Who is this?

The apparition in my dreams,
The mysterious knight appearing in my mind every night,
Silver coated in moonlight?

I close my eyes and he is there,
Reliable, melancholic, infallible,
A person incapable of betrayal,
Just like me.

Yes, I'll tell you in your face if you want to hear it, just ask!
It was you who betrayed me, who threw away my love, my trust,
Who trudged upon my feelings,
Transformed my tears into dust!

Indeed, I have no more tears to cry,
All because of you, you sly...

Wait! Wait until I tear my trembling hand from my lips so I can scream,
Shout that... He is me!
This ghostly apparition in my dream,
Is what you reduced me into.

A skeleton wrapped in armour protecting its broken heart,
In the crumbling shrine of our marriage,
Hidden in ruins that can bury me any time,
With the faithful dog to warm my bed at nights,
When you do the job for the other woman.