Joy Mikayla Ford
12:10 AM

Missy:
Don't speak about this again if you see me.

When I was a kid, every christmas, I was expecting you to give me make ups and dresses.

I adore you and I wanna be you, but I never received one. You thought what I want is cars because I'm always with dad, but little did you know, I'm with dad because I thought I never mattered to you.

All the gifts you packed that I thought
was mine were Tegan's.

I really thought it was mine. I watched videos in yt on how to use the make ups you packed because I thought it's mine and I wanna use it properly. I was envious of her.

I actually liked dresses and not leather jackets and shirts. I loved the color pink and not black. In the illegal track, I use neon pink cars, but for some reason I use black and white whenever I know you can see me drive.

I don't know why you don't know me but maybe it was because I was really good in hiding.

I love how you do your black and silver eyeshadows. And I love Dad's reaction whenever he sees that.

I'll be out. Take care of dad.