Opened my eyes as I looked around me to see the sun peeking in the room from the window while I stretched out my arms,

I sat up on the bed and rubbed my eyes the thought of yesterday came to my mind and a slight smile.

I suddenly had to leave him because I was late for the library and didn't want to get scolded, as early on the librarian always checks on everyone and their work, Namjoon always comes, a while later, so it's good that we don't get in trouble,

I got up the bed and headed to get ready for the library again, as I changed my clothes and headed downstairs

I quickly made some toast and a coffee to fill my stomach a little and headed to the library for my daily work.

The cold breeze outside made my heart calm but made me feel the hurt of emptiness while I walked thinking about him,

It's been a month since we met and already fallen in love with each other excessively...

Maybe this is what love is like...

Pure love...

No, it's not just love at first sight or a childish feeling...

It's the feeling of being complete...

We both are well mature and understand if this was just childishness, but we can't seem to figure anything out,

This feeling is filling our hearts, controlling our senses, and bringing us to an infinite tunnel of pure love and affection...

I opened the door and headed inside the library to do my usual work, I met the librarian as she told me about some new books that are to be set, as the new writer has recently published his work and I headed to the pile of his two books and their copies,

while setting up I read at the back of the book to know about it a little both were poetry books and seemed kind of interesting, so I thought of giving them a read.

I was setting some of the last books when I turned around and looked at the door and here and there in the library,

searching for those Eyes...

Those Dimples...

That face...

The one who always clouds my mind, my heart, and my eyes from seeing anything else but him, breaking my heart while holding it, the one and only Kim Namjoon.

I turned back and set up the last books and realized I totally forgot to keep a record of all of them, so I started counting and making sure of everything as some thoughts came to my mind,

Maybe he's busy with his work or something,

He visits the library only for me, but of course, he has worked, and it's important.

I understand if he doesn't come to the library,

It's not about me really wanting him to but the urge to see him and heal myself...

I finished my day and was ready to head home with a clouded mind and heart,

With empty eyes searching for a gaze, with a craving soul wanting to meet its pair and became one by expressing the love it held by the eyes meeting each other, the hearts by hugging each other and calming down as they would feel each other touch, and knowing there's someone for them.

I headed out of the library looking down as while walking my heart felt heavy,

I suddenly looked up at him standing afar and my feet stopped moving on their own,

The feeling was back, and we kept staring as he was coming closer to me

"I'm sorry, I wouldn't come here, I had some meetings and was busy the whole day".

He said while he looked down while I kept staring at him, my stare made him look up at me as he saw my tears falling without me even realizing.

I said nothing but hugged him, embracing my heart, and calming it as I felt his arms wrapping around me while he kissed my head lightly.

He cupped my face and parted to look me in the eyes and pecked my forehead, calming me, while also making my heart beat faster when his lips touched mine and the passionate kiss between us. It made sure to let us know we really are made for each other, and can't escape this love maze no matter what.

This feeling swallowed us in its black hole and there was no escape.

Holding hands we made our way to my apartment, while having our silent talks,

Reaching there he had to leave again as we kept looking at each other in the eyes not wanting to go anywhere but be near each other, but destiny had different plans.

He parted as we kissed again for the last time to keep our sanity, to make us calm for some time but to keep it forever...

I headed inside and realized how hungry I was and headed to the kitchen to make something, I also took some Korean side dishes and sat them up on the table while I brought the main dish, I made Sundubu jjigae (Korean soft tofu stew) and had it to fill up my stomach who was starving for the whole day.

I headed to take a bath and dropped myself on the bed and quickly fell asleep.

While he had to wake up for some hours while his mind was clouded by me,

While, he was worried about what had been discussed in the meetings, seeing her melted his heart as he wouldn't tell her anything...