Have you ever felt their cold hard stares on your backs, expectant? Have you ever felt their disapproval? Their uttermost pity and wonder, laying harshly on you like small stones being dropped on you? 
Have you ever walked down that narrow, lonely path leading to an obscure never-ending today, and you have tried and tried against hope to run to a tomorrow?

You have, haven't you?

At some moment in time, when everything seemed to have stopped for a beating two seconds, and you have looked at their faces, and have seemingly lost control. And your knees have weakened and fallen on you. Your hands shaking. Your mind running. Your eyes stinging. 

But you have told yourself to stop it. 

Get up. It's okay. 

You have to be okay.

Haven't you?

You have.

And it's what I'm telling myself now. Everything is fine. Everything is okay. But how could I ignore how badly I have let down myself, and those who supported me? How could I ignore such thing? 

No. I could never. And much less with him at the other side of the street, watching me in utter horror and surprise, something that made my stomach churn with guilty unease and fear and desperation. 

To have let down the one person who always had believed in me, to have drained down the trust... It brakes me. It broke me. 

And all it took was one afternoon.

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A/N
This is just a small intro, I'll make longer chapters. For if you haven't read the last bit of the description, it's villain Deku and how he came to be. Please ignore typos, I'll get around to them at some point. Thank you for reading!