Anushka PoV

I saw the clock it was 11 o clock Virat will be coming soon I just hope they won this match my body is still sore not ready for another beating session. I wanted to see the score but I did it last time and things did t went well.

The door suddenly opens and a very angry Virat just come and grabbed my neck and ask
"Did you watch the match?"

"No I s sweaar Virat I dii nt" I said with a lot of difficulty

He slapped and I fell he shouted "then how did we lost?"

I held his legs and pleaded "Virat I swear I didn't see the match"

"You are just a bad luck ever since you have come to my life it sucks" he said and pushed me

"Prepare my food useless" he said

I nodded and went to the kitchen. I am a professional dietician so I know what meal to prepare for him so I made exactly that, it was done so I went to call him.

"Virat the food is ready" I said

"Hmm" he said

We had a dinner peacefully. I ate after him and washed the plates and after cleaning the kitchen I went up, it was dark.

"I couldn't score runs in the match today so what if I play one more night match with you" Virat said

"Virat I am really sore from last night pls not today" I said

I felt a huge force on me and I fell down.

"How many times how many fucking times will I tell you don't deny me ever. Why do you create so trouble for yourself I ll make sure this night match continue till morning" he said and picked me up and threw me in the bed.

What followed was the most painful experience. He raped me again this is the fourth time in this week . Is it my fault that he lost? Is it my fault that he didn't score run? Virat was so good before after marriage he Changed he completely changed. With his captaincy and international fame his responsibilities increased and so his anger and I became her punch bag. I know he ll say sorry in the morning and I ll forgive him this bullshit is going from the entire year .

It's an abusive relationship where we also love each other, it's not possible for me to live without him or with him. I am confused what to do? Tomorrow is our anniversary.

I saw the time it s 6 already. With a lot of difficulty I woke up. I saw myself in the mirror I can't believe it's me, my entire body was covered with hickey red rashes stained blood slap mark my eyes had dark shadows beneath it my lips were red with blood he is not a human he is an animal.

I quickly bath and prepare the breakfast.

"Why did you left the bed and what is this why are you so covered up I don't like clothes on your body" Virat said

"Virat have your breakfast" I said

"Hmm what if I eat you" he said

"It's morning " I said

"So what come on in my bed in 5 mins" he said

"Veer pls not now" I said

He dangerously came towards me while I move back until my back touched the wall. I looked down while his cold rough hand touched my pale cheeks he held it roughly and force me to look up . I saw his eyes it was full of rage and anger. I should t have denied him.

"You know I don't like to hear no don't you" he asked in a calm dangerous voice.

I nodded

"THEN FUCKING WHY YOU ALWAYS RESIST ME TODAY LET ME FUCK THIS RESISTANCE OUT OF YOU" he shouted at a high pitch.

I flinched at his tone before I could say anything he pulled me on his arms and started moving towards the room.

"Veer pls ..s lis tten to me" I slutter

He looked at me and the tightly smacked my ass.

"Ahh" I screamed out of the pain. I am sure there must be red marks all over my ass.

He threw me on the bed and start undressing himself taking this opportunity I tried to move out of the bed but he grabbed my elbow and pushed me on the bed hurriedly. He hoovered upon me and said

"I ll fuck so hard that you won't be able to sit for days" and without warning he slammed his crock inside me.

My vagina tears ripped and it pained. He went deep inside and the walls inside start tearing and bleeding. I was in a pool of pain. Nothing stopped this monster. He went to my most sensitive point and just in this air of pain where there was slight hope of pleasure he came outside making it more painful again without warning he went inside and come and then when I was about to have my share of pleasure he went out.

I was sexually frustrated as well. Why can't he pleasure me satisfy me as well ? Am I his play toy?

He did this for 4 time and was about to go that I held his hand and said

"Pls let me come and give me the pleasure you use to before"

You may judge me for doing so but I can't help my body needs it I didn't had an orgasm since past one month I want to feel that desire once more.

"Sure after all its our anniversary this is my anniversary gift to you" he said

"You remember?" I asked

"How can I forget I know I act bad with you but you know how I am I can't control my anger but despite my flaws you stay with me you tolerate my anger my beating my hate so can't I love you back as well" he said and kissed me

That kiss was just pure love it was just happiness. The way he roamed his touché on my mouth just claiming it to be his. This feeling of pleasure felt so foreign to me he kissed after three month how much did my mouth missed his sweet lips .

He trailed butterfly kissed all over my body in all my soft spots. We made love this time just pure love I came thrice. I was in this pool of pleasure when he can give me that why does he punishes me?

I am stuck in this relationship where I love him that much that I can't leave him, yes it's an abusive relationship but it's not that easy to understand. At one point I want to hug him while other I want to kick him out.

"Let's have a bath" he said

I nodded after a steamy hot bath session we changed our dress. We were having our breakfast that I said

"I have planned something for our anniversary if you are free we can go?" I asked

"I am all yours for today Mam" he said

I giggled and said "okay so be ready and meet me at 5 in this address I ll prepare the lunch and go"

"But what are you planning?" I asked

"It's a surprise husband" I said and went away.

It's presently six, and Virat have still not come. I have prepared a small tent where we ll have a picnic and then a candle light dinner followed by a night boat ride. Where will he come.

"I am some I was late" he said

"It's okay come let's have some fun" I said

We had a great time together we ate the tasty food then did horse riding did a little bit of walking then had our boat riding. All this while we talked about random things and just had fun.

"So what was the surprise?" He asked

"You ll get to know very soon but before that go to the room and change" I said

"Change?" He asked

"Yes all is set you just go to the cottage and I ll bring the surprise soon now pls go no question" I said

"Okay Mam" he said and pecked my lips.

I went and changed into a red off shoulder dress and left my hair open with minimal make up Virat hates make up.

Virat was looking extremely hot in his black suit.

We went to the candle light dinner like a gentleman he pulled a chair for me and then sat on his place.

"Let's have food first then surprise" I said

"U are making me angry now spit up" he said

"Sabar ka fal meetha hota hain patidev" I said

Before he could say anything food came we ate the food silently. To make up his mood I took the cake and sat on his lap.

"Open your mouth husband" I said

He chuckled and I feeded him the desert after that I said

"Finally time for the surprise excited?"

"Very say it fast" he said

I took a deep breath and looked in his eyes. I took his hand and placed it on my stomach he looked confused

"You ate a lot and now you have stomach ache?" He said

"Fool you are pregnant I mean I am pregnant actually we are pregnant and you are going to be a dad we ll have a mini human soon" I said excitedly

I looked at him for response his face was blank.

"Are you you not ha ppy " I asked worriedly

He didn't say anything his silence was killing me.

"Veer pls say something veer" I said and shook him

He looked at me suddenly and said

"Abort the Child"

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