Lachlan's P.O.V.

Darkness swept over the room as Rob lay across from me. My eyes completely open. I knew Rob was awake too. I knew he couldn't sleep either.

But I didn't dare say a word to him. Tears welling in my eyes I silently slipped off of the bed. Walking over to the window I sat myself down so I was looking up at the quiet moon.

There was always a light in the dark.....But what about now? There can't be a good side to this...And if Vikk does wake up....

What if he gets amnesia?.....What if he doesn't remember me,....Or us....Or the Pack...Doesn't remember I was the one to blame for this...

And if he doesn't wake up....I honesly don't know anymore....Everybody was already shaken up by Preston's death...Now this...

We're all broken...Or breaking down....Everything's falling down....A third of the Pack is already basically wiped out...

It's been a couple days now...But I can't bare to see him...I'm afraid....I want to be there when he wakes up....But what if he doesn't?....

That's the only thing that's stopping me...White catching the corner of my eye I turned to see a white box, the lid slid off so it was half open.

Crawling towards it I reached out my hand, gently dragging it towards me making sure it didn't make a sound so as not to disturb poor Rob.

Taking the lid off I gasped as I saw letters all for The Pack....All from Preston....One said Dear Lachlan and I took it immediately. Reading it as soon as I could.

'Dear Lachlan,

Have you ever seen a man, that you knew you would do anything for? A man you would give the world to if needed. Because you loved him?

I have. And I know you have too. I've seen the way you look at Vikk. Mitch noticed as well, he's been eyeing Jerome. I have my own little Rob a dob flob.

Go talk to him, tell him how you feel. One day you'll regret it. All of it. I know I have, I lost someone dear that none of you have met.

His name was Caleb. He meaned the world to me. He was my little brother, he died when he was 12. Had gotten lung cancer. He didn't smoke though, nothing like that.

We're not sure how. But he did, i guess it's all because of something that can never be explained. I blame myself, I should have noticed this sooner. I should have been there for him.

But I was too busy partying with you guys to take it seriously. Guess that's not completely my fault he died. Can you do me a favor Lachlan?

Please don't blame yourselves for things like these.... We can't all be heartless souldiers in the world. And I know for absolutely certain, you are not cold hearted.

Don't blame yourselves for mistakes. Accidents happen, and we all make mistakes once in a while. Rob needs to know this too.

Please, if I ever leave. Tell him for me, i know I am ill right now. I am acting happy, so much that I sometime fool myself. But on the inside, I'm not.

Don't blame yourself, don't hurt yourself like I do, mistakes are made, accidents happen. And if you apologize, I'm sure you'll be forgiven...

                                                                                                                                From, Preston <3'

Tears welled in my eyes as I stared at the paper. My fingers trembling I felt the shock melt as I burst into tears.

My sobs the only thing heard throughout the room I began to wail. I let all my sadness flow while Rob listened silently.

I knew he was listening, but I didn't care. Preston's name escaping my lips i cried even harder. Rob shifting in the bed I heard him get up and sit beside me.

Taking one look at the box beside me he flashed me a confused look but I shook my head crying even harder. I don't want to read anymore.

I need to though, Preston had things to say, and I needed to hear them all. Vikk wrote these too. I know he did. I just have to find them.

Not blame myself? But I was the one who put Vikk into a coma. How could I not blame myself? It was only right to blame myself.

.....I'm so sorry Vikk....