This is a kind of serious chapter, but not as well. :/
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Ok, so this happens for many weeks.

I've been getting constant nightmare, and remember most of them.
Like Last night, I dream about someone in a hospital getting their hands stab by the doctor like 5 times and they scream in pain. It was terrifying, then the hospital trap everyone inside and I can see everyone getting stab. All around was shriek, scream, and cries for help. :(

I can Lucid Dreaming... if you don't know what that mean, it means I can control my dream. I can make anyone appears, buy anything I want, I can even fly. :3

So 2 days ago, I was in a dream and I know that I'm in a dream. So I realized I can control my dream. :D

But then I realized it was a FUCKING NIGHTMARE!!! ;~;
I got chase by this serial killers, and he choked me and stab me in the stomach.
The bad thing about Lucid Dream is that.
When you get nightmare, if you don't act fast enough like me... The pain feel real, it feel like someone is actually choking you and stabbing you to death.
I feel physical pain and it hurts really bad.
God, I feel like I could get a mental shutdown from these Lucid BULLSHIT!!!

I got burned and it feels so real.... ;^;

The worst part Is I CANT ESCAPE OR RUN AWAY FROM ANY OF THIS!!!!

Then I got dreams where I killed myself by hanging, pills, knife and y'know all those crap.

Another dream where my family got killed in a car accident. I cried in my dream and real life.

I also get hallucinations a lot, but it doesn't scare me.
I get paralyzed a lot as well, like I woke up but my body can't.

Let me tell you this, it's not fun when you get paralyzed. You can't scream for help, you can't move a single finger. The only thing you can do is stare into the ceiling and try to move.
It's like getting trap in your own body.

So I get these dream like almost everyday... To the point where I go to sleep at 5:00 AM.
Messing up my sleeping pattern...

Another Dream!
This is a happy one but it happens like years ago...
So I watched Paper Planes for the first time, and I hate that ending... SO MUCH THAT I DREAM ABOUT IT.
It's also my only Vocaloid dream. :')

I burned down that stupid ass camp, save everyone. Get rid of Rin's sickness, and watch Rin and Len cried as they hugged each other and walk off to the sunset hand in hand. IT WAS THE BEST DREAM I HAVE EVER HAD!!!

I was flying while eating Pizza,  watching them being all lovey-dovey.😚😚😚😚

They kissed each other on the cheeks.
Before they can kiss each other on the lips, MY ALARM CLOCK RUIN IT ALL!!!!!

GODDAMNIT!!!!!! Why?!
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Sorry I got off topic there... Anyway, I need to stop having nightmare, is there anyway I can stop?

I mean my daily energy is getting drained. I feel like a grumpy old man.
O light is the perfect songs for this chapter... A nightmare you can't escape from.

Yeah that's all Bye!