Lachlan's P.O.V.

 The sun peeking through the window I moaned. Roughly squeezing my eyes shut, hoping the sun would run away and leave me to sleep but it didn't.....Perfect....

My eyelids heavy I forced them open.  I squinted as the sun shined right onto my face. Shifting sideways the whole bed silently creaked. The blankets

tumbling up like knots I opened my mouth wide. A yawn rolling gently off the tip of my tongue.....I hope Vikk is awake....

My vision blurry I slowly brought my hands to my eyes. Rubbing away the crust that collected over the night. Gosh I didn't sleep well.....

A weak smile plastered on my face I pushed myself upwards. The blankets all tangled up in a heap on top of me I stared at them for a while.

Processing what happened last night.......Oh yeah........Right......I forgot....Tears welling in my eyes I sat there as the sun warmed my back. Tears trickling down my face I sighed.

My breath shaky I glanced downwards looking a little more closely at my arms. Thick, jagged red lines covered my arms.....I can't show this to Rob......

One word carved out past my elbow yet below my shoulder made my stomach double over as I read it over and over again......I need to see him....Badly....

Forcing myself to stand up unwillingly I silently marched out of my room. Freezing at the stairs when I saw blood stained glass shattered all across the Living Room floor.....

What happened?  My feet stomping hurriedly down the stairs I swerved to the left rushing to the scene. My heart dropping when the picture of Rob and Preston layed on the couch......

Preston..........I haven't spoken to him in forever......Connecting the dots my eyes widened realizing what Rob meant the night before.....No one should go through something like this twice..

But Rob did......Oh my god.......More tears replacing the ones that fell trickled down my face splashing onto the blood stained glass below me....

How could Rob bare this?.........First he with Preston......And now Vikk.......Guilt now consuming the numbness inside my heart for telling Rob off.

I feel horrible.....I feel like a monster......My stomach twisted in painful knots but all I could do was stand and stare at the mess Rob made.....

He's At Rock Bottom......... My whole body tensing as his voice shot shivers down my spine. My eyes growing wide.

Rob's P.O.V.

The sound of stomping feet woke me up I immediately snapped my eyes open remembering instantly what happened last night.

Glaring downwards to see my hands covered in gauze I sighed......Laying there for a few moments until remembering about Lachlan...

SHIT!!! Flipping off of the bed my head smacked against the floor. Everything blurring from the pain I bolted upright barging out of my room.

Rushing to his room I broke into a cold sweat as I stared at the tangled heaps of blanket on his bed. A blood stained hoodie right beside it on the floor...

Quickly searching the room for Lachlan I whipped around peering over the upstairs to see Lachlan standing in the Living Room, staring at the mess I forgot to clean up.

Relief flooding into my mind my stomach cramped up as I saw him holding the picture of Preston and I......Memories flowing of Preston and I crammed into my mind but

I quickly pushed it aside tears now spilling down my face.....HE'S GONE!!!! DEAL WITH IT ROB HE'S NOT HERE ANYMORE!!!!

Gathering my thoughts I put on a poker face in case Lachlan saw me. My feet unwillingly taking me to the staircase I proceeded.

Flying down the stairs his whole body tensed as soon as I spoke not noticing I was there. His whole body trembling he slowly turned around.

Tear stains stuck to his face. Fear filled his eyes to the brim he held the picture of Preston and I close to his chest. My expression softening remembering how close they actually were.

"Lachlan?" I questioned my voice gentle knowing he was about to snap at any sudden movement. Jagged red lines on his arms I stared at them for a while before

looking back up at his petrified face. Lachlan staring at the bandages around my mouth he opened his mouth to say something about it but thought different of it.

"I.......I'm sorry I just......." Lachlan tried not finding the words so I finished the sentence for him.

"Miss him?" I pointed out nodding my head towards the picture causing him to stick out his lower lip as he nodded quickly. Tears falling down his face he jumped into my arms.

"It's ok Lachlan....It's alright...I miss them too....I know how you feel.." I cooed wrapping my arms around him comfortingly all he could do was nod.....

To be honest I feel like breaking down myself....It would be so easy to just leave.....But that would break Lachlan even more. Mitch and Jerome are sensitive...

A third of the pack is practically wiped out....We're all tumbling down.....But who's the next one to leave? I already lost the one I loved.....

And I know......We aren't getting him back......I feel like a soldier......I'm not staying strong because I want to.....But because I have to...

For The Pack....Or What's Left Of It....

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I hope this one was good. Sorry if it's so sad......I even made some of you cry which was not what I was trying to aim for...

Just poke at your feels was all I was meaning to do. At least it's a good book! Right? O.O.....Anyways that was all I had to say Gummy Bears.

Sincerely, Darcy May Sumsion