i just loove it when my dreams fuck me over for weeks at a time
like there was one where i dreamt my 10 year old brother was sexually abusing my 4 year old sister
another was that i wasn't able to scrape up enough motivation to shower for like 3 days and i felt so guilty and dirty
and just last night i dreamt that my brother was out to get me (like... he would lock me outside, and play an instrument so my mom couldn't hear my screams; he would do anything to keep me out and away from my family)
but i also had another kinda fucked up dream last night that i can't really describe
so yeah
i'm having a toootal blast

yesterday i also went fossil hunting with my papa (we had to take lots of detours and i ended up spending 2-3 hours out with him; which caused me to have a breakdown when my parents wouldn't let me rest for a bit before getting ready for bed)

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my new fav song is I'll Be Good by Jaymes Young