If anyone cares at all, whatsoever

Idk if I am leaving or not.

But right now I'm feeling like I want to leave.

I don't feel like any of my friends care anymore of that I'm even friends with those friends anymore.

I don't really know.

Right now they feel like strangers to me.

My life on wattpad is dead no compared to how it used to be. There used to be so many people who'd talk to me and rp with me.

I'd want that again and I've tried having that again but it doesn't happen.

I feel annoying. I've probably ruined my relationships with people just because I wanted someone to love me, and pay attention to me, and just role play with me. There's so many role plays I love and I just want to continue to build that.

Earlier this year, I wanted to kill myself. I wanted to cut myself. And writing fucking saved my life. Role playing with you people fucking saved my life and now half of those people that saved my life, I feel like you just ignore me. And it hurts. It's shit.

This app is so unhealthy. It tears you down, eats you up, and kills you.

Thanks to those of you that have shown you still care. There's still a few chains I enjoy and am doing.

I just... right now, I feel no purpose of staying. Or trying anymore.

Some of you people make me angry, and upset, and depressed.

And I just wished people cared more.