isn't a joke, he spoke of you the whole time and would wonder if You had a girl or boy. The medical team took him away, he should have made it home sooner or later." Johnny mumbled.

"But his plane crashed didn't it hyung?" Haechan sniffled, he wiped his tears away and tried to smile.

"It did but then the media gets the information what is provided. I'm very sure I saw him alive but........I don't know if he survived after been taken away. I'll ask Yuta. Good for you that we all left together, perhaps the Canadian troops didn't make it." Johnny smiled squeezing the golden boys stubby arms. He shook his head.

"Don't.........Let it go. Please. I don't want to end up finding out that he died. Please. Let's stop looking for him. If he's alive he'll eventually come looking for me and I'll hold my life for him as long as I live." Haechan sobbed into his arms, the giant hugged him tightly. But Johnny did inquire about the said male and Yuta said he had seen him last at the army hospital.

Ten back hugged Johnny as his husband watched Haechan stare at the skies for hours because he couldn't sleep. Ten used to avoid the bouncy loud bratty giggling golden creature always back at school but truth be told he loved Hyuckie because the boy was always passionate with whatever he did. He put his heart and soul in everything, including the love he had for Mark. If only he knew Mark never made it, he would have spent all the money he had to find that Canadian seagull and bring him back to this poor innocent childish little Teddy Bear.

"Where are you Markie? Are you talking to the moon like I do to? Hoping you'll know I'm here waiting for you? I'm very stubborn you know that right? I might listen to you but I would do what I want as well. If you love me then come back!!!" Haechan pouted sniffling as tears slipped down his cheeks.