First kiss

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A surprised yelp left Jimin's mouth, when he was roughly pushed him against the wall, just careful enough for it not to hurt. They had entered Suga's apartment just moments ago and now Suga was trapping Jimin between his body and the wall, quickly closing the distance between lips, kissing Jimin deeply, but somehow without pressing too much against his mouth.

Jimin who taken aback by Suga's sudden change in demander tried to react by copying the way Suga was kissing him only to have their teeth clash together a bunch of times. Well aware this wasn't going to work this way, although he was used to an a lot faster pace, Suga stopped himself. For now, he would have to push the fact that he was pretty horny right now aside and slow down a bit. If he didn't he'd probably make Jimin feel bad again. And that was the last thing he wanted. Even if it was a bit hard on him. Jimin's flushed pinkish cheeks and red plump lips made it quite hard to resist.

"Try not to push forward while kissing. And concentrate on my lips for the most part. Take them in-between yours, suck on them, bite down –carefully- on them. Whatever you feel like, but try not to push yourself into my direction." Suga ordered a bit out of breath-

Jimin nodded staring at him with wide eyes and flushed cheeks. He looked taken aback but at the same time obviously turned on at least to some extend.

"Good... I will kiss you again." Suga warned before leaning in once again to place his lips on Jimin's, this time in an calmer manner.

Jimin focused on doing what Suga had told him to do, playing with the older's lower lip before hesitantly sucking them into his mouth and although he still ended up bumping teeth with Suga a couple of times, he felt a lot better with what he was doing. Kissing felt a lot better without messing up every two seconds. Unconsciously his arms wrapped around the older man's neck, pulling him in and holding him even closer.

He let out a throaty whined when Suga parted from him, only to place another short kiss on Jimin's plump lips before talking once again. "You are doing well..." He smiled, brushing his thumb over Jimin's lip.

Jimin couldn't help thinking about just how much experience Suga must have and how there probably hundreds of guys that had made him feel a lot better than Jimin would ever be able to. And now Jimin's skills stood in comparison to those guys. Jimin's face fell.

"Is something wrong?" Suga furrowed his eyebrows in a worried manner, when he noticed Jimin's sad features.

"I don't really think this is a good idea after all. I just feel bad knowing that I... I don't know..." Jimin sounded frustrated. "You've had way better."

Suga let out a sigh before taking Jimin's hand and leading him into his bedroom, where he made him sit on his bed before taking place next to him.

"Listen... I'm okay with you not wanting to sleep with me. I'm not gonna pressure you into this, but if that's the reason I can guarantee you that you can hold up with almost everyone I sleep with. Yeah you are not really used to these type of things, but you're extremely hot and I enjoy spending time with you. Also you're still learning. No one is perfect right from the start and you're holding up pretty well so far. So even if you don't seem to have realized this so far, I'm really enjoying this. A lot more than I might be if someone who was a god in bed was here right now. Character beats sex skills by worlds. Also..." Suga started dramatically, reaching his hand out and grinning widely. "I really like the thought of being your first~"

Jimin could feel himself relaxing a bit at Suga's words. He still was somehow scared of doing a bad job, but that gave him a healthy push of motivation. He wanted to leave behind a good impression. His old self confidence coming back, he moved closer to Suga a small grin on his lips.

"So you think I will be able to make you feel good?" Jimin asked not really as a question but more of a teasing manner.

Suga's lips crinkled upwards as he smirked at Jimin the exact same way the boy was looking at him. "You'll have to try lover boy~"

Their lips connected once again, this time in an alot more heated manner than the first time, but still controlled enough for it not to end up being like their first kiss, when entering the apartment. Yoongi pushed Jimin onto the bed burying the boy's body under his own.

Jimin still had a lot to learn, but for some reason Yoongi really enjoyed kissing him. Maybe it was the faint scent of cologne Jimin was wearing or the fact that Jimin both seemed confident and unsure at the same time. It might have also been the sweet aftertaste of the ice cream they had eaten just minutes prior.

Without really thinking about it Yoongi used a bit of tongue, feeling the other tense up underneath him. Since he didn't want to disconnect them and interrupt the kiss by doing so, Suga soothingly ruffled through Jimin's hair. Jimin's body shoulder relaxed again, his hands hesitantly going up to Suga's sides.

By now Suga had gotten a pretty good picture of what the main problem was that led to him officially 'sucking' at kissing and others. He was way to tense. He probably put a lot of pressure on himself, because he wanted to exceed everyone's expectations and that's what probably stopped him from actually doing a great job.

His problem wasn't exactly rare though. Performance anxiety was pretty common and Suga was sure he could get the boy to relax a bit.

"Jimin?" They broke apart, both of them panting heavily as they made eye contact.

"Yeah?"

"I usually don't tell anyone about this but the guys I'm intending on keeping around for some time so take this whatever way you want but my real name is Yoongi."

Jimin's face morphed into confusion. Why had Yoongi told him right now? Still he couldn't help, but feel a bit more confident. Yoongi way planning on seeing him again, even after they had kissed. That was certainly an upgrade from how it had been so far.

"Uhm... could I like try to..." Jimin's eyes wandered down to Yoongi's crotch that was barely hidden underneath the tight fabric of his skinny jeans. He really wanted to make the older feel good and show him that he was capable of doing so. "Only if you want..."

Yoongi smiled. "Yeah sure."

"Wow I didn't know I was this awkward... I'm not really sure how to unclothe you." Jimin admitted, making Yoongi laugh.

"We could do it especially sexy. You'll just have to use your teeth." Yoongi joked, glancing down at his pants before wiggling his eyes teasingly.

"Yeah sure. I bet that would be super-hot."

"It sounds like a bad joke, but there have been people suggesting this type of stuff while serious." Yoongi explained an amused smile on his lips. Jimin laughed at the thought of the look on Yoongi's face after hearing that request.

"There are people seriously thinking of that kind of stuff as sexy?"

"Of course it is sexy!" Yoongi exclaimed enthusiastically, happy at the fact that Jimin seemed a lot more relaxed now.

"Let's see your dick young man. I shall undress you with my teeth." Jimin said in a fake deep voice moving towards Yoongi like he was planning on actually doing so.

"Take me... with your teeth my master." Yoongi said with fake hooded eyes and half moaning, while leaning back and resting the back of his hand against his forehead.

They both burst into a fit of giggles, making it hard to breath.

"What is that even?" Jimin choked out, not really sure what type of situation they had even acted out just now.

"I have no idea." Yoongi chuckled before sitting up straighter again.

"Wanna try now?" He asked, a smile still present on his face.

"Yeah..." Jimin nodded, his smile fading.

"You know... no expectations. Try not to view me as someone, that will see you failing, but instead view me as a chance to experiment around. I will just straight up tell you what feels good and what doesn't. Okay? So just feel free to play around." Yoongi suggested reaching his hand out and rubbing Jimin's cheek.

Once again Jimin nodded a soft sigh leaving his mouth.

"Haaaah I'm nervous..." Jimin complained, before leaning down and opening the button of Yoongi's jeans his gaze locked on the fabric of Yoongi's jean, showing off a clearly visible bulge.

"So you actually are looking forward to getting a blowjob from me?" Jimin chuckled a bit awkwardly and Yoongi laughed.

"I'm a pretty easy person you know, although it might not seem like it."

Although the situation still was kind of weird, Jimin really enjoyed every second of it by now. Somehow Yoongi actually managed to reduce the pressure, that Jimin naturally built up around the topic of sex.

For the first time Jimin actually felt enthusiastic about this kind of stuff with someone.     

A/N

Damn I'm still in love with this story although there is literally like one person reading this XD