SEXUAL/RÀPE CONTENT

-Caterina-

Uni was alright as usual.

I came home and plopped myself on the couch, groaning. I was the only family member in the house. My mother went to go pick up my siblings as she usually would and my father was at work, luckily. It was just me and the staff.

I went into the kitchen and greeted Anna, a cleaner. She was an old with short grey hair and a wrinkly face but she was beautiful.

I often complimented her whenever I saw her. "Uni?" She asked. I groaned as she chuckled, "enjoy it while it lasts, dear," I raised an eyebrow. "Why does every adult say that?" She wiped the counters before saying, "because it's true. Things get harder as you grow."

I nodded and she left the room.

I sighed, licking my lips eating some crisps as the door opened. I turned to see my father and he rolled his eyes at me, staring at me in disgust.

"It's no wonder you're getting so fat," he muttered and I looked down at my body before saying to him, "actually, I think it's the other way around." He glared at me and I stared at him challengingly.

He then grabbed an apple and threw it at me. I caught it, my eyebrow arching a little.

"That might do you some good," he said, gesturing towards the apple and I scowled a little before he took a pear and left the room.

I put the apple down and changed it for crisps. I wasn't fat, I was actually quite slim. I was short, with thick thighs and calves but I wasn't fat. Just curvy.

I tossed the empty crisps packet in the bin before leaving the kitchen.

I went into the living room and read a book. I was halfway through when I heard the front doors opening and Max and Elena's voice.

I smiled a little, closing my thick book and walking out the lounge to see them.

They were with Benny, a maid here. She smiled at me before leaving and I looked at my siblings. "Where's mom?" I asked and Max shrugged as Elena replied, "she's working today so Benny picked us up."

I nodded, a little disappointed. "So tell me," I said with a smile as we walked into the living room. "How was school?"

Elena smiled, "really good. I got an award for spelling!"

I hugged her a little, "that's great, Lena. You should be proud. What about you, Maxie?"

He groaned at the nickname and I chuckled. "Max, Cat, Max."

I chuckled again as he gave me a playful look. "Not much happened today actually. It was just a normal school day."

I nodded before asking, "how's Teresa?"

He rolled his eyes, "she's not my type."

"Your type?" I asked with a chuckle and he groaned again, "yeah."
"Okay, well. .theres plenty more fish in the sea - or birds in the sky, or-"

"Cat," Max groaned and I laughed, tickling him a little. "Sorry but it's my job to make you feel embarrassed," I told him as he laughed.

The doorbell rang and I heard someone go and get it. I turned to my younger siblings. "You guys should get changed," I told them and they groaned before obeying me and going upstairs, to their rooms to change out of their uniform.

I walked into the corridor and Lea, a maid came to me and said, "ma'am, there's someone at the door for you." I smiled, "thanks." I walked over to the door and opened it to see Ben, a guy from uni.

I smiled, "hey, Ben, what's up?" We had spoken a few times before and he was a little shy but really nice.

"Not much," he said with a smile before saying, "you left this." He handed me my planner that I seemed to have misplaced.

I smiled, "thanks, I didn't even realise it was gone!" He chuckled softly and I smiled kindly. "Wanna come in?" I asked and he shook his head slowly, "no thank you. I actually wanted to ask you something."

My eyebrow arched up a little and I smiled, "yeah?"

"Cat, I don't know what it is but whenever I'm around you, I feel like I've known you forever." My breath hitched a little as I tried not to look at him in too much surprise. "I really like you, Cat," he told me, his eyes gazing into mine. "Would you like to go on a date with me sometime?"

"Uhbu. ." I licked my lips, "sorry. I don't know why I did that." I chuckled a little before smiling and nodding, "yeah, sure."

He smiled widely, "so, can you do next week?" I nodded, handing him my phone with the contact app ready. "Text me." He typed his number in and I did the same with his phone before I gave him back his, and he gave me my phone back.

I smiled, "thanks, Ben. I'll see you." He said goodbye before I closed the door and exhaled.

I saw Ben as more of a friend and I thought he saw me as a friend too but I guessed not.

I sighed, shoving my phone in my pocket.

One of the double front doors opened and my mother came in with her Versace bag in her hand and her sunglasses on.

She took them off, shutting the door and flicking her hair over her shoulder before noticing me and smiling. "Hey, Cat. How was uni?" I shrugged a little with a smile, "fine, thanks. How was work?"

"Alright," she told me brightly before my dad came.

He kissed my mother's cheek and she smiled, her eyes sparkling.

He turned to me, his usual hard face on. "There a guests coming tonight. I expect you to be ready in an hour."

An hour?

I nodded, glancing between them before turning and going into my room to change.

I changed into a formal red maxi dress that stopped at my knee. It was plain but expensive. I added some makeup on and some jewellery before slipping on some black heels. I tied my hair up into a neat bun before going out my room to see Max and Elena coming out of theirs too.

Elena looked like a princess and she looked so beautiful. Max looked so different. He was in a suit compared to his usual jeans. But he still looked handsome.

I smiled, "Come on, let's go, Prince and princess."

We walked down and into the parlour where the guests would usually be.

This time, it was business men, from my father's work. My mother was standing beside my father with a drink in her hand. She looked beautiful and gorgeous.

The guests were sitting on the expensive sofa talking with my parents.

I opened the door slowly and put on that usual small smile.

"Ah, gentlemen, these are my three children. Max, Elena and Caterina."

Each of the men came up to us and shook our hands, some also told us that we looked fantastic and of course, we thanked them politely.

Our father gave us a look meaning, 'you can go now'. We bid goodbye and left the room.

It was dinner time and I went downstairs to see Max and Elena with my parents and the men from my father's work in the corridor. They all had their coats on.

My father looked at me, "Caterina, dear-"

Wow, how fake. .

"-we're going out for dinner. Perhaps you can stay home and study some more?"

I tried my hardest not to scowl or roll my eyes. I nodded before saying goodbye and going upstairs.

In a way, I was happy. I really didn't want to listen to their boring conversations.

I smiled, closing my door and getting changed. I would be home alone!

I took off everything I was wearing and went into the shower where I spent time in the steaming hot water, relaxing.

I then went out around fifteen minutes later. I dried myself and wrapped a towel around me. I then brushed my teeth.

I took off my shower cap, my hair going to my shoulders before going into my room, only to gasp.

There was a man - one of the men from my father's work. He was by my dresser, holding a family picture of mine from years ago.

He looked at me, "sorry. I was trying to find the bathroom and I just - sorry."

"No," I replied, awkwardly. "It's okay. The bathrooms next door actually."

He was tall with brown eyes and brown hair. Not much to him. He looked around thirty or so. I wasn't too sure.

I bit my lip and he stared at the photo. "You seem happy here." My eyes slowly went to the picture. I chuckled a little, "yeah, it was a fun day."

He nodded slowly, his eyes going to me. "So, you go to university?" I nodded, feeling awkward. Why was he still here? It didn't help that I was in a towel.

"Yeah. ." I told him and he came closer. "You're very beautiful, just like your mother." My breath hitched and my heart pounded against my chest. "Thank you. ."

He brushed a few strands of my hair away from my face. "Just like Mariah. ."

"M-Mariah?" I asked before he placed his hands on my hips. "Please stop. The bathrooms next door," I told him, moving his hands away.

He then placed his hands on my cheeks and pulled me so he could kiss me. He crashed his lips onto mine and I pulled away, only to be grabbed again and kissed.

I pulled away, one hand holding my towel, the other rising to hit him, only for my wrist to be grabbed. He gave a sinister look. "Don't try to fight it."

His hand went for my towel and I gasped, moving away, only for my back to hit the wall. "Get out!" I yelled.

He chuckled, coming over to me. He grabbed me and I screamed, kicking and thrashing around as he threw me onto my bed, pinning me down.

I then realised what was happening - going to happen to me. I screamed, fighting as much as I could but I couldn't. He had a strong grip on me and I could barely move.

"Stop!" I screamed as he laughed, "no one is here. There's no point screaming or fighting. Come on, baby." He turned me over so I was laying on my stomach. I screamed, panic running through me.

This is not happening to me right now, is it?

I shrieked, "get off! Please!" He tore off my towel and I screamed, his dirty hands roaming my body.

I heard his zip and the rattle of his belt. My eyes widened, "no, please! Please don't! Let go of me!" I screamed loudly, tears streaming down my cheeks. No. This couldn't be happening.

"Let me go!" I screamed, sobbing loudly. He pushed my head into the pillow and my screams were muffled. No one was in the house so no one could hear me. No one could help me. I was all alone.

I was a virgin. Never once had sex. Why did it have to be this way?

I felt something sharp in me and I screamed, "no." He slapped me, "shut up, bitch." I cried loudly, wailing as he moved himself into me.

I froze, shivering and crying. I couldn't move. There was no point fighting. He pushed my body down, beginning to move in me backwards and forwards and it hurt like hell.

I was crying, "please stop. Please. ." I didn't feel pleasure. I didn't feel happiness. All I felt was pain. Horrible pain in me and I feel as though I was going to vomit.

"Please. ."

"Don't. ."

I closed my eyes and more tears spilled out. I was shivering uncontrollably and I couldn't stop crying. "Please. .it hurts. Stop. ."I was sobbing while he pleasures himself in me. How could he do that? How could this happen to me?

Unimaginable pain was in me. It hurt so bad. He grunted, slapping my butt before grabbing a hold of it. "You love this, don't you? So tight."

I sobbed into the pillow, my tears drenching it. There was nothing I could do.

"So good. ." He muttered as I cried, my face in the pillow and my body pinned down. I was in so much pain - agony. I had never felt so terrified in my life.

He groaned, pulling out of me and I choked on a sob, tears running down my cheeks. His hands rubbed my body and he grunted before leaning down and whispering into my ear, "see? There was no need to fight." He slapped my butt as I squeezed my eyes closed, sobbing.

He kissed my wet cheek and I whimpered, continuing to shiver. He chuckled, kissing my back before touching my butt once more before moving off me.

I couldn't move. I was frozen in my spot, sobbing. How could this happen to me? It had to be a dream.

He put on his clothes before coming over to me and brushing a few strands of my hair away from my face. I was shaking and he kissed my cheek, "thanks."

He then left the room, leaving me alone to cry and shake.

It must have been an hour before I managed to sit up. My throat was sore, my eyes stung and my body felt so heavy.

I was still shivering, memories of what happened running in my mind over and over.

I stood, only to gasp and sit back down. There was a sharp pain between my legs that stung badly. I looked at the bed through my teary eyes. Blood. My blood.

I covered my face with my shaky hands, sobbing loudly and uncontrollably.

Why?

Why me?

It must have been ten minutes of crying before I managed to stand and walked to the bathroom, shakily.

I turned the shower on and when I walked in, the burning hot water hit me and I didn't even care. I couldn't feel anything. I felt numb. I grabbed the sponge and started scrubbing myself roughly. Scrubbing and scrubbing his dirty hands off me, his touch, his smell, his words, his breath, his cologne, his everything.

I'm a disgusting slut.

Scrub, scrub scrub.

Disgusting. .

Ugly.

Scrub, scrub, scrub.

I was crying, sobbing loudly and hiccuping. My skin was stinging, the water was burning me, I was so red and beginning to bleed a little from my legs.

I must have been in the shower for at least half an hour or so. I finally went out but still felt disgusted. His hands, his cologne. . .

I turned and vomited into the toilet, shaking and crying. I threw up over and over, not able to stop. I spilled out all the contents of food that I had ate over the last couple of days. I couldn't stop vomiting.

I finally did stop though. I rinsed my mouth and brushed my teeth, still crying.

I went into my room, changing into my pjs slowly and going to my bed. I couldn't sleep there. I felt so sick. Memories swirled around in my head.

I left the room, pain all over my body. I walked into the guest room, sitting on the bed and curling up into a ball as I cried, shaking badly.

I didn't sleep at all that night.

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Abuse is never okay.

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