WILLIAM XAVIER

Honestly, the information we uncovered from the Allen's hideout truly shook everyone consciences and question the authorities we hold onto. The report demonstrated the level of our negligence, ignorance and powerless against the darkness lurking under our nose. The inhumane experiment, the sexual abuses and other criminal acts. All of this happened when we did not take the missing victim cases seriously. During that time, countless individuals have perished.

"Are you still thinking over the report?" Allen smoothed the frown line in between my eyebrows.

"That's too much." I let out a heavy sigh. Allen is seated next to me, glancing over the report on the laptop's screen. He read the report as though it were another person's life story.

"Yes, it is too much inhumane." I am aware that dwelling on the past won't solve the current situation. Allen stands up and straddle on my laps. He rests his head in the crook of my neck. The current Allen is like an open book with a lot of initiatives. I love his boldness, decisiveness and wise.

"Fortunately, you are one of the survivors, Allen. Otherwise, I will continue to be mateless, losing my lifetime mate without knowing the real causes. Thank God!" I could not imagine how my life will turn out without a mate beside me. Roaming alone as my breathing goes on until death welcome me.

I tighten the grip, letting go of the tension that has been hounding me ever since we left his lair. The word 'if' keeps running through my head. Fear took on a physical form and came to life, creeping over me like a ravenous animal and paralyzing my brain.

It is truly fortunate that our mate is still alive until now. – Kaiser whisper in my mind.

"In that case, you must cherish and love me above all beings. Don't let anyone have a chance to fill the gap we unintentionally created. Our loves, affectionate and passionate only for ourselves. Can you promise me on this?" When Allen licks the mating mark, my entire body starts to heat up. It is sending electric waves running wildly under the skin. His heartbeat is resonating in my ears like rock concert drums.

"... I'm a possessive and clingy person whom don't like to share my love with anyone else. This possessiveness can drive me to madness if you choose to walk away. If you decide to leave, this possessiveness may drive me insane." I gasp when Allen bites the mating mark. Strangely, the action did not trigger a lust. It is purely an emotion projector.

"Allen, I promise you are my one and only in this lifetime and next. I would not allow someone else enter our love life, will continue cherish and love you above everything. It doesn't matter how you turn to be because my love for you never fades, but keep increasing with each passing day. I vow on this mark." It is my turn to bite on the proud mark that I have artistically engraved on his neck.

"Since we are both alphas, our level of possessiveness is ten times higher than normal mates. My parents and grandparents are the best proof for that." I added the fact.

"I knew a little about their history." A sigh slipped through his lip. "Let's create our own tale for future generations to use as a guide. So that no more ignorance which causes lifetime grievousness."

He placed his hands gently on the sides of my face. His eyes met mine and we shared a sweet smile. I closed the space between our bodies by placing my hands around his torso. The warm body and heartbeat rhythm soothe the pain I felt inside.

With this touch, it ensures that my mate had completely back into my arms. Despite the fact that we have been back together for months, the fear and anxiety are still present in my subconscious. I am afraid the past will repeat again. The enemy could pluck him anytime under my nose despite the solid security.

Our parents agreed that Allen should be hidden in Silver Killer Pack for the time being. We renewed the mating ritual which allowed me to detect his whereabouts when I was not around. The volunteering mating this time granted us unlocked all benefits in our kin. It is more advanced than human tracker devices.

"How is Luke? Can he tame his mate? Has he recovered the consciousness?" Allen again places his head on my shoulder and changes the subject.

"Still not. It seemed the rogue had completely abandoned his humanity. Even his wolf harbored a strong grudge towards the mate word." Luke is keeping his mate in his house basement. Using a special chant, he seals the room while letting the rogue free from shackles. Even my dad and grandfather cannot touch his consciousness at all. His former mate must have been inflicted the great pain and trauma in the past. Papa was assisting in severing his previous mate's rusted mating bond.

"Judging by Luke calmness, I assume he has a way to solve this problem." I nod in agreed. Luke is too calm causing our family worry that he will do unthinkable action. Lucas, my oldest brother, though, says that we shouldn't worry too much. Luke is strong despite being a mateless werewolf for a while. As twins, their comprehension and support for each quite deeper than us.

"If our speculation is accurate, I'm not sure what punishment the rogue's former mate would receive from Luke. Luke is the one of our siblings who frightens me the most. It seems as though his serenity and sweet smile are a mask covering a dreadful dark aura. He is worse than Lucian." I chuckle as I describe my thoughts about Luke to Allen.

"He is not as a worse as your description, hubby. Spare your own brother the terrible reputation." He flicks my forehead. "When we first met, being in his presence made me feel safe and at peace. He was the first to breach my defensive zone. His tenacity and provocation sparked something inside of me." A low laugh coming from my mate.

"Are you planning on making me jealous? Geez, I should not have rejected my parents order that time. If not, we could meet much earlier." The person I was hugging suddenly started laughing loudly.

"It is not my intention to make you being a jealous man, hubby. I appreciate Luke's brazenness at the moment as a friend only." He gave me a pat on my head, a gesture full of affection. It tempts me to reach out and kiss him.

As if sensing my desire, Allen kisses me while our eyes still fixed on each other. a battle for dominance invariably sprang out every time we kiss or embrace. We parted away when our chest depleted of oxygen. While we are still in a trance, the twins barge in.

"Papa, you are too heavy to sit on dad's lap." The cheeky princess did not hesitate to drop a bomb on her other father.

"Papa, you are acting like a baby." Allen's head was emitting smoke, which I could see. This is the first time we got caught by our beloved children.

"Hey kids, remember your own word when you get older and found the fateful mate. If you give these words to them, then I will pray on behalf of your heart at that time." Allen fume like a bad stepmother scolding the two siblings. The little prince and princess are still unable to process the "advice" effectively.

"We are sorry, papa. Don't scold us, okay?" The twins hug his thigh while asking the forgiveness.

"And you don't try to make improper move without locking the door." Allen gives me an accusatory glance that seems to imply that I am a pervert.

Oh, then I can make any move as long as the door is locked, is that right?  - I censor the word from young children by using the mind link.

In your dream! – Allen raised his eyebrows.

Allen kneels down into the kid's level. "Kids, keep in mind that you must treat your future mate dearly the same way that your father treated me and that I treated your father."

"No, we only want papa and dad." Both children fling themselves into Allen's arms. The counsel we offer today may not be understandable to children quite yet. We will imprint the advice on them as parents till they are adults. We wouldn't allow them make the same error we did.

"Sadly, nobody wants to offer me a warm hug." I fake to be dejected. Weylyn is quickly extricated from Allen's hug.

She sprints and lands in my lap. "Sorry dad, we love you too." She smothers my cheeks with kisses.

"Thank you, princess. You are the best." I caress her hair. Brysen giggles in Allen's hug.

"Babies, would you like to go to the town's night carnival?" I asked the kids. Allen disagrees because he is still concerned that the enemy would use this as an opportunity to steal our kids.

"Once a while, we need to take out kids outside. They would get bored if we keep them here all times." I persuade him.

"I love you, Dad." Brysen and Weylyn cheer simultaneous which prompts their other father to drop his objection.

"Up to you, hubby." Allen brings the kids out of an office room. He gives me a room to settle the paperwork. After settling the duty, I went back home. Allen and the kids are dressed in new clothes in anticipation for our night outing.

Allen nags me to take a bath and get dressed. He decides to drive the low-key car while I take the passenger seat. The kids are well behaved in the backseat. It is almost a forty-minute drive. As usual, Allen concentrates on the road without speaking a word. Our little journey is accompanied by the music on the radio. And I use this chance to get a little nap.

The next time I open my eyes, Allen gives me a smile. "Shall we hop out of the car now?"

"How long have I been sleeping?" I stretch my limbs and unbuckled the seatbelt.

"One hour and thirty minutes. You're tired so we did not wake up." Allen said when taking the twins out of a car.

"I am sorry." Allen carries Weylyn and I take Brysen. Despite the fact that same-sex relationships are now recognized in society, some onlookers still cast us a skeptical glance. As if our presence brings a deadly virus to them. The carnival-themed scenery had mesmerized the kids. Their curious and eager gaze dart around.

"Dad, its look like a Christmas decoration with a lot of colorful lights. I also want to ride that train." Brysen said. The curiosity and enjoyment twinkle in his eyes.

"Please papa, let me get on a carousel first." With sorrowful eyes, Weylyn pleads Allen.

"Yes, we'll participate in all the rides and games here. Are you sure you can endure till the end?" Brysen's high nose was touched by Allen.

"Of course, we can." Brysen proudly puffs up his chest up. – Because we are werewolf.

A baby's voice breaks through our mind link. As we came to terms with what our babies had just done, our eyes widened. The kids are brimming in goofing smile. God! Our kids sure are above than average kids.

"Yes, you are right. You got the best genes and trait." I support their fact. Allen left the kids in my care as if he lines up to purchase the ticket. Weylyn sank in the familiar carousel melody as Brysen's eyes lingered on several rides.

"Hey handsome, wanna hook with me?" My shoulder is patted by a slutty woman. Weylyn and Brysen become agitated

"Sorry, I am up for one man only." If there is no kid around, I would change my word to 'Do you have a dick down there?'. Geez, is she blind to see the kids in my arms? You certainly hit the wrong person, lady.

"Shoo... shoo... If my papa sees you courting our dad, he'll eat you alive." With her hand on her waist, Weylyn was yelling at the shameless woman.

"Nah, we don't need a shameless woman as a stepmother." Brysen casts the woman a scornful glance. I school my face to stay composure upon the kids' little antics.

"Excuse me, what is your deal with my family?" A familiar tone coming from behind the blondie. I grinned when seeing my mate stood with two ice-cream cones in his hand.

"Oh My God! A bastard for a faggot, really sully God creation." To cover up her shame, the woman says something derogatory.

"Hey don't insult my parents." Brysen kick the woman shin. "Go away!" The boy is quite upset right now.

"Brysen, don't waste your saliva upon a deaf woman. Her mouth is beyond saving. Take this ice-cream to cool down." Allen gives one of ice-cream for his little boy.

"Woman, get lost now before I severe your useless head." I roar which attract people's attention. The tone lash with an alpha command making the woman take two small steps backward before falling on her butt. The color quickly drained from her face.

"Weakling." Weylyn smirked. "Dad, papa let's go. I want a big bad wolf plushie."

"Calm down, mate. She is not worth for your anger." Allen grabs me passing the fallen woman. A devil smile appears at the corner of his lips. We hear a loud laugh from bystanders not long after that. I turn around out of curiosity, which I later regret doing. A foul brown liquid is rolling down the woman's legs as she rises up shakily, clutching her stomach. Does she have a tummy ache? Perhaps this may her last carnival for a lifetime.

"Naughty, mate." I whisper into my mate ear left ear. He clasped my hand while grinning mischievously.

"She deserved it." Allen has never been a soft person to outsiders. He always paid the debt two times heavier than he had received.

My stomach sings a song when a strong scent of foods wafts into my nose. As a werewolf I got a bottomless stomach. Allen smile as he guides us to row of stalls which selling varieties of foods. We buy some food and snack along the way to rides section. Brysen priority his little sister wishes to ride the carousel first. The kids clearly are thrilled as they enjoy the ride. They keep smiling all times. After that, we bring them into a huge Ferris wheel. It was absolutely enormous. The kids are morbidly frightened and tentatively excited. They cling onto our body as the box ascend. Fear and nervous written on their face. We could watch the overall view of the town. It is so vibrant and lively.

I praise the kids for keeping open eyes and gazes down through the rides until the end. They are brave enough not to cry or complain. Although their small body has a sign of trembling, but the fear is slowly dissipated as the box wheel up and hang on the peak of height. The kids finally able to taste the true excitement. With an enhanced supervision, the kids can spot even the smallest creature on the soil. They are talking incessantly while pointing in various directions.

"Would you like to ride anything extreme? If yes, I can watch the kids." Allen asks me.

"No, I have already been conquered all the rides during my childhood and teenager. How about you?" I ask him back.

"I'm too old for this premature excitement." He laughs as we walk the kids to a circus tent. I doubt about it after what he has through during childhood and half of teen period. "Don't show a long face. I really meant it. This kind of amusement not my cup of tea."

Our mood plummeted when we got inside the circus tent. Seeing the wild animals had been forcefully domestically. Weylyn cried to leave the tent during the middle of the performance. They feel sorry for the animals who have lost their independence and natural state. Later, we are trying all rides that suitable for kids. Last but not least, we satisfy Brysen's dream to board the miniature trackless train that travels along the path leading to the haunted house.

As soon as a train enters the haunted home corridor, screaming starts to sound constantly. Luckily, we have an ability like a nocturnal creature. We could see through the dark for a sudden movement or fake. The outing we took tonight is the first memory we have as a whole family. Kids happiness is worthy for our time. Seeing the tiredness had caught up the kids, we ended the entertainment.

"Papa, someone has given you a letter." Brysen show a small card. He hands it to Allen, who reads the contents. His mouth opened; his body didn't move. His cheeks lost color as he fixed his wide-open gaze on the small sheet. He tightens the hand around Brysen small body.

I take up the letter out of worry. As I read the letter, the hair on the back of my neck began to stand on end. My heart's muscles began to contract violently.

Hello Little Pup,

Your smile is so breathtaking. I missed you so much, Dear Pet. I believe the moment has come for you to return to your real master. Also, your twins also adorable. I prefer the boy, though. Let's raise him together, shall we? Ah, I missed your pain moans and lewd body. You've got a month to come around to my side. Otherwise, your princess would soon stop breathing. Don't worry, I have a lot of time to await your return.

I inspect Weylyn who is dozing in my arms. The girl sleeps soundly. Brysen eyes dart between me and Allen. I was so terrified that my limbs went numb. What has just happened?

"Where did you get the letter from, son? I implore the answer from Brysen.

"A boy passed the letter to me when we on the train." Brysen gave an explanation.

"Let's go back. It is no safe here. And Weylyn..." A clear water wells in his eyes. There was a bitter taste in the back of my mouth that I couldn't seem to get rid of. Through the mating link, Allen's frantic emotion swept over me like a tide.

"Allen, calm down." My eyes scanned around the field but doesn't spot any suspicious figure. Allen frantically buckles the children into the rear seat. I snatch the key out of his trembling hand. After the shock, he is no longer fit to drive.

All warriors please escort us back to pack. The enemy has disguised among the townsfolks. – I mind link the warriors whom followed us as a safety measure.

Duly noted. – Elite warriors respond to me.

Regrettably, I could not order the trackers investigate inside the Carnival area. This is human territory. The sudden movement might alert them about our existence. In other word, any mishap will lead to big misfortune.

My body tensed up while I was driving back to pack. Allen takes a deep breath in order to calm him from nervousness. He expresses regret for his earlier state of terror. The twins were sound asleep. For safety measurement, Allen called Draven and Dominic to check the twin's condition.

I told my parents about the urgent situation, and they came running to our home. The joy we briefly experienced vanished into thin air. Everyone is currently waiting impatiently in the living room for the blood test results. I hug my mate which panic written all over his face. The anguish and terror brought tears to his eyes.

"Don't worry, Allen. Everything will be okay." Allen puts his face in my chest while trying to contain his tears as they start to fall. My skin feels the heated tears. I felt guilty pangs. All of this is my fault. I shouldn't take my family out during this chaotic time

"Dmitri is a heartless, void from any normal human feeling. He never let go even a baby during our time." Allen whispered in a hushed tone. "He is a total psychopath."

I was aware of the psychopath's existence because to past reports and victim testimony. The man will do anything without a slight of humanity. As if the person was purposedly created void of emotions and normal human feeling. Stepping over innocent souls like they were nothing.

Draven informed us the blood test resulted after two hours. Brysen's result is negative but Weylyn's result delivered a heartbreaking news for all of us. The test found unrecognized liquid rampaged in her body system. The effect yet to unknown. Allen hit the wall after Draven announced the result. He attempts to sprint out the home, but I seize his body.

"Allen, please calm down. We will settle this case together. Remember, the twins and me need you at this crucial time. If you plan to find the culprit alone, then you will jump into his trap." Allen struggles in my embrace. Papa put his hand on Allen's head which cause his eyes slowly closing. I put him on the bed in our bedroom with Brysen and going back to the living room.

"It is my fault for bringing them out." I blame myself. My stomach churned with regret. Unfortunately, there is no medicine for regret. My decision had brought a big backlash in our family. And a tiny life becoming the victim of it.

"The incident is predestined. You will ultimately encounter the same outcome regardless the place or circumstance." My father gives me a pat on the back.

"I am such a failure person. I failed to protect my mate from pain. I failed to protect my precious daughter from harm. There is no difference between me and a normal human." I was breathing deeply as my heart was racing. This kind of frustration cannot be expressed in words.

"Let's bring her to our place." Dominick makes a suggestion. I almost agree with Dominick's suggestion until a familiar voice interrupt our conversation.

"No need. I will prefer my niece to be put under Dark Silver Punisher care. That place is safest than your place. I am afraid there are still spies lurking around your base. They might or might not have been aware of it."

The voice makes us turn around. Lucian walks in alongside Luke. My missing brother finally comes back after almost two years. He looks exhausted, baggy eyes and thin body. The once lustrous pupils turned dull. What did he experience outside?

"Welcome back, brother." I greet him plainly. Compared to his typical dictatorial demeanor, he appears slightly different. I stop myself from asking another question when spot Luke's shake his head. Lucian throws the haggard body in papa's embrace. For outsiders, they shifted the focus to another subject

"Dad, papa, I 've missed you. Forgive me for making you all worried." His shoulder is slightly trembling. After calming down, he scans the area as though looking for someone.

"Where is your mate?" He asks. This is a rare question to be honest. In the past, they have provoked and verbally attacked each other repeatedly. In order to add salt to Allen's injury, Ian always found a way to criticize Allen's pack leadership while praising Serina.

"Papa had put him into sleeping. He cannot take this news well." The children are our taboo line. Anyone who dares touching them are courting a death.

"Let me know when he awakens. Sorry brother, my rudeness has hurt your mate years ago." Ian must have met a stumbling block during his missing period. Additionally, his wolf is deteriorating and his scent has slightly changed

I grab him into my hug. "Okay brother. I think you need to get some rest too." He shakes his head, demanding us to take him to see my daughter. Weylyn's skin turns paler and red spots appear under her skin. The delicate skin turns unsightly.

"She is beautiful." I'm not sure if my eyes playing a trick, but I do spot Lucian putting his hand subtly over his stomach a few times. As if he is carrying a new life. No... No. There is no way for this dominance werewolf willing to be kept under another man body.

Draven repeat the earlier report in details. After that, it is my turned to elaborate the experience of little night outing. We were carefully handling the children without letting them in touch with strangers. Where was our mistake? The two suspicious places were circus tent and the train. The culprit may have made skin contact with Weylyn. I eliminated the causes of poison via air or foods. If it is from that method, Brysen will be affected too.

Damn it! You are really trampled my bottom line for many times bastard. First, you inflicted pain on my mate, now you have the audacity to touch my kids. I wouldn't allow you to trap my mate once more. My heartbeat increased till it peaked at the height of my hatred.

"Can you heal her soon?" I caress the sleeping princess. A sickly, grayish complexion replaces the rich skin. Due to mild fever, she had beads of sweat on her forehead. I tuck a thick blanket over her little body. Shivers creep through my body. For a split second, I felt nauseous and my stomach turned over. I believed Allen's word. That scumbag never lets his prey getting away even if the other party is an innocence kid.

"I will do my best to find the cure as quickly as possible." Draven pats my shoulder. "Your daughter is also my niece."

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