Another usual morning, opening my eyes and smiling as my sight got cleared.

I sat up and stretched out my arms, as the warm smile was still on my lips as I remembered the only sunshine in my life.

The only face in my vision

Joon.

I went to the washroom and got ready with a calm yet excited heart, the happiness, and excitement of seeing him, and the calm heart and mind to know there's someone you can trust, who's there for you, who's made for you.

Looking at myself in the mirror, I made my way downstairs to have some breakfast

I had a cup of coffee and some toast as usual to get ready and leave for the library,

while walking to the library, my heart started beating faster again as it couldn't wait to match the beat with someone.

I entered the library I step in, and the cold breeze followed inside as I took more steps to reach the pile of books, picked them up, and looked straight at the clock hanging on the wall at the other end of the library,

I made my way all the way there to the last bookshelf and started arranging the new ones where they were supposed to be.

As the silent time passed and the cold breeze again came in, making me known about the presence I'd been waiting for,

Making my heart skip a beat yet started beating faster as I put the last books on the shelf and closed my eyes,

Inhaling his attractive aura and smell that clouds my mind as I heard his footsteps behind me getting closer,

It was something that made my feet glued to the ground as his hand from my arm made its way to my hand as it was still on the shelf and locked our fingers.

His chest touched my back as he was towering over me and I would feel his breath on my neck as his face came closer to my nape my breath quickened as I would feel his warm breath on me making my heart feel what I'd never,

To feel what a soulmate feels like, such a powerful yet calm and magical feeling only a soulmate can give,

where this love is not only an expression of feelings between two human beings, between two lovers, between two bodies craving for each other's touch, and each other's love.

It's a love between two souls,

Where two souls are craving for each other, where they are craving to be one.

"Joon".

Only a whisper could leave my lips as I gasped as his lips touched my neck,

His soft pecks all over my neck were just so amazing,

My head was resting on his chest as my legs were so weak, and I couldn't stay still.

As I gasped again as his soft kisses went on, our fingers locked while his dragon eyes looked at me being so weak for him, exciting him to the core to explore me.

Yet, those kisses came to an end as he let go of my hand, turned me around, and held my shoulders looking me in the eyes and the eyes again started expressing our feelings.

Closing my eyes as I felt him kissing my forehead he parted and looked at me and smiled showing those beautiful dimples.

Staring into those beautiful eyes, making me forget everything around, as his eyes drowning me in them as he cupped my face and pecked the tip of my nose and pecked my lips,

Again looking at me with that dimple smile and warm half-moon eyes, while I was lost and didn't know what to do as I hugged him,

Feeling warm as he embarrassed me and my heart calmed while there was still a wild feeling in there,

"Love".

As that word left his lips and he parted to look at me and kissed my forehead again, and I looked at him, making him know I needed him and his beautiful smile didn't leave his lips as he knew I wanted him.

He held my hand again, and I texted my friend Rose who also works there in the library on the upper floor,

I've helped her too in managing the work and stuff if she has to leave, so she said she'll manage it as I made my way out of the library with Joon.

We don't contact or meet each other much since we aren't on the same floor, and she leaves a little earlier than her brother came to pick her up, but it's good to have someone you can rely on.

I looked at our hands locked with each other as Joon kept walking while I walked beside him, and we made our way to his car, as he opened the door for me and made his way to the other side as I sat in, and he closed the door.

A comfortable silence as we sat, and the car made its way to his house one of his hands was locked in mine, and a classic song was playing in the background.

As we reached his house hand in hand, walking side by side, the warm feeling in our hearts as we stepped inside and made our way to the living room.

As I took my steps and him behind me, made me feel so warm and cozy as I gasped when he picked me up bridal style suddenly and looked into his beautiful pair of eyes that were like half moons as he had the prettiest smile on his face, he sat down on the couch, while he placed me on his lap, while I put my arms around his neck.

While looking at the universe in his eyes when he smiles, just melts my heart as he kisses my forehead and I feel myself melting in his arms as he embraces me.

A euphoric feeling in our hearts as our lips moved rhythmically as the kiss went on, and we expressed our love, how we wanted each other,

how we didn't understand the feeling that's making us fall in love with each more and more as time passes by, but it's a feeling of knowing each other way more than we do, feeling warm and safe in each other embrace as we aren't concerned with the world, our minds are clouded with each other.

Even when we want to know this feeling, we can't seem to understand but get lost in each other...

Is this what love feels like?

"Joon".

I said and looked into those eyes again, he kissed my forehead,

"I have to get back to the library".

I said gulping and looking down while his gaze was still on me, I looked up to see his reaction and he had an expression I couldn't define correctly

"I know love, it's just- "

He said and looked me in the eyes while I couldn't say a word and let him continue

"It's this feeling I can't understand, yet can't help but feel my heart sinking. You've become one of my needs, and I can't help but fall in love with you more and more as I see you".

"Me too".

I said as we stared into each other eyes,

"Just don't leave me Joon, stay with me forever".

"I won't ever leave you",

He said, cupping my face and kissing my forehead as I hugged him.

Holding hands as we walked side by side,

We left the house after a while, it was a silent evening for us as we were scared,

Scared if this obsession is okay for us, scared if we'll be there for each other forever, scared we won't be parted.

Love is scary yet it's so addictive,

Even though being scared it's making us come even closer...

We reached the library I turned around to look at him who was looking back at me,

"Joon".

I said, and he kissed my forehead and looked at me,

"It's alright love, I'll be there for you always, whenever you need me".

I looked at him and embraced him again, inhaling his scent as he pecked my neck.

I stood there as I saw him leaving and went inside to see if I had some work to do and spend some time there while my mind was clouded by him and only him.

I sighed as I left the library and made my way to my house, took my phone out to text him and put it back as I kept walking to my destination,

Opening the door, I went inside and I went straight to talk a warm bath, laying there in the bathtub my whole body gave and I relaxed my all senses as I closed my eyes.

I lay there for a while and left to change into a comfy outfit.

I took some kimbap from my food pantry and went to the kitchen to make some kalguksu.

After cooking I made my way to sit and put my food down on the table in front of me as I turned on the TV and watched a k-drama while I ate.

I cleaned everything up like usual and sat down on the sofa as I looked at his number in my phone, I decided to call him and held the phone close to my ear as I waited for him to pick up,

He picked up the call and in a silence of worries, we talked as our love was stronger than ever.

These fears might be between us, but we are holding each other in an embrace that can't be broken easily.

As his duty, he had some work to do, while I lay down on the bed thinking about us when I didn't realize I fell asleep.