(Janie's pov)

I've talked to Luke basically all last week and all of this week. Through we got cut off a lot by interviews he needed to go or someone randomly walking in to talk. But that settled down a bit to mainly just people walking in because he was finally back in his house.

I know it kind of ruins the reason I left. But I couldn't stay away from Luke forever. And I knew that. But calling wasn't the same as being with him.

"What's that?" I smirked staring next to him.

"What do you think?" He held up more stuffed penguins smiling. "I sorta have a collection."

"You sound proud of that, why?" I joked.

"Jee thanks," Luke fake sighed biting his lip. I couldn't be the only one who found his lip biting completely adorable. Everything about Luke to me was adorable. There wasn't any flaw in him that wasn't perfect. And it drove me a bit crazy, Luke was perfect, yet he loved a hot mess like me.

"Wedding is in two days huh?" I thought, technically for the US its in three days, but I had to fly out there tonight so it'll be late night before his wedding day when I get there.

"Yeah, I actually have to dress nice for it, no ripped jeans allowed," Luke rolled his eyes.

"That's depressing," I mopped.

"I wish you were able to come."

"Me too, but Australia is just too far!" I lied. It was far but Ashton was gonna get me there. I didn't want anyone knowing I'd be there, especially not Luke. It's Ashton's and Blairs day, not mine.

"I wish we didn't live so far from each other," Luke rested his head on his hand.

"That's the price we gotta pay," I didn't even know what I meant but screw it.

"Yeah I guess it is," he nodded, but I could tell he was completely confused. "So about this Josh guy..."

"What about him?" I raised an eyebrow.

"How are you two?" He seemed pained to ask.

"I haven't been in work to see him for two days, so I haven't really seen him?"

"Oh," Luke nodded.

"We are not dating if thats what you're thinking," I nearly laughed.

"You aren't??" Luke looked relieved. I smiled, I still love remembering that Luke isn't over me. Because I am certainly not over him at all.

"I'm not dating for a while," I smirked.

"Me neither," he nodded. "Still not over my last relationship."

"Same," I hope he meant me cause that would be embarrassing if he dated someone after me.

"Yeah," was all he said after staring at me dazed for a bit.

But I'd be lying if I said I wasn't staring back. Retaking in all hid features. His bright blue eyes, his hairs peeking out from under his red snapback, the tiny bit of facial hair sprouting on his chin, his thin bright pink lips, the black piercing sitting on his bottom lip, everything. I always found myself admiring him every few sentences we spoke. Not in a creepy way, I just miss being able to see his face without a screen cutting us in between. Or be able to hug him, and not just having to use a pillow for those cold sleepless nights when I just need a cuddle. I miss standing on my tippy toes to kiss him, feeling like a midget. So I enjoyed just sitting there, while we admire each other, some may find it creepy, but I find it as trying to savor seeing his face because the second I hang up, he's thousands of miles away.

"I miss you," He bit his lip, seeming more upset than he was any other time he said it. "I really just miss you being in my life everyday."

"I miss you too Lukey," I faked a smile. I had to just think of how lucky I was, that this amazing guy, Luke Hemmings, is sitting at his computer everyday. And he wants to be talking to me, he wants me in his life, and he misses me. Sure it's not something I'd think about with just anyone, but I am in love with Luke no matter what, and its a bit strange to think anyone, especially Luke, could feel that for me.

My phone alarm went off and I sighed, I knew I had to leave for the airport soon. But I couldn't say that to Luke, he wasn't aware I'd be there. But I kinda wish I didn't leave, so I could attend Ashton's wedding and not have it be about me.

"Why'd your phone go off?" Luke asked.

"Alarm for work," I lied, it wasn't for work.

"Isnt it like 4pm there?"

"Yeah, I have to get my stuff together for the morning," I explained. Which Luke bought. "So I should go, I'll text you?"

"Sure," Luke smiled.

"Alright bye," I went to hang up but I heard Luke say a quick I love you before I hung up. "I love you too," I whispered although we weren't on the phone anymore and he was thousands of miles away.

Then I had to get my bags into my car, which yes I learned how to drive don't be too shocked. I honestly only had one suitcase cause there wasn't much I needed, I'm a simple girl.

As I began driving I flicked on the radio. Just as a song came on, I swear I heard it before. And I knew right when Luke started singing what it was. Voodoo doll.
It had to of been a fluke or something, this song wasn't released as a single or anything. Was it??

Why didn't Luke tell me they were releasing a new song? Or calum? I've been texting with calum since I left. Even Ashton who is constantly telling us all thats on his mind, didn't tell me shit.

The chorus started playing and I felt the need to pull over. I, for some odd reason, felt disrespected. I pulled over and texted Luke.

To Luke ♥ at 4:32pm:
"Your new single is on the radio?"

I waited for it to end to keep driving. Hearing their music would make my mind wander a little. Especially if the song is called Voodoo Doll.

After a half hour I got to the airport. Walking in to the building I scanned my phone for a text, Luke didn't text me at all. I sighed and continued walking to find the gate. I went through like seven forms of security. Which is always, always, ALWAYS fun.

It was different going on a plane with the boys, they just get right on. They go through one thing for security and then they get on. It was easier to ride with them, and less lonely as well.

"Gate 52B California is boarding in 5 minutes," The lady on the loud speaker said.

I sat by the gate and waited. So because I lived on the East coast of America, I had to fly to California. Then fly to Australia after we dropped people off in California. It was so weird but at least I was getting there. I sighed as I dialed Ashton's number. It rung a few times before he answered.

"Janie!" Ashton nearly yelled into the phone.

"Hey Ash, I'm getting on the plane in 5 minutes," I told him.

"Great! See you then!" Ash went to hang up.

"Wait!" I stopped him. " Can I ask something before I let you go?"

"Of course! Anything!" I could hear his smile by his tone.

"Well, your new single. It's Voodoo doll," I said.

"Yep it is," Ashton confirmed.

"That wasn't the question. My question is, why didn't you guys tell me?" I asked.

"Did it matter?" Ashton sounded confused. Maybe he was right was I exaggerating? No way!

"Kinda, I wanna know what's going on in the 5 Seconds of Summer world!" I explained. A few girls stared at me when I said that.

"I was told it was best not to tell you," Ashton said innocently.

"By who?" I pondered.

"Calum."

"Why??" I almost yelled.

"Because Luke thought you'd get mad at him about the song being released," hhe replied.

"Why would I be mad? It's just a song," I raised an eyebrow but obviously he couldn't see.

"Right," Ashton sounded awkward. "Just a song."

"Ashton?" I got nervous. "What are you hiding?"

"Flight to California then Sydney boarding now at gate 52B" the lady said over the loud speaker.

"I have to go, but you better not be hiding anything," I hung up.

That was weird.

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(Luke's pov)

Text from Janie at 4:32pm :
"Your new single is on the radio?"

Text from Janie at 5:15pm:
"Why didn't you want me to know Voodoo Doll was released???"

Text from Janie at 5:17pm:
"Luke?"

Text from Janie at 5:20pm:
"Lucas! Fucking tell me! Why the secrets? Its just a song but why didn't you want me knowing??"

Text from Janie at 5:25pm:
"I have to turn my phone off now. Please just tell me when I am back?"

Shit. Why'd I release Voodoo Doll of all songs? Janie heard it, which she obviously would. But I didn't expect her to get so upset over me wanting to keep it from her.

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( A / n)

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