— 3rd

yoongi wakes up in a start as he feels terrible shaking from his right.
looking towards the source of the movement, he gasps once he sees his boyfriend.

shivering violently under the blanket.
tears running down his eyes rapidly.
and soft whimpering escapes his pink lips.

yoongi engulfs his baby in his arms.
spreading warmth and love to the poor grey head.
the younger relaxes a little and nuzzles his nose into the crook of yoongi's neck.
the older latter smiles and places a soft kiss on tae's temple.

yoongi sighs softly wondering what is going on in his baby's mind.
feeling his eyes drooping, he closes them for good.
bring tae closer to his chest, he rubs his back softly.

* * * * *

tae flutters his eyes open as the blinding light enters the room.
the air was still, the atmosphere was deafening.
he looks to his left and sees an empty spot, the latter frowns lot liking the thought of being alone.

groggily, he gets out of bed and enters the shower.
to his surprise, the voices were quiet.
too quiet and that was a huge surprise for the younger.
he has never experienced quietness in his mind before.

as he steps out of the shower, he studies the cuts on his wrist.
a lopsided smile carves itself onto his lips.
amazed by the cuts, he feels the urge to do more, to abuse his wrist even more.
the blade calling to him, tae goes back into the bathroom.

he closes the door softly and slides down, leaning against the door.
getting out the blade hidden in the corner, he brushes his pointer finger over the blade.
tracing the sharp edge of the blade, he smiles.

he presses it into his skin, pressing down hard.
dark, crimson liquid flows out of the ugly cut.
tae looks at the cut closely, touching the blood.
he adds more cuts, to satisfy his urge.

finally done, he quickly washes the blood off.
the water hugging his wrist, he hisses.
wrapping his wrist sloppily with medical tape, he changes into his sweatshirt and some shorts.

* * * * *

he goes out of his room and into the living room.
spotting his boyfriend on the couch, asleep.
tae giggles softly and walks over, settling down beside the latter.

he curls up beside yoongi.
his sweatshirt sleeve rubbing up against his cuts, emitting hisses out of tae.
not noticing, his cuts start to bleed and soak up the tape.

tae falls asleep beside yoongi, with his hand hanging off the couch.
unfortunately for him, his sweatshirt sleeve was pulled up there showing off his blood soaked medical tape.

the boys walk into the living room after showering, all settling down on the couches.
they coo softly at the couple who was sleeping soundly beside each other.

"g-guys." jimin stutters as he points at tae's bloody wrist dangling from the couch.

droplets of blood leak out of the soaked bandage, pooling on the floor.
everyone gasps in shock, waking up yoongi.
he rubs his eyes and looks around and finds out that everyone was staring at his baby who was beside him.

"what's wrong guys?" yoongi asks, his voice raspy from the small nap.

"t-that." hoseok whispers and points to tae's wrist.

yoongi looks over and covers his mouth in shock.
he studies his baby not believing what he's seeing.
his head spinning and working out ways to say that this is not true.

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hey guys!
i feel suicidal now.
i wanna poke and cut myself, i really wanna cry :)
i'm so sorry for not updating.
i actually had this in my draft but i never finished it :/
sorry guys.
thank you so much for reading!
check out my other books pleaseee.
kay bye my angels ~ ❤️