a/n: i know how this story will end, it just took me a while to figure out how to get there.. i hope you didn't mind the wait.

also.. thank you so much for 2k!
and happy birthday to the one and only Lee Jihoon. Thanks for making wonderful music for us ♡
(this chapter should have been published on November 22nd.. i failed but couldn't delete this note afterwards.. everyday is jihoon appreciation day even when it's not his birthday 😅🥰)

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I looked up to you
I yearned for you
When I touched you

I feel so nice 

Fall break was over which meant that Jimin had to go back to school.
He now dreaded school for several reasons: for one because the other students just tended to be mean to him. As he was older than them they usually called him stupid for still being in school. But there was another reason he dreaded going back to school after the holidays. Min Yoongi.

To make matters worse Jimin was late to his first class as it was one that Yoongi taught and what he dreaded the most was the moment they would be in a classroom together again.

Jimin didn't know what to do. He knew what he wanted, what he always wanted was to be with Yoongi. But his panic attacks made him feel like a burden and he thought Yoongi wouldn't want anything to do with him after Jimin had had another attack the last time they had been together.

Eventually, he arrived in front of the classroom. He took in a big shaky breath before candidly knocking on the door.

"Come in.", he heard a low voice that made his stomache tighten, from the inside of the classroom.

Keeping his gaze on the floor he entered the room. He looked down the entire time until he had made it to his seat in the back of the classroom.

Yoongi didn't seem to mind one of his students being late. He just went on teaching. As Jimin watched Yoongi in class he noticed something was different to the way he acted and carried himself. Maybe it was the way there was somewhat more light inside his eyes.

*

When the bell finally rang signalling the end of the lesson, Jimin walked out after class as quickly as possible. He really wanted to talk to Yoongi but he felt like he wasn't ready yet. He was heavily debating on what he should do. Eventually he shook his head. He was very serious about wanting to be with Yoongi. So what was he waiting for? He decided to go back and talk to Yoongi about his Relapse. He wanted to assure him that it wasn't his fault and that he would like to try again.

When he got to Yoongis classroom a sense of déjà-vu went through Jimin as he noticed the door was standing slightly open, leaving a crack for Jimin to peak inside.
In the classroom were no other than Jungkook and Yoongi. Jimin was balling his small hands to fists. He wanted to storm inside the room to punch Jeon Jungkook into his gorgeous bunny face but something held him back.

He saw Jungkook take a step towards Yoongi. His hand touching Yoongis' elbow, letting his fingers slowly walk up his upper arm. "...You know we could continue right where we left off at the weekend. This time there'll be no Taehyung to interrupt us..", Jungkook whispered in a sultry tone while biting his lower lip. Jimin felt sick. He turned on his heels and stormed off.

Yoongi meanwhile brushed Jungkooks' hand off him. "I am very sorry if it seems as if I was leading you on, but coming to you last weekend was a mistake. I was not in the right headspace. I know that is shitty to say and as I'm the adult I should act responsibly but I promise it will not happen again. What I told you before is final, there won't happen anything between us anymore."

Jungkook pouted a little but recovered quickly finding back to his smug smile. "So this thing with Jimin is really serious?", he chuckled knowingly.

"How did you... wait.. were you testing me just now?", Yoongi asked surprisedly.

Jungkooks' grin widened: "Maybe..", he admitted.

Yoongis' phone rang. "I need to go.", he stated after throwing a glance at the screen. "This conversation is not over!", he added while rushing out of the classroom.

*

Jimin reached the door and stormed out of the school building. He needed to get as far away as possible from the classroom and what he had just witnessed.

After storming outside he didn't really know where to go so he just walked until he found himself under a tree next to the schools' parkinglot. Jungkooks' words were still ringing through his mind. You know we could continue right where we left off at the weekend. This time there'll be no Taehyung to interrupt us. Slowly Jimin fished his phone out of his pocket and dialled Taehyungs' number. While it was ringing Jimin saw a dark car pull up on the parkinglot. A slender man got out. He was very good looking with his gorgeous smile and lean body. Jimin had the feeling that he knew him from somewhere but he couldn't put a finger on it.

"Hello it's Taetaaae.", it sounded from the other end of the phone interrupting Jimins' staring. "Hey Tae, it's Jimin", he stated the obvious. "We need to talk, do you have time tomorrow?" "Sure?", Taehyung replied worriedly. "I've gotta go, bye.", Jimin replied and hung up.

The good looking guy was still standing on  the parking lot, it seemed like he was waiting for someone. When Yoongi showed up and headed straight over to him Jimin finally put the puzzle pieces together. The guy waiting for Yoongi was none other than former cheerleading captian Jung Hoseok, alias Min Yoongis' first love. Jimin stared at the pair in pure shock. There it was again. This nasty little feeling.
Jeallousy.

He decided to skip the rest of his classes and head home but the whole afternoon he kept thinking about Yoongi and Hoseok, Yoongi and Jungkook, Yoongi and everyone out there and it was eating him up.

The next day Jimin had calmed down a bit but he had also made a decision. He wanted to confront Yoongi about Jungkook and Hoseok.

The door was closed but there were sounds coming through them. In his confusion Jimin opened the door slowly. What he saw made him freeze.
Yoongis' hair was disheveled, his head hung back, lips slightly ajar as small huffs and moans left them. Yoongis' shirt was partially unbottened. His belt and zipper were undone. One of Yoongis hands was working on one of his nipples while he was jerking himself off with the other.

Jimins gaze followed the movement of Yoongis' hand as it was stroking his cock rhytmically. He felt his cheeks flush a deep red.

The next moan made Jimins' pants feel tight. Yoongi bit his lower lip to muffle the sound.
Jimin held his breath "So nice..", he heard a husky whisper leave Yoongis' lips. "I feel so nice, Jimin-aah."

I looked up to you
I yearned for you
When I touched you
I feel so nice 
I feel so nice

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a/n: criiiiinge^^

i knooow this song is about the love to music and he is talking about a piano not a person.. i still used the lyrics differently.. come at me 🤷🏻‍♀️

Those days with you,
those moments are now in memories
I said, I really can’t do any more
Every time I wanted to give up
By my side you said

Bastard you can really do it.