Okay quick disclaimer before I begin the story -

The story can be triggering for some people...So plss skip if you're not comfortable...It's talks about extreme anxiety and depression...

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New day - 

It's 8pm,

Monami was sitting in her same chair and drinking wine with tears streaming down her eyes...She was sooo high that she doesn't even bother to wipe away those tears...💔

She just takes a sip of her wine and looks into the air, absent-mindedly thinking of everything that has happened in such a short span of time...✨

Sometime passed and there was a knock on the door...Yup that's Karan opening the door from his spare keys and coming in...✨

He's just back from the Academy and there she was sitting in the same chair as in the morning when he left, with a glass of wine and a whole bottle at her side looking aimlessly in the air...✨

He sighs and walks to her,

Karan - Monami

She doesn't respond and takes another sip of her wine...✨

Karan - Monamii (He says keeping his hand on her shoulder)

She moves with a jerk and looks up at him...His heart skips a beat everytime he looks at her now...✨

Monami - Umm...Hm..m

Karan sighs and takes her glass away,

Karan - Monami ye kya hai?? Kya haalat banai hui hai

He says and starts cleaning the area around her...She takes her glass back from his hand and he glares at her but she ignores...✨

Karan - Monami bas kardo yaar

Monami - Ka..ran plss

She finishes her glass in one go and picked the bottle yet again to fill up her glass again but Karan snatched it...✨

Monami - Karan Dooo (She almost shouted)

Karan - Nahi de rha...Khana laga rha hu... Pehle khana khalo (Still in a calm voice)

Monami - Mujhe ni bhuk (She said without meeting his eye)

Karan sighed,

Karan - Par khana toh khana hai

Saying this he left with her wine bottle in his hand to the kitchen, while Monami sighed angrily and tapped her foot irritatedly...✨

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Karan arranged the food on the table and calls her,

Karan - Aa jao

Monami - Maine bola mujhe ni bhuk

He sighs and gets her up with support...✨

Karan - Uth jao chup karke

Monami sighs and gets up...He makes her sit at the dinner table and takes the seat next to her, pouring her food...✨

Karan - Khao chalo

She looks at him totally disinterested in food...✨

Karan - Ghuro mat, chup karke khana khao

She rolls her eyes, but he melts...♥️

Karan - Mein khilaadu??

She shooks her head in a No lightly and starts eating slowly...He too sighs and starts eating with her...✨

While having food, he was stealing glances of her...He could see the hurt in her eyes daily and it breaks his heart too...But he has to be strong for her, strong from them...✨

Karan - Umm...Aur du??

She again shooks her head and continues eating silently...✨

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It's 10:30pm,

They were done with dinner and Monami goes back to her couch again...✨

Karan - Fir kyu baith gai ho yaha?? Chalo sone...Subhah academy chalenge

Monami - Mujhe ni jaana

Karan - Par tumne bola tha sirf aaj ni jaogi

Monami - Mera Mann nahi hai

Karan sighs,

Karan - Theek hai, andar toh chalo...Ab kyu baith gai ho yaha??

Monami - Neend ni aai tum so jao

Karan walks upto her calmly,

Karan - Monami kab tak yaar?? Kab tak aise hi karogi??

Monami takes a deep breath and looks down with tears filled in her eyes...💔

Monami - Kar..an plsss (With a cracking voice)

Karan - Monami (With tears in his eyes too)

Monami - Karannn leaveeee me alone... Plssss (She says in a loud voice, rather shouting)

He understands her condition, sighs and take a step back...💔

Karan - Andar aa jaana (in a low voice)

Monami nods without looking at her and he leaves...He goes to his room and tears start falling from his eyes too...While she starts drinking again taking the other bottle out from beneath the couch...💔

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It's 1am,

Karan gets up and goes out, as usual he hasn't slept yet...He walks out and sees monami sleeping on the couch...He walks upto her, looks at the other bottle of wine on the table...He sighs, picks it up and empties the remaining wine in the kitchen's drain angrily...✨

He comes back and looks at Monami sleeping with tears marks on her face...He gently runs his fingers on her face and fixes a strand of her hair...He then slowly picks her up in his arms and takes her into their room...As soon as he puts her down, she weakly opens her eyes and tears fall from her eyes looking at him...✨

Monami - Me..in an..dar...Mujhe bahar jaana hai (She says drunk)

And Karan makes her lie down, covering her in blanket...✨

Karan - Abhi ni...Subhah...So jao abhi

He says while sitting near her and patting her forehead lightly...✨

Monami - Nahiii (With tears flowing down her cheeks)

She tries to get up again but Karan holds her from her arm...✨

Karan - Monami bola naaa nahi...Bas abbb

She tries to free her arm and get up but Karan takes her into his arms and hug her tight...✨

Monami - Cho...dh do Karan 

She was trying to free herself from his hug but he hugs her even tighter, sitting next to her...♥️

Karan - Chodhne ke liye haath ni pakda tha (With moist eyes)

🎶"Haath na chhoote Ranjha ve
    Saath na toote Ranjha ve
    Mainu to bas deedaar tera" 🎶

She tries to free herself from his hug for sometime but eventually she stops trying and surrenders...And he too caresses her hair in his embrace...♥️

Karan - Bas ab Ssshhh

He kisses her forehead and eventually she dozzed off in his arms...✨

TO BE CONTINUED....

So guys, that's it for the first chapter... Btao chalo, how was it?? ♥️ Enjoy ✨