It's honestly been a rough couple of days. My friend here on wattpad unadded me and has muted me. For what reason, I'm not sure of. I don't know what I did and I just want to know what I did wrong and learn from my mistake and fix myself. I messaged her on my old account to hopefully maybe sort things out. She's a dear friend of mine and we had a few fun chains going on and we were super excited for them and had planned out in advance and everything.

I feel awful. I'm not sure what I did wrong. I hate to make anyone upset.

I feel like there's been a lot of misunderstanding people on social media the last while and misinterpretation especially with views and beliefs. Especially with politics right now. I had the same thing happen with my friend a while ago when we were trying to fix our friendship. And the same thing happened today.

There was some misunderstanding on someone's board and things got heated. I think things are pretty okay now but I had no idea anything was wrong before I went to play animal crossing with my brother and come back to see those messages.

Wattpad is such a different place now. I have so many feelings.

I just want everything to be okay and want everything to be worked out. With absolutely everything. With my friend, with social media and this wicked world we're living in.

Like first there's everything with the police brutality and colored people losing their lives to police officers and then in a few days there's the rumored raid of people going to be harassing and harming lgbtq people and I just can't believe it.

2020 has been absolutely insane and right now I don't even know what our world is. I mostly imagine myself in a bubble where I'm not apart of the horrible things going on and I'm apart of the good things. People shouldn't have to keep getting hurt and there needs to be a change. A big change. The world is falling apart :/