(Janie's pov)

"What do you mean he won't talk to me??" I asked confused. My heart pounding out of my chest. Was this what i feared it was??

"He says you two weren't really in love," calum mumbled through the phone.

"B-but..." I didn't have any real words.

"Didn't you want this? For him to realise this," he asked.

"At first but..." I don't know what i wanted truthfully. I just wanted Luke happy. And I guess, I was the only reason he wasn't.

"Buuuut?" Cal tried to rush my thoughts.

"I don't know, I miss him. And, I know I wanted him over me but now that he is-"

"He isn't over you, he is certainly gonna try though, " he interupted.

"-But I just wish that Luke wasn't actually under a spell," I continued. "I can't take my mind off of him and he now realizes that this isnt a love story we have. Just a misunderstanding."

"Maybe you were the one under his spell the whole time," calum suggested.

"Parton?"

"Maybe you are the one who the doll tricked, not Luke, maybe Luke really did like you. Did you ever think of that??" Calum sounded annoyed at this point.

"That doesn't make sense," I pouted. Although calum obviously could not see that.

"Neither does being able to control someone's emotion with a doll you know," calum said. He doesn't know everything. But wow, neither do I, why do I act like I do?

"I have to go," I sighed.

"Okay later alligator!" Calum hung up.

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(Luke's pov)

"Who was that?" I walked into the backroom looking at Calum.

"Janie," he replied. I could tell he was waiting for my reaction.

"Oh... how's she?" I asked. This was killing me. How was I supposed to fake my feelings like this? In such a serious convo too.

"She misses you a lot," Cal sat on the couch as my heart fluttered and broke at the same time.

I knew he was trying to get a reaction from me, she probably didn't miss me. She probably had a boyfriend who was closer to her height, who was flirty and smooth, not clumsy and awkward. He probably was American too, he probably had his first kiss with her in a more romantic place than a closet. He probably is athletic, something I'm not much of. He probably is more attractive too. But there's one thing that I have that he probably will never understand. I am the one who has the unconditional, and limitless love for Janie.

"Maybe you should talk to her soon," Calum teased a bit. He knew I was pretending to not care.

"Okay, fine," i shrugged. Secretly getting a bit excited and nervous.

"I will ask if she wants to skype when she wakes up," Calum nodded.

I hate time zones.

"Should her boyfriend be in the call too?" Michael butt in.

"Can you just shut up?!" I rolled my eyes.

"See Cal? I did get a reaction," michael chuckled grabbing a controller.

"Thanks Mikey," Calum smiled at him thankfully. They already knew I wasn't over her, why mess with me about it?? What did I do to deserve this. "One question though Luke..."

"Yeah?"

"Do you truly believe that there was a Voodoo Doll involved? That it was fake love?" He looked curious.

"I honestly, I don't know what I believe right now," I sighed. "I am just confused."

"So you're normal?" Michael butt in.

"Shut up Michael!" I rolled my eyes.

"Well if you ever want to talk to Janie, she's called me ten times already asking to speak with you," Calum informed me.

"And you didn't give me the phone?!" I groaned.

"You told me you didn't want to talk to her," calum laughed.

"That was before she wanted to talk to me!! Since she does, give me the phone!!! Now!!!" I reached for his phone anxiously.

"She said she can't talk now," Calum put his phone in his pocket.

"But-"

"Luke you obviously are in love with her you dork!" He pointed out.

"Seriously Luke you are so stupid," michael added.

"Whatever, she claims I don't really love her so she is probably right," I sighed as i heard my namebeing called from the other room, of course it was My Mom calling me.

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(Ashton's pov)

The wedding is in two weeks and we still barley got the invitations all out. It was stressful, really stressful.

But when we are back home in Sydney it'll be a lot easier to settle and focus on the wedding stuff.

I actually didn't have a full list of people I was inviting, just family, friends, not many people. No one really famous.

We played our last concert already and we were on our way to the airport. Last time i was at an airport really was when Janie left months ago. I wonder how she's doing, I haven't talked to her in so long. It felt like forever. And almost instantly at that thought my phone rang and Janie's number was on the screen.

"JANIE??" I yelled into the phone.

"Hey Ashy," she said in a very low but emotional voice.

"Oh my god Janie i miss you so much, you haven't replied to any of my texts ever! What happened? How are you??" I asked excitedly.

"I am good, and uhm... sorry, I kinda blocked all your numbers from my phone so I wasn't tempted to talk to you guys. I figured its about time I do talk to you again though," Janie replied.

"Well I guess now is a good time to invite you to the wedding," i asked hopefully.

"Ashton I can't..." she said in a hurt tone.

"It's in two week, one Saturday, I'll pay for your flight here, I'll even pay for you to attend, just please please PLEASE! It won't be perfect unless you are there," i begged.

"Ashton..." She started but paused for a minute.

"Yes?"

"I'll be there..." She sighed. I could tell she wasn't happy, but I knew it wasn't me that was making her upset.

"Really?? YAY!!" I squealed. She laughed.

"You have no idea how badly I miss you Ashy, you really don't."

"Aww I Love You!" I smiled, although she couldn't see me.

"I love you too ash," She replied. I could tell she was smiling too.

Don't think ahead with this I love you exchange. I did love Janie, but not in a way that I love Blair, not anymore at least. And I know that Janie knows that.

"Has Luke said anything about not loving me?" Janie asked randomly.

"No?" I replied confused, "Did you speak to him about something that'd make you think that?"

"No he hasnt wanted to speak with me when i finally did call..."

"He probably is just being weird, he is Luke after all," i shrugged although she couldn't see me. "When we get to the hotel want me to tell him to call you?"

"I guess, if he wants to," Janie said, "I guess I'll let you be on your way then?"

"Yeah, sure, see you in two weeks," My smile becamw bigger, Janie is actually gonna be at my wedding.

"Please don't tell anyone about me being at your wedding, I don't want it to be my day, it's yours. I'm gonna try to blend in and not let anyone notice me," Janie confirmed.

"If that's what you want," I nodded, "bye."

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( Luke's pov)

Getting all my stuff in one bag to bring into the hotel was annoying. Especially with underwear, at this point i didn't know which pairs were mine and which ones were anyone else's. Basically if i saw any clean underwear laying around, I'd wear them.

We haven't been in a hotel for a while, we all got pretty used to staying in a bus for the past 9 months. So we absorbed a comfort to the bunks and moving bus. So staying in a bed, like, a real bed, was going to be both refreshing and weird.

I finished stuffing random clothes in my bag and zipped it up ready to get off this bus and go to a hotel for the night, one right by the airport we are taking tomorrow.

"Hey Luke Hemmings!!" Ashton yelled picking up his bag as well as mine.

"Why'd you say my full name?" I asked with free hands.

"I don't know, cause I did?" Ashton answered cheerfully. Even with stress Ashton was happy. Maybe that's why Janie loved him so much. "Janie wants to skype you when we get to the hotel."

We walked off the bus when he pulled up behind the hotel. We walked in through the backdoor since there were about three hundred of fans waiting outside the main exit for us. Although we would love to meet them all, but we had a lot to bring in and didn't want anything stolen.

"She wants to video chat??" I got a little excited, I missed talking to her, seeing her face. I missed everything about her. And i wish i knew if she really loved me or not. Cause I knew i loved her. I may be gulable but I was definitely not under any spell or anything. Why else would Janie use that excuse? Cause she doesn't love me, it's obvious.

"Yeah," Ashton nodded. Michael and Jay followed us into the elevator up to our room while Calum helped My Mom with a few bags. And i think Blair was with Calum and my Mom. I wasn't sure.

I waited until we got out of the elevator to continue talking. The elevator music helped me think. I mostly thought about Janie, but my mind wandered to ashton, he wasn't saying a word about the wedding. His full attention was on my thoughts, my life. I liked that about Ashton, he was always so caring towards others, he never made himself the main topic unless you allowed him. But if he knew I wanted to talk about something, he would talk about that and ignore his own life until I'm done. That's a good quality to have, many people talk about themselves in any conversation that comes up.

Ashton and I went into our room, Michael followed Jay to her room. Girls went in one room, boys in another. I was glad about this cause I didn't want to be scarred by people's actions.

"Ready?" Ashton smiled at me. I excitedly pulled out my laptop and stared at it, fear suddenly flashed into me. What if Janie was just calling so she can show off her new boyfriend or something?? "Luke?"

"Oh uhm..." I opened my laptop and went onto skype, nervously clicking her name. Everytime it rung, I grew more nervous. But I wasn't as nervous when it was ringing, compared to when she answered.

I couldn't speak, but she didn't speak either.

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(A/n)

I know this chapter wasn't that focused on one pov, but there's a reason behind that.

Anwho, i am so excited about this story. I love writing it so much and I can't wait to write the ending.

Now... i was a bit sad about zayn so i didnt want to update, but i decided i will.

Qotd: Opinion on Hey Violet? Yay or nay??

Anywho... again sorry for any errors, i am not perfect.

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