(Matt's P.O.V.)

I felt a smirk grow on my face at my accomplishment. Staring Mitch down like a hawk I felt my face soften as I thought about it.....

'Monster.....'

The voices kept whispering the names I was so used to. They don't know me....Nobody does....I'm just a cat in a pack of dogs.....

'You're just like you Dad......'

Tears threatened to spill from my eyes at the last voice in my head. A shaky breath escaping my lips I turned, my stomach twisting into knots as I stared at the pile of alcohol bottles.

Shaking my head violently I stormed into the bathroom. Feeling even worse as I saw the bottles and bags of the hopeless addiction.

'Druggie.....'

Tears started to roll down my cheek as I watched the reflection of myself in the mirror. Not even feeling like the person staring back was even me anymore.

Just a person without a soul.....A man with no heart.....A bottle with no letter inside........A chest filled with nothing...

~Flashback~

"MOM!!!!" I screamed. Struggling to get away I felt tears sting my eyes as my arms flailed around. Hitting whatever they could so I could get away.

"Matt I mean it! Stop! It's just a little fun!" My Dad slurred. Shivers shooting down my spine I felt my eyes widen as I heard the sound of knocking on a door.

"HELP ME!!!!!!! HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!!" I wailed. My Dad whipping my back with the whip I scrunched my eyes closed as he began the usual beating.

"OPEN THE DOOR RIGHT NOW!!! THIS IS THE POLICE!!!!!" The sound of the door smashing grabbed my attention as my Dad struggled to pick me up.

Seeing the world jump I felt something rough smash into my stomach. Whimpering at the pain I tried to be as loud as possible.

Realizing I was on my Father's shoulders I immediately started kicking and screaming. Making the police rush into the room as fast as they could.

Seeing them march into the room I froze as I saw them all with guns pointed at my father. A single tear rolling down my face I knew what they were going to do.

Trying to break free from my Dad's grasp I couldn't. Screaming as I heard the gun shots the only thing I could see was my Dad's face as his eyes rolling into the back of his head.

Screaming so loudly I could hear my voice overpowering the noise of the gun shot as My Father's body crumpled to the floor in a puddle of crimson red.

Holding me in his arms right beside him.

~End Of Flashback~

...........I......Forced my friend....To do something he shouldn't have done......I persuaded him into cheating....I snapped at Rob...

'Leave.......'

Complained about Preston being depressed.....Rolling my eyes at everyone who seemed to care and pushed everybody away....And now? 

'Nothing Left.......'

I have nothing left....So there's no reason to stay...Unless my friends want me since I highly doubt. They don't need me.....

I'm just a train wreck waiting to happen.....

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Did anybody else just slap their hand over their mouth or chest and just be like........My feels? That was some pretty deep stuff....Even for me 0-0.......

Dayum that was such a scarring flash back!!! >.< Oh well, I think this chapter just made Matt a lot more interesting in my opinion.

Then again, you'll all probably either be like

'Love The Book!'

'The Fu*k did I just read'

'Awwwww!!!'

or

'*Kills MisfortunateMC with fluffy unicorn* (I'm looking at you Cookie ;) XD)

<3