[99] - Inconvenient

Yeah should've published like yesterday, I'm sorry. Just stressed and not having much motivation oof

Summary: logan aggressively gushing over virgil??

Warnings: none

(Based off of a tumblr post I can't find but you'll all recognize)

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Generally, the feeling of being watched made Virgil uneasy. Turning around and seeing one of the other sides marching towards him with an expression one could only describe as upset did not make him feel any less worried.

It took about half a second for him to think of ten possible reasons why Logan could be angry at him, and even if not all of them made the most sense he was still scared of what Logan seemed to be so angry about.

"You! I need to speak to you!" Logan said, and Virgil felt himself pale a bit, hopefully not visibly. Logan stalked up to him and Virgil leaned his back against a wall, trying to look like he was not at all anxious.

"What do you want, Lo?" He said, as casually as he could manage. Logan's eyes narrowed and he gave Virgil a seemingly suspicious look before speaking up again.

"The crush I've had on you for the past several months has become incredibly inconvenient to me!" Logan said sharply, a frown on his face and arms tightly crossed over his chest as he glared at Virgil.

Virgil just stood there staring at Logan for maybe twenty seconds, slowly comprehending what he had just been told. He had about one million thoughts in his head and no functioning voice at that moment and he opened his mouth only to close it again.

"What?" He finally said, it was the best he could come up with for now.

"You heard me." Logan said with a deep sigh. He unfolded his arms, straightened his tie and pursed his lips. Before Virgil could say anything else Logan spoke again.

"I have really done all I could think of to get rid of these feelings, but nothing seems to work and not even Patton could assist me with this problem and I had assumed that if anyone could be of any help it would be him. But all he would tell me was that he could not help me and that his only advice was for me to tell you all that I feel." Logan said, rolling his eyes during the last part to really show how silly he found all of this. Virgil still didn't know what to say, his feelings were a mix between amusement and horror.

"I cannot in any way understand why talking to you about all these ridiculous feelings will help me, but it is the only option I have left next to ignoring what you make me feel. Sadly Patton informed me that that is not a healthy way to cope with feelings, so I had to do this his way or I would never hear the end of it, which I probably won't anyway, now that Patton is aware of my ability to feel feelings. So, here I am, telling you I've gone and developed a damn crush on you." Logan rambled, barely pausing enough to breathe.

"Before you ask, no I have not mistaken myself. It is quite clear, even to me, that what I feel for you is of a romantic nature. I don't know how it happened, but for some reason whenever you look at me I get this strange urge to smile. I get flustered if you smile at me, or touch me. Last week when your hand brushed against mine and I nearly choked on my tea? This is hazardous." Virgil actually did remember Logan beginning to cough into his tea when walking past him.

"I hate it. These constant butterflies! I did not consent to that. Not to mention how hard I find it to get my work done when thoughts of you invade every part of my mind no matter what I am occupied with at the moment. I just cannot seem to get over how sometimes when you look at me you seem so happy, it makes your eyes shine which in turn makes my heart do this strange fluttering thing." Logan said and Virgil bit back a smile.

"There! Exactly like that." Logan said, pink dusting his cheeks and Virgil wasn't sure if it was because of how worked up Logan was or if it was because of himself. Maybe both. Virgil smirked at that, only a little, and Logan seemed to actually have to look away.

"It is highly illogical that something as simple as our eyes meeting, your laugh, or even just the sound of your voice would cause me to feel a sudden surge of these feelings. You make me flustered and as the embodiment of logic I should not be affected by you in these ways. Flustered! You make me blush." Logan said in distaste, as if him blushing was a horrible concept. Virgil could not agree less, Logan was cute when he was flustered.

"This is really not helping in any way to rid me of these feelings, my heart has never been beating quicker. I do not at all understand why Patton would recommend me this. Useless advice..." Logan pushed his glasses up, glaring around the hallway as if he expected to find Patton watching him and laughing.

Virgil was beginning to think that maybe he should shut Logan up just so that he got a chance to speak too, so he did the only thing that he could think of.

He leant in and kissed Logan, right on his lips just as he had began muttering something about how this was all unfair.

It was only a quick kiss, a peck against his lips, but it was enough to make Logan freeze as if someone had hit the pause button, and when Virgil took a step back and leaned against the wall behind him Logan seemed to be just as speechless as Virgil had been a few minutes ago as Logan had started his ramble. Virgil patiently waited for him to say anything, silently wondering if Logan would be angry over what he had done. Clearly he wasn't all too happy about his feelings.

Logan cleared his throat, blinking several times as if he was trying to decide how to feel about what had just happened.

"I had not ...expected you to do that." He said quietly, stating what Virgil had found very obvious. He was no longer loud or sounding irritated, now Logan's voice had quieted considerably and he was using a much softer tone of voice.

"And what had you expected?" Virgil dared ask, not sure why he was asking or what he wanted to hear. Logan was quiet for another few seconds, probably not fully knowing the answer to that question himself.

"I am not entirely sure. Anything but that, I suppose. I had deduced that a rejection would be the most likely outcome... Are you rejecting me?" Logan said, seemingly unsure in which direction this all was going. Virgil bit his lower lip not to laugh at Logan since that might offend him.

"You really have to ask? Well, I sure am not rejecting you. I don't normally kiss people I have no interest in." Virgil said, tilting his head a little and observing Logan, trying to understand what was going on in his head.

"I don't really know what to do in this situation. I had only prepared myself for you rejecting me, and then that would be that and I would maybe get over these feelings quicker if I knew they were not returned." Logan said, and Virgil shrugged.

"Sorry for ruining that for you." Virgil replied.

"...This really did not help me rid of my feelings for you." Logan mumbled, scratching his arm. Virgil laughed at him, trying to cover it up with a cough but not really succeeding.

"What's so funny?" Logan asked.

"You do realize that Patton's advice was not for getting rid of your feelings, but most likely to set us up?" He said, and Logan's eyes widened just a tiny bit, but Virgil noticed it anyway.

"Oh. Oh, of course..." Logan said, closing his eyes and sighing. "That does make more sense."

He reopened his eyes, looking right at Virgil. "Forgive me if this is a stupid question but I never expected to get this far, if I have a... a crush on you, and you are not rejecting me, what do we do next?"

Virgil supposed that was a good question, after all he did not actually know how to respond to that question. It is not like he had expected Logan to ever return his feelings, he hadn't even tried to find out. Now that it was apparent that Logan, for some strange reason, did like him back Virgil was unsure if how to proceed.

"I, uh, guess we go on dates and stuff like that and try to find out if we want to be in an actual relationship?" Virgil said hesitantly, already knowing that he would have no problem with being Logan's boyfriend but not wanting to make such a suggestion. It was safer to let Logan ask, it made Virgil less anxious.

"That sounds agreeable. Would tomorrow at six be a suitable time for a meal, just the two of us?" Logan asked. Virgil nodded, hopefully not too eagerly.

"Perfect." Logan said, and then the two of them stood there staring at each other for three seconds before Logan smiled adorably and turned around and left, leaving Virgil still having a hard time comprehending everything that had just happened.

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Written: 25th, 26th & 27th February 2019
Published: 25th March 2019
Words: 1683

Uhhh not entirely sure what this is but okay lol

Hhhh I have the oral part of the national tests in english tomorrow and yeah that's probably gonna go fine, lol I'm not worried,

but the swedish oral national tests I have on wednesday??? I don't even wanna admit how many times I've already cried over that lmao

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