10 more minutes till the bell rings. Then I have to go lingerie shopping with Grace and Jess, my mom is obviously okay with it like usual. I wonder what Grant wanted to talk to me about.

Great my phone is vibrating. It's probably jess.

She says to meet her in front of the school and that she's excited.

I lift my head up from my phone and realized everyone is storming out of class. The bell is really quiet and some people aren't out of their freshman phase.

"Hey Abby!" Someone shouts.
"Hey Grant!"
"Sorry I bothered you while you were busy with Jess."
"No I'm sorry I didn't meet up with you this morning and the fact I didn't say anything."
"I know Abby, you have to say something."
"I don't know why I don't say anything, it's like I freeze in place."
"You're scared of her. Do you even tell her that you don't like it when she does that kind of stuff?"
"No..."
"Exact-"
"Abby!!"
"It's grace, split up. I'll FaceTime you tonight."
"Okay bye."

"Hey Abby! You excited?"
"Yeah, I can't believe Jess said it was ok if I could borrow money."
"It's because we both want you to break out of your shell and stop wearing childish bras!!"

They're not childish, they just aren't from Victoria's Secret...I'm just gonna agree and fake laugh.

"I see jess! Let's go!!"

I almost fall over since Grace drags me over to Jess, I don't know how she has all this energy after a long and boring school day.

"Hey girls!!"
"Hey" Grace and I say in unison.
"So...how are we getting there?" Grace asks as she looks around.
"My boyfriend is giving us a ride."

Oh yes, sorry I forgot to mention...Jess only got invited because she's dating Ryan...he's a senior and he's the best player on varsity. Of course you can see this definitely won't last, he only dates her for her body.

"Oh okay." Grace says as she calms down.

It didn't take long for Ryan to show up in his grey Jetta.

"Come on! No time to waste!"
"Coming!!" Grace says as she quickly runs to the car.

I run to the car just so I get this over with.

"Where are we going?" Ryan says as he starts speeding away to the school.
"The mall, were going shopping!"
"Oh okay what time do you guys want to pick me up?"
"5:30 babe."

It's literally 3. Are you kidding me? I'm gonna be made fun of for buying target bras and wearing what they call granny panties because they are thongs or expensive bras? I'm comfy in them!!

"Anyways babe, are you gonna be at the party?"
"Of course baby."

Of course Ryan has to take his eyes off the road and kiss Jess!!! I hope we die on the way there so I don't have to suffer.

"Alright I'll pick you guys up here at 5:30"
"Okay babe I love you!!"
"Thanks for the ride Ryan" I say as I slam the car door.

"Alright time to show Abby that she's 15 not 80!!" Jess yells as her and Grace drag me to Victoria's Secret.

"Okay come on let's go!"
"Shouldn't we look on that side? It says pink and it looks friendlier.

I see mannequins with thongs and lingerie on and I can already feel the wedgie.

"What about this red one?" Grace says
"Oh my god that would look so cute on you!"
"What about that black one?"
"Yes Abby! That's the spirit!"
"Definitely get the matching bra Abby."

It's funny because I really don't care, it's not my money.

"Go try it on, I want to make sure it fits before I buy it for you."
"Alright"

I shuffle over to the dressing room with my bra, they laughed at me when I picked up a 34b, sorry guys my size isn't the same as yours. I shut the door and take my shirt off and look at myself, is this who I really am? A wannabe popular girl? Who knows who I am. I squeeze on the bra and it doesn't fit. Did my boobs magically grow or something? Because this is odd. I walk out of the dressing room and I grab a 34c.

"You sure that will fit? It's a C cup!" Grace snarls at me.
"Well the 34b didn't fit."
"Maybe try a 36?" Jess says.

Literally the only time jess was being nice and a real friend!

"Okay."

I walk back to the dressing room only to find the 36b was too small and that the 34c actually fit. Finally I can rub something in Graces face! I'm tired of her making fun of me for this!! I walk out of the dressing room.

"The C cup fits."
"Great!" Jess says
"Cool." Grace says as she grabs a 36c.
"Where you going grace?"
"I already picked out my underwear I'm just gonna try on my bra."
"Okay!" Jess says as she turns back to talk to me.

"I thought you were-"
"All bras are different I guess."
"Right."

Grace comes out of the dressing room embarrassed. I don't think it fit, so what? Bra size shouldn't be a competition.

"It doesn't fit." Grace says as she grabs a b cup.
"That's a b cup." I say while shooting a look at her.

Grace just lowers her head and goes to try it on.

"What was that for?" Jess asks.
"She's always picks on me for my bra size and she has to go down a cup so she's embarrassed."
"Oh well if she doesn't wanna get embarrassed she should've gotten an enhancement like me!"

Over the summer she complained how she didn't get a boyfriend in freshman year so she begged her parents to get her implants. Now she's got a senior for a boyfriend. Wish she never did that because she was prettier before.

"Okay guys lets go, it's almost time to leave."
"Oh your right grace! Does it fit?"
"Yeah." Grace says as she's drags her feet to the checkout.

As we leave Grace looks completely miserable. She looks as miserable as the time she got rejected by that guy that moved away last year, I forgot his name but whatever it's in the past.

"Hey guys! How was it?"
"Great babe" Jess says as she enters the car.

On the ride home Grace didn't say a word and Jess gave instructions back to our houses. We pulled up to my house first.

"Bye guys"
"Bye Abby!" Jess says
"Bye." Grace says as she puts her head down.
"Bye! I'll see you on Saturday" Ryan says

I quickly shut the door. I got a bad vibe from Ryan. Not only that, I just wanted to get inside because I have to FaceTime Grant. I pick up my phone and there's a billion snapchats.

"Hey grant"
"Hey! You're home!"
"Yeah I suffered and shopped with Jess and Grace."
"How did that go?"
"Embarrassing."
"Not a shocker."
"Anyways, what did you want to talk about this morning?"
"Nothing, it really was about biology. Do you think we could hang out sometime and study for a bit?"
"Yeah we could at my house."
"When?"
"Maybe after I force myself to vomit at the party I have to go to this Saturday."
*laughs* "what time?"
"Probably 8:45"
"Oh why so early into the party?"
"Because by then they'll forget I'm even there, so maybe I don't have to throw up. But if that's my only way out I may even fake it."
"Good idea, I'll bring my stuff."
"Alright I'm gonna get to bed."
"It's only 6:17!"
"I have to eat and shower"
*laughs* "oh I forgot, I'll see you on Saturday!"
"Bye Grant!"

Gosh I love him so much. I'd pick him over Jess and Grace any day.