First time
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„Relax." Yoongi warned Jimin, watching the boy clench around two of his fingers. Jimin let out an annoyed whine, before sucking in air when Yoongi moved his fingers a bit. "That's not as easy as you make it sound."

Jimin was on his knees and hands, his head dropped on the pillow his hands clawed into every movement Yoongi made. Maybe Jimin should have worked himself open, before doing this but he never really felt the urge to. While he had tried fingering himself before once he'd soon lost interest. The thought of a dick going up his ass was quite the turn on. His own fingers, not so much.

"Jimin." Yoongi sighed when the boy clenched around his fingers again. "Don't try to push me out. I won't do anything without your permission but stop tensing."

"I'm sorry." The boy took a deep breath closing his eyes and trying to relax his body. Yoongi's fingers inside of him felt weird. Like he had to go to the toilet.

"Tell me about your week. What did you do?" Yoongi asked very slowly moving his fingers deeper inside. Jimin did his best to focus on the question instead of Yoongi's hands.

"I..." He hesitated for a second thinking about what was worth mentioning. "...I did some homework with Hobi and we went to the..." He faltered when Yoongi curled up his fingers, before forcing himself to continue speaking. "... library to get some stuff done and we ended up being kicked out because we were watching videos and laughing loudly the whole time."

"What did you watch?" Yoongi carefully added another finger.

"Some YouTube video... fuck." The boy groaned, flinching away. Trying to get him to relax again, Yoongi patted his back. "You're doing great. We're almost done."

Using his free hand, he pulled Jimin up into a better position again, his other hand still carefully working Jimin open. "Just a bit longer."

Jimin let out a soft whimper closing his eyes and relaxing his body again.

"So pretty..." Yoongi cooed slowly running his hand over Jimin's round ass before slowly inching towards his crotch. "Want me to touch you again?" His voice was soft. Very slowly he ghosted his hand over Jimin's length.

The boy moaned moving his hip in a circular motion trying to get some more friction but Yoongi simply moved along. "Yooongi." Jimin's voice wasn't much more than a whine.

"Yeah?" Yoongi teased, running his finger over Jimin's slit. Jimin sucked in some air at the contact, before holding his breath waiting for Yoongi to do something else but he didn't, instead just holding his hand in place.

"Please." Jimin begged.

"What please?" Yoongi moved the fingers of the hand that was prepping Jimin, sending sparks of pleasure through Jimin's body. For the first time Yoongi's fingers inside of him felt somewhat good. Jimin silently hoped that Yoongi would repeat the movement but of course he didn't.

"Please touch me." Jimin almost sobbed. God dammit. This was his first time and he had not signed up for this teasing even though there was no way he was gonna complain. It was just a lot to take all at once.

"If that's you want." Yoongi said softly, before wrapping his hand around Jimin's dick and giving it a couple of experimental strokes. Jimin's tip was leaking precum and Jimin couldn't help but feel like something was missing.

He wanted to feel more body contact. Not just Yoongi's hands...

"Yoongi... can we continue?" He pushed himself up to his elbows before turning around to look at Yoongi.

The older looked at where Jimin was wrapped around his fingers, biting his lip. He wasn't sure whether it was enough. It was Jimin's first time and they should probably take their time with the preparation but he also was aware that waiting was like hell for Jimin.

"If it hurts too much we'll go back to preparing okay?" Yoongi suggested, pulling his fingers out of Jimin and wiping them with a tissue. Jimin nodded sitting up. Now having nothing inside of him felt pretty weird. Somehow sadly empty.

"How are we going to do this?" He asked, watching as Yoongi grabbed the condom and tore the edge of it with his teeth, before rolling it up around his dick. Jimin watched silently staring at Yoongi's dick. He still wasn't sure how the hell that was supposed to fit in him if he barely managed three fingers by Yoongi.

"I'd suggest you riding me, because you have more control." Yoongi offered.

Jimin instantly shook his head. "No way." He hesitated for a second. "Ah fuck it I can't embarrass myself any further anyways at this point... I want you to lead me through it... just be careful."

Yoongi sighed pulling Jimin into a kiss, before looking him deep in the eye. "You sure? When you're on top you can control the speed and everything well. It might be more painful with me on top because I don't have such high levels of control." Yoongi explained running his hand over Jimin's small but strong waist.

"I'm sure. I trust you." Jimin stated, looking pretty confident in his answer. Yoongi groaned. "Thanks. Now you're putting the pressure on me. How reassuring."

Jimin giggled connecting his and Yoongi's lips, his hand on the older's cheeks and pulling him down with him, which meant now Yoongi was leaning between Jimin's legs their lips still connected and chest to chest.

"Missionary?" Yoongi asked when he took a second to catch his breath, pointing at their bodies that were pressed against each other.

Jimin nodded, his cheeks a bit red. "I want to see your face."

"Okay." Yoongi whispered, before pecking Jimin's nose. "Wrap your legs around my hips."

A bit hesitant Jimin did as he was told, his arms wandering to Yoongi's shoulders as he glanced down. There Yoongi's dick was. Not that far away from Jimin's ass. Jimin could feel his heart picking up in speed. They were going to do this.

"Relax." Yoongi's voice was a bit rough as he leant down and started placing kisses all over his neck starting right underneath his ear before slowly dropping down towards his collarbones. Jimin felt a shiver run down his back.

Jimin took a deep breath closing his eyes. "Thanks for doing this for me."

He could feel the vibration from Yoongi chuckling on top of him. "You're acting like I'm not doing this for me too." He moved a bit back and pecked Jimin's lips. "Thank you for letting me be the one to take your virginity."

Jimin smiled, when Yoongi leant down connecting their lips in a warm slow kiss, before lining up the tip of his dick with Jimin's entrance. The grip Jimin had around Yoongi's shoulders tightened ever so slightly, but he forced himself to keep his body relaxed.

Yoongi's thumb brushed soothingly over Jimin's cheek, while slowly pushing his tip past Jimin's rim. It stung a lot but it was rather bearable in comparison to the pain Jimin had expected.

It was amazing how good Yoongi was at multitasking. He was still kissing Jimin, one of his hands brushing over Jimin's cheek, the other holding his dick in place, to stop it from simply slipping out again but also from accidently going to deep.

Instead of moving in deeper like Jimin had somewhat expected Yoongi pulled out again, a somewhat relieving but at the same time pretty empty feeling, before slowly pushing in again. The second time actually was a lot less painful than the first had been. It still stung. It still felt weird, but the pain was alright.

"You okay?" Yoongi asked quickly glancing down at where his dick disappeared inside of Jimin.

Jimin nodded. "Yeah." While also looking down.

Just like ninety percent of Yoongi's dick still had to go inside of him. Yay.

Yoongi looked back up at him before grinning a bit cheekily. "You're surprisingly well adjusted for a virgin."

Rolling his eyes Jimin hit Yoongi's shoulder softly. "Say that once your whole dick is inside of me."

Yoongi chuckled before pecking Jimin's lips again and sitting up after enjoying the view. Jimin wrapped perfectly around his tip, unconsciously clenching every couple of seconds. He reached his hands out and wrapped it around Jimin's dick that was leaking precum onto his stomach from his pinkish tip. "I swear you're literally what any guy could wish for." Yoongi stated, giving Jimin's dicks a couple of lazy strokes before running his hands over Jimin's muscular thighs. Everything about the boy was so masculine in a feminine beautiful way.

"You're literally everything I could wish for." Jimin joked looking down at Yoongi's body. The older wasn't as muscular as he was but there were the slight outlines of abs, and a firm chest. At least in Jimin's eyes Yoongi was a lot more attractive than he himself was.

Jimin didn't even feel the pain he had felt the second Yoongi had entered him anymore. Instead there was a pleasant feeling of fullness, although Yoongi still hadn't moved in any further. It probably would hurt again once he did but for now it felt pretty good. More than he would have hoped for for his first time.

Honestly Jimin had expected it to be painful, awkward and embarrassing. So far only one of those three was somewhat true and by far not to the extend Jimin had worried about.

"You think you're ready to continue?" Yoongi asked softly, running his thumb over the area between Jimin's balls and rim. It sent a shiver down Jimin's spine. He hadn't even been aware how fucking sensitive that area was.

"Yeah I wanna continue." Jimin forced himself to say even though he wished he could simply stay in the position for the next hour.

Yoongi nodded his gaze still fixed on Jimin who was wrapped around him. His thumb brushed over Jimin's rim sending small sparks over Jimin's body, before very slowly pushing deeper. Jimin whined at the feeling. It hurt again. Not as badly as before but it certainly wasn't the most pleasant feeling. When Jimin felt like he wouldn't be able to take it any more Yoongi pulled back going back into the area Jimin had already gotten used to. The tension disappeared Jimin had to admit that the friction felt somewhat good.

Instead of coming to a rest like he had before Yoongi pushed back deeper just to pull out again. Jimin was sure Yoongi wasn't going deeper than maybe half his dick but it hurt and Jimin admittedly didn't quite feel like he'd be able to take Yoongi going any deeper.

For some reason he had expected the worst part to be pushing past his rim, but honestly that's something Yoongi's hands had prepared him for. He was already loosened up and prepared around that area but now Yoongi was going into areas Yoongi's fingers hadn't reached before and it hurt a lot more.

Jimin was glad that Yoongi was taking his time, slowly and shallowly thrusting, never going to deep giving Jimin enough time to adjust. It even felt good. It also hurt of course but it actually did feel quite good too.

Jimin could watch small droplets of sweat gathering in Yoongi's collarbones and the area where their bodies met felt damp and sticky, but for some reason Jimin liked that feeling. So this was what sex felt like.

Or more like that's how someone who had sex with you looked like. Hair sticking to their forehead, abs flexing with every movement and that concentrated look on Yoongi's face. Although Jimin was sure that was mainly due to the fact that he was trying really hard to ease Jimin into this whole thing instead of simply forcing his dick in which probably would have worked. It just also would have hurt like a bitch.

It was a bit weird. Honestly they didn't have the kind of atmosphere Jimin had expected sex to have. Something hasty, uncontrolled. Simply acting on instincts. Mind foggy and hazed with need.

Instead Jimin's head felt pretty clear. Maybe it was because Yoongi was being this careful with him, but Jimin enjoyed it nevertheless. He got a chance to watch how fucking great Yoongi looked naked. Gosh it so made sense that he sold his body for money. Jimin would have paid if that meant he'd get to see Yoongi again after this.

"Roll over." Yoongi ordered pulling out and holding the condom in place.

Jimin instantly did, rolling onto his stomach. Whatever Yoongi was planning. He was in.

Yoongi climbed on top of him, placing his knees on either side of Jimin, before spreading Jimin's ass cheeks, easily slipping his index finger in. "Look at how well you've stretched." Yoongi added another finger angling them in a certain way and massaging Jimin's walls softly. After how much Yoongi's dick had stretched him that certainly felt pretty damn relaxing and nice. Jimin sighed, closing his eyes and entirely concentrating on the feeling of Yoongi's fingers.

When Yoongi reached a certain spot, Jimin almost flinched. It felt amazing. The feeling went straight to his dick, that got even harder than it had been before. "Look what I found." Yoongi teased and Jimin could practically hear the grin in his words, as he started circling the area, turning Jimin into a moaning mess. The boy hid his face in the pillow to muffle the sounds but Yoongi didn't let him, grabbing the pillow and tossing it to the end of the bed.

Jimin let out a whine that halfway turned into a moan. Jimin had had no idea there actually was a spot up there that felt this good. He'd always believe the whole prostate thing to be myth, like it was with woman.

Yoongi pulled his fingers out again and Jimin whimpered at the sudden feeling of emptiness. Now that he had gotten used to feeling full, it felt so wrong for it to no longer be that way. It didn't last for long though.

Yoongi lined his dick with Jimin's entry up again, slowly pushing in. The first half actually felt pretty good now. Very slowly not to hurt Jimin Yoongi bottomed out this time, pushing in until his stomach was pressed against Jimin's ass.

There he froze in place, before leaning down and placing pecks all over Jimin's neck. Jimin did his best not to clench because he knew that would just make everything a lot more painful. Yoongi's weight against him was oddly reassuring. Jimin felt save and protected there, sandwiched between the mattress and Yoongi.

"Such a good boy... you're doing amazing." Yoongi muttered against his earlobe and Jimin felt a shiver run down his spine. He could feel the mattress underneath him get wet with the precum he was leaking.

Jimin let out a shuddering breath when Yoongi sucked a light mark to his neck. The tension in his body was slowly fading away just like the pain. It was pretty endurable at this point. "There..." Yoongi maneuvered them a bit so both of them were lying on their side, Yoongi's upper body still pressed against Jimin's back and dick still inside of Jimin.

One of his hands lead Jimin to face his direction where he connected their lips in a warm kiss, before slowly beginning to move his hips. Jimin sighed into the kiss. It didn't hurt. At least not enough to be worth mentioning. Instead the feeling of Yoongi's skin softly slapping against his own was amazing. Yoongi's dick brushing his walls and even the sweet spot Yoongi had so easily seeked out before.

The hand that wasn't placed around Jimin's head wrapped around Jimin's leaking member very slowly stroking it, at the same pace he was moving in and out of Jimin. The boy moaned into the kiss, one of his hands going up to Yoongi's face and pulling him in even closer.

Yoongi grinned breaking the kiss for a second. "Fuck... I swear you have no right to feel insecure over anything you're doing." He chuckled before connecting their lips again in an a bit hastier, sloppier kiss but Jimin enjoyed it quite a lot.

Yoongi started moving his hips at a quicker pace, the thrusts getting a bit heavier, moving deeper than he had before but it felt good. Jimin felt him brush his sweet spot every few seconds and every time he did it send sparks directly to his dick.

Jimin felt a familiar feeling built up in his stomach. "Yoongi... I'll cum." He muttered into the kiss and Yoongi simply started stroking him a bit quicker, angling his hips a bit differently and suddenly hitting Jimin's sweet spot with every thrust. Jimin turned back to the front not feeling like he would be able to continue kissing Yoongi with the amount of stimulation he was already receiving.

Yoongi pushed Jimin's hair to the side and started kissing the boy all over his neck. Jimin let out an almost tortured moan, his whole body shaking as his orgasm crashed into him. He watched his stomach tense and relax a couple of times, small spurts of cum landing on the fabric of the blanket they were lying on. Jimin had never experienced that type of orgasm. He had never felt like his whole body was burning. Usually his orgasms where somewhat dick centric if that made sense.

Yoongi slowed down a bit in order not to overstimulate Jimin. It was his first time after all and the boy did deserve somewhat of a special treatment. When every tension finally left Jimin and the boy dropped his head onto the mattress again, Yoongi slowly patted the boy's side. "How do you feel?"

Jimin giggled still a bit high from his orgasm. "Fucked out... in a good way."

Yoongi smiled, pecking his back. "Should I pull out?"

The younger shook his head. "You can go on... just slow please." He warned.

Yoongi nodded burying his face in Jimin's neck and covering it in small affectionate pecks, while moving his hips slow but rhythmic.

Since he was going pretty slow it took him good ten minutes to cum, but Jimin didn't seem bothered simply enjoying his after orgasm bliss state and still feeling so full. It was pretty nice. Especially now that Jimin had come there was almost no pain.

Yoongi pulled out and knotted the used condom, throwing it into the bin that stood right next to the bed, before wrapping around Jimin's form. Jimin felt weirdly tired now that the whole thing was over.

"Is it okay if I stay?"

"Of course." Yoongi reassured, pushing some of the bangs out of Jimin's face. "Aftercare you know."

Jimin nodded, admittedly no idea what Yoongi meant, but simply enjoying the warmth of the bed and Yoongi's body. "This is nice."

"It is." The last thing Jimin remembered before falling asleep was Yoongi's soft smile and warmth right next to him.

A/N

So this part actually wasn't in the original so I hope you enjoyed it<3

At least I had a lot of fun writing this!

Also if you haven't yet check out my story Rich kid

It's slowburn unlike this fanfiction but in opinion by far my best work to this day❤

Now get ready for the emotional smutty rollarcoaster this story is going to be~