hello everyone.

it's not your author.
this is actually the author's friend.

so, your author, ally, hasn't been feeling too well and is kinda shutting everyone out.

she's even shut me out right after telling me what to do with her account and snapchat.

me, seeing her in real life, all sad and reserved
hurts me to the core, and i feel so helpless.

as you all know, she has been scaring her wrists and is just suffering with voices which is so utterly painful to watch.

i want to help, but she wouldn't allow me in.
she didn't even attend school today ):

so, just a warning that ally will not be active and updating stories for a while.

i really hope you guys wouldn't be mad at her.
on behalf of her, sorry for the inconvenience.

[edit] :
hey lovelies.
it's me, your author, ally.

i just saw this 'chapter' and i sincerely apologise for not updating.
i just haven't been feeling like myself lately and wanted to get out and just get some alone time to think.

but clearly it hasn't worked.
my mind is still hazy and i'm afraid, i'm afraid to open up and to be myself again.

i'll do my best to start writing again.
please forgive me for all these things.
thank you so much for your patience.
i truly apologise for all this.

so um, just know that i will be back writing again, that's a promise.

i love you guys so much.
thank you for everything. ❤️

- ally -

[edit #2]
hey my beautiful angels!
thank you so so much for your kind words.

i'm not gonna reply to any of your comments on this chapter, idk why xD
but i just wanted to add something to thank you guys for your support and for not hating me as i go through this.

so thank you, thank you so much.

i know updates have been a little slow, okay wait, VERY slow lately and i'm so sorry.
i've been very busy so whenever i have free time, i always write and write and write.

i do have a few draft chapters here but they're all incomplete )):
i just don't know how to continue them.
but don't worry, i will update soon.

anyways, thank you so much!
i love you guys lots.
byee~ ❤️