twelve

— 3rd

tae opens his eyes to an unfamiliar room.
feeling weight on his waist, tae looks up.
he blushes as soon as the memories of last night flood into his brain.

"good morning baby." yoongi places a kiss on forehead.

tae goes red and hides his face into yoongi's chest.
the younger heard the deep laughter of yoongi.
his heart flutters happily at the amazing sound.

"breakfast is ready!" jin's voice echoes throughout the dorm.

tae whines into yoongi's chest, not wanting to leave warmth.
from his new boyfriend.
yoongi strokes tae's soft hair and places another kiss onto his hairline.

not long after, the couple gets out of bed.
yoongi helps tae up and leans in for a kiss.
the younger cups yoongi's face to stop him as a confused expression came his way.

"morning breath." tae giggles.

yoongi chuckles. "i don't care."

as soon as those words escape his lips, he smashes his lips to tae's.
moving in beautiful sync, the kiss was sweet and full of love.
wrapping his arms around tae's waist, yoongi pulls him closer to his chest but his slim waist.
tae plays with yoongi's soft ivory hair.

"tae? yoongi? come on!" jin shouts.

tae pulls away blushing as yoongi chuckles.

"let's go baby." yoongi gently takes tae's hand and leads him out the door.

tae let's out a soft sigh.
he still can't believe that yoongi was his boyfriend and that he had slept in his room.
the younger can't believe that he had kissed yoongi.

settling down at the dining table, all eyes were on the duo.
tae, feeling quite uncomfortable, starts fiddling with his fingers.
yoongi, who was beside Tae, notices this and immediately places his hand on Tae's.

a soft pink paints itself over tae's cheeks.
warmth hugging his entire body.
butterflies excitedly flying.

"tae? how was the date?" jin asks sweetly.

tae blushes even more.
clearing his throat, he opens his mouth to speak but no words came out.

"hyung? how was it?" jeongguk smirks and wiggles his eyebrows.

tae giggles softly as the blush on his face deepens.
his fingers intertwine with yoongi's.

"i-it w-went g-good." tae curses himself for stuttering.

the entire table fills with laughter as those words escape tae's lips.

"i take it was amazing but the way you're stuttering." jimin chuckles.

tae looks down and nods slightly.
squeals emit from jimin, jin and hoseok.

tae flinches as the loud noise brought him back to his past.
his horrible horrible past where his so called dad would shout at him.
his so called dad would silence tae.

tae quickly puts on a fake smile to cover his pain.
to cover his broken self.
hiding behind his perfect facade.

staring at his food, tae pokes his egg.
the yolk of the egg pops and the bright yellow liquid flows out.

'freedom' the word goes though tae's mind.

reluctantly cutting a piece of bacon, tae stuffs it into his mouth.
his stomach churns in happiness of receiving food.
while his mind screams at him for consuming food.

tae, feeling overwhelmed with emotions, sucks it up and eats his breakfast.
with negative thoughts flooding into his mind, tae cringed at the taste of food.

quickly finishing, the grey haired male puts down his fork and knife and gulls down some water.

'fat free, carb free, perfect' tae's words describing water.

"excuse me." tae stands and pecks yoongi's cheek with a bright pink face.

wobbling slightly, tae walks into his room and grabs a towel.
hopping into the bathroom and locking the door, tears flood out of his eyes.

tae grabs onto his hair and tugs at it.
the deafening screams in his mind.
the voices in his head.
just everything was killing him.

pulling the poor younger down the depression hole.
chained to a heavy iron ball, tae is weighed down.

tears already staining his face, tae picks up the blade.
holding it onto his wrist, he presses it.
a deep line, paints itself into tae's pale wrist.

crimson liquid flows out onto his shirt.
more ugly cuts were drawn.
what a creative painter.

his wrist is the canvas.
his blade is the brush.
and his mind is the inspiration.

finally, the voices stop.
tae washes the blade and places it back into it's hiding.
taking out the weighing scale, tae takes a stand.

55kg.

tae grimaces at the amount of fat his body had.
feeling disgusted with himself, he kneels in front of the toilet bowl.
immediately shoving 2 fingers down his throat, bile and his digested food come up.
puking it out, salty tears mix with it.

flushing it down, tae steps into the shower.
the grey head slides down the sides and cries.
the voices screaming at him.

* * * * *

coming out of the bathroom, tae quickly changes into something comfortable as today is the day off.

slipping into yoongi's oversized sweatshirt that were way too big for his body, his body thanks him for the warmth.
some simple shorts and comfy knee length socks to pair with it.

tae steps out of his room and into the living room.
seeing the rest of the boys having a lovely conversation.
having a couch all to himself, tae silently sits beside yoongi.

yoongi's lips curve into a beautiful gummy smile once he sees his adorable boyfriend.
grabbing him by the waist, yoongi pulls tae in between his legs that were on the couch.

tae gasps and turns red at the sudden affection.
the boys chuckle at the adorable behavior of the duo.

tae's mind screaming at him to let go.
his cuts begging him to add more.

he'll leave you

such a burden

nobody want you

"looks like yoongi hyung love you so much tae. that's his favorite sweatshirt." namjoon chuckles.

tae looks at yoongi face and smiles softly.
yoongi smiles back and steals a kiss from the young male.
lifting his finger to touch his lips, tae blushes.

laughter erupts from the boys.
they continue their conversation.
yoongi's veiny arms wrapped around tae's slim waist.

his fingers interlocked with each other on tae's too flat of a tummy.
tae played with the older's long fingers.

giggling to himself, tae feels his insides fall asleep.
blinking back the sleep, tae fights hard to stay awake.
but no luck, his eyes close and he falls into a peaceful slumber.


yoongi smiles at his baby asleep.
so ethereal, yet so adorable.
now it's yoongi's turn to play with tae's adorably slender fingers.

tae hums and turns around.
snuggling his face into yoongi's chest, a smile makes it way onto tae's face.

all attention was on tae when they heard him whimper.






"n-no. p-please s-stop." tae whimpers.


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hey guys!
thank you so much for 2k.
i can't thank you enough.
this book was always on my mind but i wasn't sure to publish it or not.
because some parts are me fighting with my inner demons.
some scenes tae plays are actually me doing it.
but who cares, thank you so much for reading!
i hope you enjoyed this chapter!
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