If you know who it is in the media. I applaud you,he's my new character! Holy shit I've just realised how hot he is. Anyways,enjoy the chapter!

(Thomas POV)

I walk into Sonya's house and wipe my eyes.

"What's going on?" She demands.
"Newt's a killer. I hate him," my words are all lies.

She shakes her head and punches me.

"You stupid idiot!" She cries "Newt wouldn't do that and you know it."
"Trust me,he did."
"At least not without a good reason. You know Newt,I can't believe you'd think that of him."
"I don't know what to think Sonya,it's working out for once and it's scary."
"You should learn to love it,not hate it Thomas. Now," she grabs my phone and dials Newt's number,it just goes through to answer phone-

"Hi it's Newt. I'm not on the phone right now,I've ran away. There's no chance of finding me so there's no point leaving me a message. Okay,bye."

My heart snaps as Sonya thrusts the phone into my hands.

"We have to find him.." She mutters as she runs to the car,he rain soaks her.
"He doesn't want to be found Sonya!" I yell.
"Yes he does. He needs us,you more than me. So please,you need to help. You promised him. You promised me!"
"Sonya,I can't love him again."
"Yes you bloody can!"

She grabs my hand and drags me to the car. She starts to drive slowly as I shake my head.

(Newt POV)

I sit there on the train,hands shaking as I look out the window. I didn't have Tommy anymore,what was the point? As we pull up I grab my bag and hold it tight as I watch the tracks. It seemed so simple. These thoughts pollute my mind as I throw my phone onto the road,watching it break into a million pieces just as my heart did,I walk until I find a small youth hostel. I open the door slowly as a man stands there.

"Can.. I need a room.." I whisper as he nods slowly.
"You a runaway?"
"Of course. I need to talk myself out of doing something stupid right now. I need help from someone I don't even have anymore,"

He nods slowly as he takes me into the kitchen. Sitting me down slowly as I look down.

"Do you know what the definition of loneliness is?" He asks me.
"Sadness because one has no friends or company," I reply.
"You're smart?"
I shrug "You could say that."
"So tell me why you ran,"
"My boyfriend hates me for something I didn't mean to do. It's all falling apart and I can't stop it. I have to know everything,how the hell else am I meant to bloody control it?"
"You're not supposed to handle the whole world,just a little."
"Someone tired to kill and hurt me. I need to control that. My life is breaking," I pull off my wedding ring and wipe my eyes "I think it's all about to go wrong,"

"You just need a nice bit of rest," he leads me up to a bedroom,an average size,two beds,with cozy furniture. He leaves me as I lie down,curling up under the fresh sheets.

"This is it," I mutter as the tears stream down my face. At that moment the door opens,I burst up and a boy enters,same age as me with a charming smile and quite dark blonde hair,very attractive. A lot taller and stronger than me.

"You okay little buddy?" His beautiful voice asks. I nod slowly as he leans against the wall,we both eye each other up and down "Well,there's another bed here," he nods to it "That's where I sleep."
"That's okay," I mutter in my thick accent.
"Good," he sits down "What's your name?"
"Newt. What's yours?"
"Theo,Theo Raeken,"
"Nice name."
"Tell me why you're here Newt,"
"I don't want to,you tell me."
"I hated everyone and everything,I had to get away."
"I have no one to love and care for me know either," I whisper,holding in my tears.

"You know," he walks to my bed and sits opposite,stroking down my cheek with his soft hands "Sometimes you'll find that the people closet to you can be the ones holding you back the most. I can help you let them go. Forever,or for just the night,"

His words turn me on as he leans in and nibbles at the skin on my neck,I part my lips and gently roll my head back. His touches are delicate and exactly how I want. I raise my arms so he can pull off my shirt and he does his own with himself,to reveal his broad and toned chest,as I stroke my hands down it he just smiles as he plays with my hair. I let out a gentle moan as he lies me down,it wrap my legs around his waist.

"You're so perfect," I whisper and bite down on my lip as he presses kisses down my chest. I arch my back and pant,closing my eyes as lips attach back to mine,I kiss him as hard as I can,trying to get every other single memory out of my head. I unzip my jeans and kick them off over my shoes as he does he same,I push him down this time and take dominant control,pinning his arms down and kissing him heavily. Bringing him up to my level by the strands of my hair so he moans into my mouth,turning me on even more.

"I want you baby.." He mutters as he grips my hips,sliding my underwear down as I gasp. His eyes open wide as he strokes me gently,picking uo the pace as I fall onto the bed,Theo just smiles as he continues causing me this extreme pleasure. After a very little while I milk out my orgasm as I let out a small scream from the fantastic pleasure of the muscular spasms bursting throughout my body. Theo kisses me gently once more and slides my underwear back on me as he lies us both down in the same bed underneath the sheets,his arms wrap gently around as he rocks me back and forth.

"That was really nice," I whisper and he smiles and nods,kissing me gently.
"I'm glad,"
"I can tell you what happened to me if you want?"
"It's okay if you don't wanna Newt,"
"I do," I take his hands "I can't tell you it all but I hurt someone,self defence and my boyfriend Tommy somehow found out,then he just went against me. He hates me now,and I'm here,"
"I know,but hey," Theo smiles and raises my chin "You've got me. That's what we'll do okay? Protect each other."
"Okay," I smile,kissing his cheek as I fall asleep

~

(Thomas POV)

"It's 3am," I groan "I'm tired!"
"You've had about ten cups of coffee!" Sonya snaps "We have to find him."
"Do we?"
"Do you just not love him anymore or something Tom?"
"I do,I don't want to though,"
"You're an idiot,"
"Sonya I-"

I begin to turn to her but she turns on a My Chemical Romance song,playing it the highest it can go so she can't hear me. I shake my head and slam it off.

"What's wrong with you?" She hisses.
"He's what's wrong with me!" I cry as Sonya stops the car.
"It'll be okay," she chokes out "Tomorrow,maybe-"
"Not not tomorrow I need him now!" I yell "Nothing works without him,none of this! It hurts! Hurts so much,"

I burst into tears as I crash into her arms. She rocks me gently.

"I can't promise you that it'll take a short time to find him,let alone a while. But we will. I promise,I promise Tom."

I smile and nod,wiping my eyes as I curl up. Trying to sleep.

"I can't sleep knowing he could be in pain," I whisper "It's all my fault. I know that now."

Wow it's like 8:40am and I'm going back to sleep. I'll try to update tonight!
But newt has a new bae in this story and it's killing meeeeee