When will she notice me

When will she know that when I tell her I love her it isn't a freaking joke

I had the highest chance with you

I don't wanna love somebody else

I love the way you smell like roses and watermelon shampoo

I fall in love with the way you embrace me

But whenever you talk about her

I get jealous

I am happy for you

But I wish you'd consider me

Would you like me if I was like her?

Older, stronger, played soccer?

All I got is a "wonderful" personality

I wish I was able to ignore my insecurities

But I sit here writing, you still haven't texted me back

It's been 3 hours

Why did I have to fall in love with you?