Jihoon had made his decision. In a swift motion he bent down again meeting Jimins' member with his lips. He started moving his head downwards, using his tongue to caress Jimin which made him moan and dig his nails into the cusions of the sofa.

Jihoon started moving his head up and down, using his hands to further massage Jimins' member. Jimin was fully lost in the moment. For once he was able to ban the image of Yoongis' face out of his mind and just give in to the pleasure. He felt himself getting closer.

"W-wait.. Jihoon-aah", Jimin huffed. "I don't want to cum already.. w-we still need to..", he stuttered but was unable to finish the sentence as he was interrupted by reaching his high. Bucking his hips upwards Jimin released into Jihoons mouth. He was breathing heavily, looking down slightly confused. Jihoon met his gaze with a smile after he had swallowed.

"A-are we not going to.....?", Jimin asked. Jihoon reached up and tucked a strand of Jimins' hair behind his ear.

"Jiminie, all I want is that you're not hurting anymore. I want you to smile that beautiful smile of yours. But I just know that you will regret.."

Jimin wanted to interrupt but Jihoon shushed him by putting his index finger over his mouth.

"Sshhh.. This has absolutely nothing to do with me not wanting to sleep with you or finding you unattractive.. If you don't believe me you can feel for yourself..", Jihoon whispered. He softly picked up Jimins' hand and placed it above his still clothed member that was forming a very noticable buldge in his pants. "Believe me. I really want you.. I am just trying to do the right thing, okay?"

Jimin had blushed furiously upon feeling Jihoons' errection. He softly nodded after hearing his words, feeling amazed but also excited at the fact that he was the cause of Jihoons' boner.

Jihoon continued: "I will find a way to make you happy.. but this isn't the way.. we will have to think about something concerning Yoongi. But don't worry. You're not alone.  I want to be your light, I want to help you through the darkness."

"Promise?", Jimin asked, putting his pinky finger up expectantly.

"Promise.", Jihoon agreed interlocking their pinkies.

"Now i gotta get rid of that boner.", Jihoon huffed. Jimin licked his lips. "Well I could try..." when he bit his bottom lip Jihoon suddenly grabbed his chin, hovering very close to him. "Do that again and I'll rethink the not-fucking you part", he growled in a low voice.

"o-okay", jimin replied all flustered. He watched as Jihoon got up and left into the direction of the bathroom. In his stomach he felt a fuzzy warm feeling.

He was not alone.

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a/n: i've been severely struggling with my mental health lately which is probably why this story has taken such a turn into an unexpected direction. To be honest I'm not quite sure I like where it's going so I might delete it alltogether but I guess we will see about that...
i hope you are all doing well.. look after yourselves ♡

Even if you feel like you’re all alone
Don’t throw yourself away