I hate this so much I want to cry I want to laugh stupid hormones! I gotta pack up shit and my mom is getting passed at me. Too much homework too much stress I want to curl up in a hole and die. I just want this to end. I want to have a relationship but I know the people i like will never like me back I'm too bara I'm too manly I'm not feminine enough. I'm not good enough for anyone I'm too touchy feely why must my mind do this to me?! Stupid instincts stupid chemical reactions STUPUD EVERYTHING. I can't draw out my anger or do anything of the sort I'm just trash not the good kind either I don't deserve anything.