There's debilitating pain
I'm on the floor again
Don't want the disease to win
But it's made me ready to throw in

There's no crawling myself out of this anymore
The battles have been lost many times over
And the war, the war that I told myself I was never going to lose
has left me with no other options from which to choose
So I welcome the pain and the death with no glory
If you only caught the end, it's fine; this is my life's story